. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ JAY. multifandom fanfic writer & published poet. english lit & creative writing major. og swiftie. lover of autumn & folk music. october libra. bisexual, she/her. 29 years old.
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i’m afraid that fandom spaces are becoming aggressively elite.
they honestly have been since i can remember even back in my middle school days of writing fanfiction for the spn boys. but, this new wave of online hatred & clique type behavior is awful.
i haven’t written in any fandom space in over a year now & it’s not for the lack of new ideas/new content consumed. believe me, i’ve seen some fantastic media within the past year that i would love to explore more in depth through writing. i’ve had plenty of rock solid ideas drafted out for a wide variety of characters/fandoms, but none have came to be because the idea of engaging with the types of hateful people inside current fandom spaces makes my skin crawl in the worst way.
i’m truly appalled & taken aback by the notions that some people have been pushing inside popular fandoms these days, some of which include; ‘You’ve made this character so OOC’, ‘This new wave of fans for [insert fandom/character] are so annoying, they just don’t understand the character at all’, ‘You can tell who’s really watched the movie/show & who hasn’t’. have we completely lost the whimsy of writing fanfiction now? truly, nothing can be OOC when AU’s exist. nothing can be OOC when it’s fiction writing for fictional characters that are set inside fictional worlds. toss those characters around a bit!
the growing hatred inside fandom spaces for new fans of a show/movie/character is bewildering to me considering i’ve been apart of fandoms before simply based off of friends telling me about a character or from seeing one silly video edit. the shift in the mindset of simply enjoying a piece of media/character enough to write/create for them without having to engage in all their content to not ‘being good enough’ to be inside of a fandom space because you haven’t seen every single second of that media/character out there is absolutely insane behavior. it shouldn’t matter if i’ve watched an entire series or only seen one episode. it shouldn’t matter if i’ve seen thirty seconds of a character on screen, i should be allowed to engage with that said fandom space no matter my ‘level’ of knowledge. it’s giving high school cliques & it’s so immature.
there’s no such thing as being better than someone else inside of fandoms. there’s no such thing as a hierarchy of accounts inside fandoms. there’s no such thing as one writer being better than another simply because they think they ‘know’ a character better than everyone else. & if you do believe that/act that way, you’re the reason why fandom spaces have become such toxic wastelands of grown adults acting like children when new fans come in just wanting to be included.
i’m not sure if i’ll ever write again with this account, especially if the online culture of fandom spaces stays the same. i’m just beyond exhausted with feeling immense amounts of joy at the idea of creating again for fandoms, only to feel disgusted & unmotivated by the thought of ‘not fitting in’ the right way. maybe it’ll change one day & i’ll be back to writing again. but, for now, this’ll probably be the only update for this account.
﹕ it’s nice to have a friend | appreciation post series ﹕
the first in this series has to obviously start with my deep love & appreciation for @appalachiancowboy99. M’s endlessly kind & gentle soul has made me a genuinely better person, has taught me how to believe in the rarity of meaningful friendships, & has nurtured the depths of my creative soul in many ways since knowing her. she creates with passion that ebbs through each piece she shares & creates universes we can all find ourselves lost in over & over again. i am so lucky to have such a ray of sunshine around & will forever be indebted to her for changing my life in the absolute best ways. ✨🤍🌱
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linked below are M’s current fanfic pieces! each piece is beautifully written, but my praise below will be shown through a paragraph from each that encapsulates the overall story & aesthetic of the piece as a whole. come join me in celebrating!
› Fireside | Arthur Morgan x CurvyFem!Reader
‘Love with Arthur is like opening a fresh wound: ripping into your heart and seeding himself so deeply inside of that aching muscle that you fear one day he’ll just bleed you dry and leave you with the dull ache of his memory. However, his presence alone is like a soothing balm to your weary and wounded soul, healing you like the hands of god himself and reassuring you that he’d never leave; he’d crawl through the pits of hell and back just to be spared a passing glance.’
the intricate detailing here that’s woven through each line as if its been pulled from Shakespeare’s work itself is something to marvel at. each line pulls you deeper into understanding what it’s like to love a man such as Arthur & what it means to fully trust your heart & soul to a rough lifestyle like the one he leads. the story unfolds in such a way that you can picture the pure & raw connection made between these two, one that feeds off of deliberate care & delicate comfort when it needs it the most.
