I AM GROOT

I am also anxious a lot of the time... I usually post about the Marvel Cinematic Universe, but sometimes I’ll sneak in some other things I am thinking about.

[orions-wrath]

[prettyprettypixels-blog1]

[orions-wrath]

I realize it’s stupid to miss someone who has moved on from “us”. Someone who has found themselves in a completely different place in who they are now, than who they thought they were when they were with me. It would make no sense for them to ever go back to that fallacy. So why do I still have hope deep down? Even when they’ve made it clear we will never be. Even when it would make no sense for “us” to exist again; if we ever really did. Why can’t I move past my longing for them?

[eternellementsensuelle]

‘I miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly.’  |  Franz Kafka

[harshlips]

It’s Kind of a Funny Story (2010) - dir. by Anna Boden and Ryan Fleck

[laced-love]

“You think, “Okay, I get it, I’m prepared for the worst,” but you hold out that small hope, see, and that’s what fucks you up. That’s what kills you.“”

— Stephen King, “Joyland”

[orions-wrath]

I’ve realized in this life you can kill yourself giving your all to someone you love and if they just aren’t interested in you anymore, you will mean absolutely nothing to them, no matter your past together. Even if you still give everything you can after they’ve broken you to understand and support them; if they’ve lost interest, there is no amount of love and support you can give them that will make them care.

[orions-wrath]

Still blows my mind Bill Burr of all people is in a Star Wars show haha.

[st-a-y]

[s-e-c-r-e-t-t-s]

Sometimes it’s difficult to see the difference

[thxtfuckup]

[s-e-c-r-e-t-t-s]

Until you can’t breathe, until you can’t move, until it ends you…

[behind-the-mask-the-truth]

[societyisfxke-deactivated202102]

Lilo and Stitch

[orions-wrath]

What Stormbreaker with the original handle looks like.

[thingsiwonttell]

[letthedarknessgo-deactivated201]

I just want it all to go away: the pain, the anxiety, the constant thoughts, the endless nights, this insistent ache of loneliness and the feeling of waking up and having to get through another day. I just want it all to be over.