That one B*tch

💞 NSFW. tits, ass, and higher conciousness.

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Just me

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Tulips from DD

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More Christmas cutie pics.

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I looked hot as fuck so Imma brag on this one for a bit.

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Feeling kinda down.

Miss my collar, miss my lead.

Miss your hungry eyes

Staring into me.

Miss your hands all in my hair.

The affirmations whispered

With hot breath into my ears.

That I'm still your best friend.

Still your forever, baby.

Wish I didn't need so much.

Wish I was a better girl than "good."

Wish I had a rope up

Out of this hole.

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Still lingering in my feels.

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My Daddy is the most gorgeous man on the planet. We put up our tree, went shopping, had a nice dinner, and made music... it was the best weekend as always with him. Still thinking about him making me do a little walk for him in the new Vickies outfit he bought for me and letting me know he wants me to do a special shoot for him in it 🥰😍🤩 I am just so in love.

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Lost

Like surfing in the ocean

When you've never known

How to swim.

So I sink

Under the tide

Thinking that at least

It sure is beautiful

Down here

At the bottom.

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Had a pretty shitty 2 days off, and now back to the gym that is a 10 hour day at Amazon for 5 days... to have 2 more days off I won't get to share with my dude.

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Just me. Bein a snack and a half.

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A memory flood

Your twin flame telling me

He thinks you're the one

Scared of me

Slipping through your fingers.

But you

Impose on me

The truth- knowing that I love you more

To see when your chain sits

Round my neck with pride.

He knows nothing of my fear

Of losing your control.

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I don't know

How to move

Past this.

Magnificent striped roses

A rattling reminder

Bouncing around in my head

"The landlord doesn't care

Its your birth month."

Then the ability to sense it

Pulled away.

What am I worth?

All the benefits

To someone else

What scraps are left?

Made to feel foolish

My trust all in a pile

Reflecting off me like

Broken mirrors.

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I had the most bomb "just us" weekend with my best friend, partner and Owner @shalzarthewizard. From doing shrooms and cracking up laughing til I cried, dying on the couch together and watching movies, painting together, going to the farmers market, even running errands at target was fun. He helped me dye my hair fun colors for the Deicide concert we are going to tonight, and we worked on our vests together... I just have to brag about how wonderful and dead fuckin sexy this man is. 😍🥰 Happy birthday month il mio Re. I am so lucky to celebrate and spend time with you.

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Filtered

[on-again-off-again]

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Biiiitch

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It bears its weight down on me, and I try to steady my feet and just bend under it. I keep silent and hope it doesn't break me. Today was extra hard. Its hardest when I'm needed and can't be there. When I'm tugged in opposite directions and there's nothing I can do... for anyone.

There's this inherant need in me to fix shit, and I feel like I'm standing here with a hammer, nails, duct tape and everything I think I need to help- but the project at hand needs a bulldozer instead.

Thanks, I hate it. Send hugs and say I love you.

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