Portal to my other life

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4th of August 2013

I arrive home with my friend. I notice that we leave the door unlocked as we head to the kitchen. I am frying off fish, when i get really worried about the door and suddenly we hear the door being opened. A man with a gun storms through the corridor and points his gun at us. My friend and I put our hands up and leave, just as the man told us to. We run two houses down and hope that someone is home. A mother opens the door, we can see her family just about to begin dinner behind her. She lets us in and we tell them of the situation. We tell them that we need to call the police, we ask them if we can please borrow their phone. But... They wouldn't let us because they have no internet connection and that it's expensive to use the phone... some ridiculous excuses. I was extremely frazzled and begged them that we have to do something otherwise he might come to this house too. Before the next person is able to take their next breath, the door swings open and the armed man starts shooting away. I was across the table, in the direct line of fire. I get hit right in the stomach. I saw myself in excruciating pain and I felt hopelessness. The gunman walked towards me and I hoped he wouldn't shoot me again because at least now I still have a slim chance of surviving. He didn't finish me off, he just disappeared. My best friend came to my side. Even though I had been shot the family would still not let us use their phone... My friend tried helping me up, but I could barely move, because of the pain. A guy suddenly appears, I suddenly felt safe, that I was going to survive and that he was going to save me. 

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10th of July 2013

I'm in a farmhouse on the top of a green hill. The view of green hills stretches to the horizon. There are many unusual creatures wandering around, they are about the size of sheep. I need to go to the out house which is located a fair distance behind the house. I now notice the property that we are on is surrounded by a barbed fence and the way to the toilet is shielded off by a security door. In the distance on top of the highest hill, there is a horse rider.

My brother's friends are at the door of our house. I don't like it when they come over so as they try and force themselves in, I push back on the door trying to force it closed. My brother's bestfriend is sandwiching himself between the door. I slam it shut on his back just as I realise there is a long old key in the door. He ended up with a hole in his back where it wouldn't stop bleeding.

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8th of July 2013

Preparing for a camping trip. I look at all the tents and equipment my friend has gathered. I know that we are going on a two-man trip. It seems like I have not contributed to the preparation and I think to myself, I can only do what I know and that, I will make it up to my friend while on our trip. Suddenly her older brother is beside me and is accusing me of being a selfish person not helping my friend. I felt bad but annoyed at him aswell because my friend said leave it up to her. Meanwhile I gaze out the window and see my dog Oreo give birth. Oreo is a male Border Collie and in the dream he gave birth to a cream coloured shaggy dog. I thought it was extremely unbelieveable but I thought the puppy was cute. Oreo was most confused but caring towards the waddling pup. Oreo looked extremely under weight and i was most worried.

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6th of July 2013

Cuddling with a random guy I have never met... without my friends noticing. (at a camp ground, there were blankets all over a carpet floor) Then suddenly we are all on top of a hill which turns out to be a grandstand. I let my friends know that there are going to be fireworks exploding soon, and that we are too close. I knew it'll be dangerous and warned my friends. They wouldn't listen of course. I take the guy, guiding him over the folded seats. Fireworks begin to explode. A fireball heads straight towards the guy and I. We manage to just dodge it, although I think my arm still got burnt. We start frantically running down and I see my friends all scrambling too. 

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22nd of June 2013

I think this is the second time I've had this dream. I’m with my old friend and a guy i used to like. My old friend is showing us how to do something whether it’s a test or we’re just trying to survive, I'm not entirely sure. There is a jetty stretching out into an extremely dangerous and choppy sea. We are holding onto a rope net that hangs off the jetty while waves smash us. My friend is telling us to keep going further and further out to sea. 

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17th of June 2013

This dream was extremely realistic in terms of what i saw, heard and felt. I was in a clean education building when I got a call. I looked down and didn't recognise the number therefore I thought it might be a job opportunity. I go outside and talk to the lady on the phone, she asks me to send her some documents, i do(this happens in a instant for some reason). Over the phone she seems to be unable to understand any word of what I had wrote, so she says, just come in for an interview anyway. I walk down the corridor holding some documents. A man(teacher, most likely) walks towards me and I shove my documents in his hands and make him read them. He looks puzzled. I sigh and say, is it really that unreadable? he laughs, which slightly annoys me. He then says, no not at all... This is when we both hear screams and the building tilts forward. I can see through the glass window down the corridor, how high we were (the cars on the street were tiny specks). We start to fall. I'm holding on to an edge of the floor, safe distance from falling out the window. I think to myself, THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING, I will live! I will survive no matter what. The force is so strong, the build tilts again and I see out the window, and were about to hit the ground. I hold on and brace myself, unable to move my self into any sort of defensive position(due to the force). Then we hit. My eyes are closed. I wonder for a moment what happened to that teacher. When we hit, my body felt the impact, it wasn't a sharp pain, it was more like my whole body hit hard and was pressed down on. I know I wasn't squashed by anything but all I can do is lie there. I try desperately to open my eyes. I can't. I feel I'm about to lose consciousness. I know I want to get out and away from the building but I can't. Then, I'm gone.   I woke up. :| I don't know whether I died in my dream just then or if I just lost consciousness.