› After Dark | Arthur Morgan x CurvyFem!Reader
‘Your heart couldn't feel any more full of love for this man by your side, a man who puts your well-being above all else, even above his own. Never did you think that love would have been like this for you: sitting in the comfortable silence of privacy for lovers when that luxury is rarely afforded for women like you.’
to be loved in such a way that it re-writes what you once thought impossible is a spiritual experience, & that is what you’ll find in this story. it’s as if you’re drowning, being pulled under by an unseen force, and then being told that everything is better than you thought. each line pulls you along for the ride, unfolding a story of dedication & triumph amongst times when a life that simple didn’t exist, especially for men like Arthur. truly, a soft love that beats all odds put against them.
› A Cure for the Common Cold | Arthur Morgan x CurvyFem!Reader
‘Smoke lingers upon his lips and creeps from the breath pushed out of his nose, carried upon the gentle breeze drifting through the streets of Saint Denis. He stands there upon the balcony, poised and guarded as if he were on watch duty back at camp. Faint melodies echo from someplace across town, reminding him of how lively such a city can be even at an hour as early as the breaking of dawn. Arthur hates any place bigger than a post office, a general store, and a little saloon. But right in front of this place? Where he can hear the birds chirp and the sweet swell of morning doves’ call, he finds a kind of peace that even the quiet days in camp have not provided in many months.’
to be reminded that Arthur’s life is anything but simple through each of these poetic lines is something to truly breathe in & this story has multiple moments like this one hidden inside. each line nestled deep within this piece paints a stunning picture of a life lived inside a wave of different emotions & experiences, each color on the canvas blending together to mold a love found inside each messy stroke. this story allows room for second chances & a true love never lost.
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M is also an artist & a dang good one at that! linked below are the two current pieces she has up. show them some love. 🫶🏻
all works posted below can contain nsfw content not suitable for minors. this is strictly an 18+ space. if you are an ageless blog following or interacting with my account, you will be blocked. this is your only posted warning.
the kinda love that you only find once in a lifetime. ✨🤍
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{finally decided to post my favorites from my wedding day. it truly was a magical day & i’m so happy with how these turned out. can’t believe i’m finally married! the day was also made extra special by having @appalachiancowboy99 by my side from all the way across the map. 🥹}
the tloas release party was so much fun, i feel like i’m floating on a cloud of pure happiness. i traded so many bracelets, got so many compliments, & was blown away by the art of taylor’s directing visions & masterpieces. i cannot wait for the music video to be up so i can watch it over & over again. 🧡✨
u survive literally every single event in your life & still every time a new event happens you feel like this is the event that will kill you and that you will never move on from but actually you will continue to survive like you always have bc u have a 100% win rate of surviving events. btw
i’ve gained quite a few new followers here recently & thought i’d express my stances outside of my usual blog content.
fuck trump. fuck musk. fuck bezos. fuck project 2025. fuck nazis. fuck the government. fuck ICE. fuck facism. fuck the SCOTUS. fuck the old ass hags that are taking away the rights of POC, LGBTQIA+, and people seeking refuge. fuck israel. fuck putin. fuck russia. fuck the pointless wars and nuclear funding. fuck using our military as war machines. fuck denying climate change. fuck censorship in the name of protecting the children while it’s the pedophiles that are making the laws.
free ukraine. free palestine. free gaza. free iran. free immigrants who are only looking for peace. free those wrongfully taken from their homes under ICE raids. give women back their rights, including rights for our bodies & what we do with them. give LGBTQIA+ back their rights. give us better healthcare options. give us better working conditions & an economy we can actually survive in. give us our lives back.
& a special one since i unfortunately live in texas.. absolutely fuck greg abbott & ted cruz. they cannot leave this earth fast enough.
if y’all don’t agree, feel free to unfollow me & take yourselves somewhere else. i don’t need your nasty negativity here. ✌🏻
i love posts that end with something along the lines of “and i am going to live”, because it’s like yes! everything is happening and this world is spinning and you are going to live. because of and in spite of so many things, you are going to live.
