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Insight into the illogical reasoning behind 20-something female’s decision making.

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Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it. - Proverbs 4:23

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This is just absolutely incredible. Words can express the combination of what and drool over Shia and Maddie proves once again she is a dramatic powerhouse of what modern dance will evolve to be.

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Lets be honest...

Why do you hasten to remove anything which hurts your eye, while if something affects your soul you postpone the cure until next year?  ~Horace

It is incredible how we construct untruths to protect ourselves from facing the reality of pain. The worst part is that we unknowingly are further inflicting pain on our souls by continuing to build and believe such nonsense.

Last year I wanted something so bad that when it failed I delusionally constructed this story that it was just a myth that I never wanted. A part of myself was so scared that it would never work out that I dropped interest to stop myself before inflicting more hurt by failing again. So I started to build this lie and construct this defensive barrier. In reaction I took a stance that was 180 degrees away from my real desire and everyday pushed myself further and further away. Everyday my soul was choking a little bit more.

And then something magic happened.  I was confronted with a painful situation and everything that I had been trying to avoid was staring me in the face. And it was this brief moment of clarity that produced the honest truth. What I wanted had been sitting there the entire time just in the wrong format. 

As if I knew I wanted the perfect summer dress and had been spending a long time in a store that didn't have my size because I had built this myth that the perfect dress had to come from said store. When I realized it was the dress not the store that mattered it allowed me to put things in perspective and revisit what I had originally desired.

Release yourself from the lies you are building and just allow yourself to be aware of your heart & soul. If you listen, they will reveal to you everything you want and need.

Copyright 2013 BEMcNealy

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The incredibly talent Jeff Ray is working on a new film called "Where the Red Fox Lies" a story about a girl who suffers from spontaneous combustion. As you can imagine to make this dramatic piece look realistic will involve some pricy Digital Effects. They are holding a #kickstarter with AWESOME incentives, from signed scripts, the dvd and thanks for $50, to where you can be an associate producer for $150 and up! If you wanna contribute to something artistically astonishing get your amazon credit cards lined up! ~>  http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1293280626/where-the-red-fox-lies

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I'm ready for you 2013.

Say hello to my new motto.

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This sums up my day.

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Its time we take the first step. Admitting we need help.

In the last 5 years my speech proficiency has dropped, I have been having trouble formulating proper sentence structure when talking and it has been very frustrating, realizing that my time online is straining my brain's working abilities is a reality check. Maybe its time to unplug?

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Absolutely.

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"Anything Could Happen" - Ellie Goulding

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Don’t throw away all those beer bottles - turn them into bud vases with this simple tutorial!

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bookshelfporn: Piano Bookshelf

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words can not describe how beautiful this is.

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I love Memes. Its everything you would expect AND more!

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A week ago I set a goal of 1,000 push pins a night. Tonight 5,214 push pins later the 2' X 3' piece is FINished. Check out more of my Art at http://www.desertyacht.com/.

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My new life motto.

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Courrier - Love is a Fire (Official Music Video)

Directed and Edited by Justin Kirchhoff of Digital Shakedown 

http://digitalshakedown.com/

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Just discovering Gotye and Kimbra. Creative video you must watch, beware this song is annoyingly addictive.

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Remember, we're madly in love, so it's all right to kiss me anytime you feel like it

- Peeta Mellark, written by Suzanne Collins in the Hunger Games.