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13th of June 2013

Inter-school trip. We are all on a massive boat, decorated like a school ball. I'm with my best friend looking at small group doing their own activities. I was telling her, what group should we join in with. All these groups had people I knew, friends and old friends. I spotted two of my friends kicking the soccer ball with some randoms, and grabbed my friends arm and said there, let's go there. As we arrived another school was going to another section of the boat, perhaps to eat. The people I knew had to scrunch up on the rail, while a heard of people squeeze past. The guy next to me got his arm caught with my arm during this hustle and when it was over we pushed each other away. He said some rude remarks and I just couldn't put up with it and stormed away. I walk around the other side so they can't see me past the central structure. I look for the bathroom. The signs are useless. I eventually find the sign and find a stair case heading down into the boat. I follow it. It looks like the inside of a shopping mall. There is a guy lying on his back on a square couch. I still can't find the bathroom and walk around. The guy sits up, and I remember seeing him up on top deck, lying on a bench. He points and laughs, the bathroom was right next to him. I give him a smile and go in. **************(won't discuss/ describe the bathroom scene-it was horrible looking and a mess)*********************** After my horrible encounter two guys I know walk past the corridor and take me away. I'm thinking that the guy on the couch is waiting for my return... oh well :/ One friend is from primary and the other is one of my current friends. I look around and we are in Japan. There is a theme park like thing, and we walk through. A group of gangsters stops my two friends with force. (the reason was of what they were wearing, something cowboy ish, and is was inappropriate because the area was were Japan had fought America, or maybe it was Hiroshima, not sure) Anyways I try stick up for my friends and say they didn't know, and we were at a party around the corner, it was dress up. I make my friends take there jacket off and they eventually let us go. We keep walking and all stop. There is a concrete bridge that has gaps with handrails, it is over a body of water and there are cars scattered on each bit of the bridge. Through the gaps boats were going through. Suddenly the lights change, the missing bit of the bridge emerges out of the water, we hop on, I'm very hesitant though, the railings come up as well. I'm on my knees afraid to fall off, there is a guy out on the body of water on a tower, I think he is the controller. Next change happens. The railings go down and a part emerges out of the water, its railings come up, my friends walk on. I dawdle and my section starts going down, I leap and barely manage to get on. Everyone around me is yelling What's wrong with you? Are you stupid? 

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FRAGMENTS OF DREAMS

Recent I'm not sure where I am but a scenery stretches before me. I see cracked earth, huge chunks, with water and mud surrounding each piece, going as far as the horizon line. This earth had been badly damaged. I need to look for my family so I run, jump, over and through the water. I see people surround small dog kennel like houses, I guess that's all they got left. Bodies are left lying around. Randomly two people making out in the midst of this misery. I continue to run.  Recent Airport gate-like, train station, huge, dark, cold

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3rd of June 2013

We're driving around the neighbourhood picking up friends to go on a trip. I see a guy getting out of his car, he was my exchange friend who went back home. I thought it was peculiar that he had come back to Australia to visit so soon. I became reluctant to go on this trip, but I couldn't tell my friends. The roads curved around the mountains, trees, trees and trees. My friend driving this car is a very unreliable driver, she turns around to talk to everyone... I'm screaming my head off for her to keep her eyes on the road but she turns her back to the steering wheel and casually says its on cruise control. The car seem to be gliding along the path by itself and I wondered, so that's what cruise control does...(of course not in real life). I could see a small black speck in the distance which began to grow and grow into a tunnel. Nearing the end of this tunnel was a toll booth, and beyond the toll booth a huge metal door blocking the tunnel exit. To the right side of the tunnel there was a long rectangular window. Inside were people working on machinery, I knew these people I used to play soccer with them. The toll booth lady hadn't finished talking but my friend just slowly took off as soon as the door had started to rise. A bright extending land awaited before us. We all started to stumble out of the car and stretch our legs. The toll booth lady ran up to me and pointed at the ancient building which had a drawbridge that extended to our path. She told me that it was an old prison or something, that has been well preserved. It was surround by water and inside the water was these huge golem-like creatures walking back and forth. We head into that building. Inside was completely different, it was like an Ikea crossed with a fun park. My group had split up going to explore in their own ways. I just marveled around with those who were with me, there was weird self moving balls(toys), people working on these creations in rooms divided by glass. We realise that some of these toys are dangerous and need to warn the other group. I run ahead down the huge corridor but I see no one, on my way back I pick up some lollipops in a huge box and round swirly candy. I share the candy with my friends... and that is all we think about... candy.

