just another orphan jedi

I'm a lost multiple girl jedi. most times I feel out of sync with time. I belong somewhere else. I know how to use the force, man. so watch out. I like pink & black, lotro, pink hair, strawberry shortcake dolls, star wars, being a hip jedi, sims 3, facebook games, dressing up & taking pics of myself, french fries, stripey socks.

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I mentioned in my last post that I'm weird. I figured I'll talk about being weird.

I use a body that isn't mine.

my first memories are when this body was 9 years old. my family had just moved back into our house after a fire. we lived somewhere else while it was being fixed up. I wasn't here for the fire. I was here when we moved back home again. I remember my Nana giving me my first cabbage patch doll and my first strawberry shortcake doll.

I remember I had a friend named Jennifer who came to my 10th birthday party. I didn't know her very well when I first got here. I knew that I should know her because she knew me but I felt shy around her. it snowed on my birthday. the party was fun tho. I got a dollhouse. 　

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so tumblr is like having an online journal that's always public. usually I write things in private but I think it's nice to have times for getting out thoughts and being a little anonymous so it doesn't feel entirely like hiding.

now that I made this tumblr and I've been staring at it for days and wondering just what I'm going to say in here. I mean. most people have times when they feel weird about themselves or that no one else could ever possibly understand. then again what if you absolutely know you are weird? like maybe I'm a mental basketcase. actually I know I am one sometimes. my brain goes off into weird directions and it gets like I don't always know where I belong. 　

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Dear GOD…

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Oh, look who I found.

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Kickin’ it old school. I used to love this cartoon growing up.

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strawberry doll;♥

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When you look at this you remember exactly how she smelled.

That is exactly what this entire office building smells like right now.

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Back a few years ago, I tried to draw Rainbow Brite and Strawberry Shortcake. I finished the Rainbow Brite picture, but I never finished the Strawberry Shortcake one because something was “off” about it and I couldn’t work out what it was at the time.

I’m home sick, so, I had a go at drawing Strawberry Shortcake again. Kinda how I remember her outlook looking in the 1980s when I was a kid.

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I never finished or published the August 2009 Strawberry Shortcake drawing. I remember that I was home sick, and I shared progress pictures via Twitter (on TwitPic), but I abandoned the project because something was wrong and I couldn’t work out how to fix it. Now I see it - it’s her face. What is wrong with her faaaace?

Now I’m home sick again with super fun happy virus, so I tried again. I guess that makes this a Draw This Again meme.

The 2009 picture was “inked” in Adobe Illustrator as I was trying to learn more Illustrator things at the time.

Original Before and After meme template by Bampire.

Full view of Strawberry Shortcake (2012)

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