Howdy

My name's Elijah I'm new here

[orbacle]

I'm Elijah I'm 19 I am gay on here sometimes just a bit and I like to whisper very quietly into the void

I'm not cool enough to keep nsft stuff on a separate blog so proceed with caution

Feel free to say hi :)

[heathyr]

Most people I know had that one movie as a kid; that one movie that they would watch over and over and over to the resigned acceptance of their parents. I’ve always thought that movie says something about a person. What was your movie?

[uniformedwater]

music not hitting, phone not hitting, Minecraft not hitting, food not hitting, mouth taste like blood, death comes for us all

[livid-lotus]

ask me “are you into ____” and I’ll say yes or no

[orbacle]

God damn it it's shapes again

[orbacle]

Final verdict on the sex club is that it felt like a laser tag arena/maze full of dark corners of straight appearing guys in normal clothes jackin it, or walking in circles looking like they were hunting me

My friends and I (all in revealing clothes and collars, two of us trans, one of us wearing a very booby outfit) were crazy targets

The bottom shortage made the glory holes pretty cool though, there was a line outside of the one I was in that I caught a glimpse of one time

Very much "my dick has taken me places I wouldn't go with a gun"

[orbacle]

My dick might take me back there though glory holes are so cool

[orbacle]

Final verdict on the sex club is that it felt like a laser tag arena/maze full of dark corners of straight appearing guys in normal clothes jackin it, or walking in circles looking like they were hunting me

My friends and I (all in revealing clothes and collars, two of us trans, one of us wearing a very booby outfit) were crazy targets

The bottom shortage made the glory holes pretty cool though, there was a line outside of the one I was in that I caught a glimpse of one time

Very much "my dick has taken me places I wouldn't go with a gun"

[orbacle]

Okay the final fit for the bdsm/sex club is

-boots

-lacy shorts with no lining

-packer harness with packer

-improvised jockstrap cause my plan didn't work out and I don't want my dick out

-black muscle tank (to mostly cover binder)

-binder

-slip chain collar

[orbacle]

I hope the glory holes are busy and cool

[orbacle]

Okay the final fit for the bdsm/sex club is

-boots

-lacy shorts with no lining

-packer harness with packer

-improvised jockstrap cause my plan didn't work out and I don't want my dick out

-black muscle tank (to mostly cover binder)

-binder

-slip chain collar

[orbacle]

I now own a collar and a slip chain

[orbacle]

I just learned about a place with gloryholes near me 🤤 like properly set up/maintained stuff

Woawwww

[orbacle]

I'm going to this place !! On Wednesday

[orbacle]

I have to remove my dick to jerk off and it pisses me off

[necroamoure]

Someone needs to teach me how to be sexy. I’m incapable and terribly autistic.

[orbacle]

I'm fifth wheeling to a sex club next week (two couples and me) I love having friends who talk about probably too much with each other we're all discussing what we find exciting about this stuff and suggesting whorish outfits to each other

It's fun spectating couples discuss boundaries for the bdsm/sex club but I'm glad I only have to deal with my own bullshit

Still trying to figure out how to dress like a whore

There are glory holes there !!

[orbacle]

Outfit ramblings: I am mostly only going to be there for the general vibes and to give head (or maybe play with bondage/impact stuff since there's a space for that) and don't necessarily want anyone in my pants so I don't really want to be outed as trans unless I feel like it

So I want to cover my binder mostly which limits my options a bit

My thoughts so far are black muscle tank potentially with a rope harness over it in white rope, and some short or lacey shorts in a color other than black

Might go thrifting to try to figure some stuff out

[orbacle]

I'm wearing the dad fit

Aka boxers and a white tank top

Banger

[orbacle]

I'm fifth wheeling to a sex club next week (two couples and me) I love having friends who talk about probably too much with each other we're all discussing what we find exciting about this stuff and suggesting whorish outfits to each other

It's fun spectating couples discuss boundaries for the bdsm/sex club but I'm glad I only have to deal with my own bullshit

Still trying to figure out how to dress like a whore

There are glory holes there !!

[orbacle]

I'm uncircumcising my dick rn

[orbacle]

I finished uncircumcising my dick with scissors it turned out pretty good