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mga salitang sumibol sa kahel na kalangitan, mamayapa sa pagsikat ng maliwanag na buwan at sa mga bituin tatahan

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

25th Hour

Sa bawat araw may tagpo

Ngunit lagi akong nilalaro

Isip (ko'y) di huminahon

"Paano kung", sa akin ay bulong

Marahil sulyap sa itinakda

Sa ibang mundo nakatadhana

(Kaya't) sa ika-dalawampu't limang oras

Mga sandaling 'di masusukat

Sasabay nalang sa kumpas

Tanging saksi'y alon sa dagat

Wag na sanang magwakas

Lagi (na) lang maghihintay

Pagkakataon, kay tagal

Kapag naabot-kamay

Ikot ng mundo'y bumabagal

Marahil sulyap sa itinakda

Sa ibang mundo nakatadhana

(Kaya't) sa ika-dalawampu't limang oras

Mga sandaling 'di masusukat

Sasabay nalang sa kumpas

Tanging saksi'y alon sa dagat

Kahit di mag iiwan ng bakas

Mga matang may alinlangan

sa (mga) tala na lang mag-aabang

Paniwalaan mga saglit na may kinang

Kahit tayo lang ang may alam

Marahil sulyap sa itinakda

Sa ibang mundo nakatadhana

(Kaya't) sa ika-dalawampu't limang oras

Mga sandaling 'di masusukat

Sasabay nalang sa kumpas

Tanging saksi'y alon sa dagat

Dadamhin na parang wala nang bukas

(Wag na sanang magwakas)

(Di mag iiwan ng bakas)

...

020924

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

at kung sakali mang tuluyan nang bumuhos ang ulan, tahimik na sisilong sa hiwagang tinahanan 🌌

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

here, i thought i've seen the light of day

with confetti, a badge and a bouquet

but then comes the flash of the spotlight

in a snap, i'm lost, again, in sight

back in the spiral, dead-end maze

back in the tug-of-war escape

drowning me back to this enchanted universe

intoxicating, i'm finding it hard to reverse

011225

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

i've crossed the line doing all fine

yet i didn't get to the finish line

now i'm stuck in the middle of this race

breath ragged, couldn't keep up my pace

thought it was a relay of two

til it end up a game of me versus you

wonder what's going on in that mind

always at best of what one's trying to hide

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

sa lugar na minsang naging tahanan,

iiwan ang damdaming pilit kinakalimutan.

pagsintang hindi mapanindigan,

sa katahimikan na lamang ilalagak at bibitawan.

at kung muli mang magtagpo ang daan,

at tadhana'y pahintulutan,

nawa’y dito rin ihayag ng kalawakan,

nang walang pag aalinlangan

at kung sakaling hindi man nakalaan,

nawa’y tuluyan nang humupa ang nararamdaman.

upang ang pusong tuluyan nang tumahan,

matutong limutin ang pangarap na iniingatan.

051826

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

the more i drown myself in music

the more i drown in thoughts of you

the more i write these pieces

the more i imprint my soul with parts of you

the more i get to experience life

the more i think about what it could've been if it was you

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

030425

hanggang kailan kakayaning magpanggap?

hanggang kailan pipilitin na ang apoy pa'y may alab?

tila'y nalimot na ang mga nagdaan

dahil sa silaw ng liwanag na nabanaagan

tila'y bumabaw ang kahulugan

ng pag ibig na kinamulatan

pinipilit na lamang na sarili'y ipagsiksikan

sa kinagisnang tahanan

nagugulumihanan

kung hanggang kailan mananatili sa kinasanayan

dahil kaluluwa'y nabihag na yata nang tuluyan

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

plot twist is that you're already settled in a home that you chose bc all your life it was the only home — the kind of love you knew, until this kind of love arrived unexpectedly and you realized it was the one you didn't know you need or yearn all along bc you didn't even know that this kind of love could possibly exist in this world. idk if it's even called 'love' or if it's a kind of it.

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

damdaming di mapanindigan

kahit tunay na naramdaman

mga agam-agam ng sakali man

makukulong nalang sa isipan

sa imahinasyon lang mapatototohanan

dahil sa tagpo ng kasalukuyan

mga senyales na di alam ang dahilan

ipauubaya na lang sa kalawakan

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

i don't know for how long this could go on

what i know is i don't want it to end

coz it's something i already treasure

really, something i never thought i needed

yes it clouds my mind

it surely gives me fearful sighs

it sometimes makes me wish things are different

really, something i never thought could be felt

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

bakit wala man lang babala?

ngayo'y isip ay nasa mga tala

sa di pa rin maipaliwanag na hiwaga

at di mahanap na kataga

naghahanap pa rin ng dahilan

kahit paulit ulit nang napag-usapan

at nasa harap na ang katotohanan

saan nanggagaling ang alinlangan?

takot bang mawala ang nanumbalik na kislap?

pwede bang matulog nalang sa mga ulap?

pwede pa bang mabago sa isang kisap?

bakit kailangang ganito kahirap?

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

your light took me out of the dark

you surely left an unforgettable mark

now, i got used to your light

and it's shining on me so bright

i'm afraid i'm already burned

as i'm struggling how to return

i'm afraid i'm already blinded

where's my way out? i need to find it

this was not supposed to happen

but i think i've fallen 😳😬🫣🥺

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

Have you ever had a connection with someone that feels like it's out of this world?

Where it gives you a feeling that is unfathomable in the world of the living

When they speak or engage in a conversation with you, it brings you to a place so surreal, you tend to imagine the view

Never in my life have I thought of having this fervor

Where every glimmer moment, is a life preserver

[langleavpoetry]

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

I know my way 'coz it has always been my route

But then one day, I heard a sound

Where is it? I listened and looked

Then I saw the ocean glistened, felt curious and provoked

I ignored the sudden feeling

As I have a long way to go

But somewhere inside I'm yearning

Is it something I even want to know?

As I walk farther on my route

The sound keeps getting loud

The waves are calling me

But I know I must flee

So I continued to walk

Then the ocean began to talk

"I've been watching you from afar,

Why don't you come here, listen to my waves and watch the stars"

And so I joined the ocean and sat on the shore,

What a sight it was, I was enchanted and thought, "is there more?"

"I haven't noticed you before"

Not long enough, I said, "I have to go, please don't wait for me,

there'll be somebody else who'll stay and watch the stars with you, you'll see."

then the ocean said, "I know this is not your destination, but thank you for stopping by"

they both thought "Maybe someday or in another time"

033024

[orangehazesoulfulgaze]

Just found this on my drafts 😳

I was wandering through a jungle which I thought was my paradise, it was sunny and colorful, but a sudden change in the sky turned the surrounding into a lonely, gloomy forest.

I wander, I wander..

I wonder when will I see the light.

I wonder, I wonder..

I wander through the vast space to find even the slightest color of hope