i want to apologize for not making content, or being active online in that matter, as of late.
as some people know, i’ve been dealing with various health problems for the past year, and as of late, i’ve started to have heavy breathing problems where i need to constantly take really deep breaths. i’ve tested negative three times for covid on two seperate occasions, so its most likely due to my moms constant chain smoking in the house. i’m working on trying to clear my airway and learning how to use an inhaler properly.
i’ve honestly lost my passion for a lot of things online recently, but i have picked up the guitar again, so thats a positive. i’ve finished all my school credits and i’m looking at college classes for what field i want to go into. i’m working around 6hrs a day 5 days a week, and doing so with my mask and this breathing issue takes a lot out of me. it genuinely can feel like i’m suffocating when i have the mask on (i do keep it on like 95% percent of the time i’m out- sometimes i need to go in a corner and take it off to try and get my breath back).
i hope i can really get back into the swing of things soon. i’m going to be getting a new laptop soon, finally, so photoshop won’t be as slow as a snail. i have projects lined up and i need to finish the 2020 anniversary series, but that’ll be in due time. in the meantime i’ll be doing what i’ve been doing the past few months— lurking.
i will be posting and reblogging things every now and then, when i feel up for it, but i will mostly just be lurking
