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Heartache starts & bitterness begins ... why do I do this to myself? Why can I just not care ... I hate feelings

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And now ...
Heartache starts & bitterness begins ... why do I do this to myself? Why can I just not care ... I hate feelings
First thing he does when I got home yesterday, after spending 2.5 weeks at my sisters .... lmfao #sillybaby #BootheCat #lovehim #mybaby #missedhim #claimingmyass #literally 😂😂😂
Safeguard your heart as you safeguard those around you ... ❣️ #LifeGuard #QueensCollege #unexpectedfeelings #safehaven #waterbringsmepeace (at Maurice Fitzgerald Gymnasium of Queens College)
❣️ #soulconnection #youbringmepeace #safehaven
I'm an idiot
Little by little I've come to realize that I'm worth so much more than how I was treated before. As I'm learning things about myself, I'm also noticing that I'm terrified of letting someone in again. Kinda weird though cause I have this fear but somehow you've wedged yourself in. I don't know what to call this feeling but it's more than gratitude and appreciation of you. I have deeper feelings for you than I care to admit. You create chaos and bring peace. When I'm with you, I have this warmth that fills me up but at the same time I want to cry because I'm so afraid of you disappearing. You've helped me realize who I am as a person, you inspire me and motivate me to be better and to push forward. It's funny, you always tell me that I'm this amazing woman but you make me better. I'm not saying that I'm this great person because of you, this person has always been here it's just that you've helped me. I'm rambling but yeah. This has been going on for such a long time and I guess this was inevitable but damn .... this fear .... I don't want it to take over me but I feel like it will soon. I want to experience the world with you, I want to explore and have adventures with you by my side. From Taco Bell to Disney World ... Japan to see the shrines or Iceland to watch the Northern Lights ... I want to share it all with you.
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EVEN MAGICAL GIRLS NEED REST TOO
I arrived home with our new little baby ringneck yesterday and this was Vonnegut’s reaction when he first met her!!!
Awww…
I know I talk about Bob’s Burgers a lot but one of the newest episodes was so sweet. It starts with Bob realizing that there’s going to be a laser-light-rock-show and remembering how much he loved going to them as a kid:
Since it’s Bob’s birthday, Gene agrees to go with him:
But, like many children, he becomes overwhelmed by the loud noises and flashing lasers. (And listen, I usually hate it when people label characters as ‘autistic’ and act like a show gave them representation when it didn’t…but Bob’s Burgers really does have so many characters who would be labeled in real life, Gene being one of them, and this just adds to it because it’s the perfect depiction of someone being overstimulated):
He eventually breaks down sobbing, screaming that he wants to go:
Bob immediately takes him into the lobby and is able to ground him, getting him to properly breathe until he’s ready to talk:
Bob asks if he wants to go back in or go home. Gene immediately says “Go home!” but hesitates and adds that it’s Bob’s birthday, to which Bob’s instant reply is to not worry about it and that he won’t enjoy the show if Gene isn’t enjoying the show. He adds that they can go back in and he can help Gene through it but Gene begins panicking again and Bob quickly says that they can go home, not once forcing him to do something that would overwhelm him. So they go out to the car (and I just love how Bob holds onto him):
But it gets better. Bob takes out the CD and plays it at a low volume, tilts their chairs back, and uses a cigarette lighter to ‘draw’, creating his own ‘laser show’:
Gene eventually wants to see the finale of the real show, despite Bob’s insistence that Gene doesn’t have to pretend to want to see it just for Bob and that they can just go home, to which Gene assures him that he really does want to see it. They sneak back inside and Bob makes Gene a pair of makeshift headphones so that he can listen to the music without being overwhelmed:
A+ Parenting!
(But really, what else would you expect from this show?)
This👏🏼Shit👏🏼Right👏🏼Here👏🏼 #BeReal
Medina sisters in action~💕 #sisters #lovethem
Moving forward
The past 2 days have been something of a revelation to me. It’s been almost a year since I’ve experienced the greatest pain I’ve ever felt. Yesterday, upon speaking to a friend, I was asked if I regret what I had to do and if I still feel for what I did.
My answer was simple … I do not regret what I did because I had to make a selfless decision … I still experience heartache when I think of it but not because of the events that occurred … I’ve moved on from that.
I cry for the person I was before. I wouldn’t want anyone, not even my worst enemy, to go through what I went through. I cry for the innocence I lost and for the part of me that believed in love. I cry for the person who went through it alone and survived.
It’s almost been a year and I’ve learned so much about myself. I’ve learned to not be so forgiving, to observe and to see what people’s intentions are before giving them the benefit of the doubt.
I’ve learned that I’m worth something way more than I originally thought. I’m not my anxieties … they do not own me. I learned I come first before anyone …
I learned to love me … every single part of me.
And as I cry while I type this … I couldn’t be happier for the woman that I’ve become. Life is a learning process … I’ve been through the worst of it so far in my life … the only way to go now is up & forward.
Thank you for those who have helped me heal … to those you listened to me and helped me believe in myself. Thank you for your patience, kindness & being real with me. The magnitude of appreciation can not be measured.
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Can we please put all of them on a runway? I just got my life
GO AWFFFFF
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“We don’t have to retrain [police]. We gotta let them be held accountable for their actions.” -Ronald Lanier (x) | follow @the-movemnt
Where’s all the “Blue Lives Matter” people now?!?! …Or does that only apply when the victims are White? …Or does that only matter if the offenders aren’t also cops?