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Fragments of dreams

27th of May 2013

Corridors, a Bus. I was trying to clean something from the inside of the bus. (The bus had no seats) There was white foam on the window (I think it was what I was cleaning). In the dream I watch Danny(from The Script) walk along side the bus and pop his head in the bus. Danny says 'you don't need to do that, come join the rest of us' -I don't usually dream about famous people...- When Danny spoke to me I wasn't starstruck but reacted normally. I declined joining the others, whoever they were, in whatever they were doing.  Recent   Shopping world (only notice stores everywhere). Undercover areas. Cafe. Giant elevator. I'm just running in an unusual world. I don't know/remember why. 

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28th of May 2013

I am with a group of people for some weird kind of field trip. We arrive (not sure how) on the side of a huge hill/mountain, day light is just about to fade. It's cold (I notice the colours in the atmosphere are dark greens and blacks). I walk away from the group up the mountain. I look out the side of the mountain, but my gaze of the horizon is blocked by a huge barbed fence and a grey brick walled, building. Night falls. I'm felt only pure fear. We were to stay overnight in one of these buildings. I remember not wanting to be in bedroom alone. ***** I think it is the next day of the same dream. We are at what appears to be a dock for ferries, yet we aren't waiting for ferries, but weird buses (I don't think there's water around here but the buses seem to be gliding towards the dock). I see someone I dislike on the other bus and hope see doesn't notice me. I attempt to hide but squeezing myself between two people on a bench. (The 'bus' is completely metallic and we were sitting on top of the bus where there was a metal railing around the edge and a bench around the insides of the edges) This bus takes me to an art class. Everyone is already set up with easels and the class had already commenced. I scramble, trying to set up... but end up feeling completely humiliated and left out. 

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23rd of May 2013

I walk into the darkness of a cinema. I sit down and notice him sitting in a row in front. There seems to have been an outbreak of zombies. I get up as a zombie appears in the seat in front of him. I go to grab him but he grabs me instead and we run... I am running up a set of stairs now and onto the station platform. People I know are running with me. I don't think we have any projectile weapons, all we can do is swing items like metal bars. We know that only a few zombies are chasing us. We stay grouped and prepare to defend ourselves while waiting for the train. Zombies start appearing from all directions but not outnumbering us. The train arrives, while in the midst of defending ourselves we scramble into the train making sure no zombies get on. The train door closes and we are all silent, all exhausted. I look up and notice that many of us on the platform didn't make it on the train. I am relieved that my best friend and the guy did. It is a long ride. The train stops and I get out to see open air and there is a guard in the distance, in front of a wall. Me and my friend walk around on a concrete area along a white wall while the guy just lay exhausted on the grass, a few others go their own way. Along the white wall there is a door for a bathroom there. My friend says she needs to go but I really don't want to split up. At the time I was thinking I really need ammo. I realise now in the dream that I was previously using a long gun to hit zombies with. I let her go to the bathroom while I go look for ammo. I come across a scrappy guy sitting cross legged on the grass with a metre long square sheet covering something. He beckons me closer and lifts the cloth. I see boxes of ammunition. I also realise now that we are somehow in China (the station we were on is in Australia, I have never been to China before). Guns are illegal here even with the outbreak of zombies. I tell him what kind of ammo I need, he gives it to me but I can't hide it all in my backpack. I go to the bathroom with the ammunition knowing that if any guards had found out that we'd be in huge trouble. I want to hide half the ammunition in my friends backpack. As I plan to give her the ammo from under the toilet stall door a guard walks in. I'm thinking to myself we are screwed, there is nothing left for me to do or say. I'm gonna be caught red-handed, ammo boxes sticking out of my backpack. I'm thinking to myself WE NEED THIS AMMO AND THIS GUN TO DEFEND OURSELVES. WHY IS THIS NOT ALLOWED. All these thoughts run wild in my head, but my body just stands frozen. 

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Note. 1

I have this vivid memory, whether it was real or not, I don't know. Only now, 10 years from then I realise that it could just have just been a dream. The memory is: I am around the age 5 when I am washing my hands in the bathroom. I distinctly remember this bathroom, it was old fashion, had brick walls and a black metal gate which was locked with a thick chain and padlock after hours. There is four rows of toilet stalls, two paths which divide the stalls (row of toilets, left path, toilets,  toilets, right path, toilets). Down the right path there is a mirror. As I go to walk out I notice something unusual, I walk down the path on the right because I notice that the mirror was swung open. At this point I was scared because that mirror had always been just that, just a mirror on the wall. There was a concealed cavity behind the mirror, I am too scared to look around so I back out of there and notice something else. There is a glow coming from a half open toilet stall. Curious, I push the door open (at the time I wasn't thinking). There is a floating green hand. I scream and run out of the bathroom. Other girls who were also in the bathroom probably curious had looked in the stall after me, they also run out of the bathroom screaming. Boys of the school yard all want to look and teachers go to investigate. This memory has stuck for many years. I was so sure that it was not a dream. A year later from that incident that side of the primary school was closed down and turned into a day care (the primary school had two buildings across the road from each other). The bathrooms were the only part of the whole building that was demolished (this is all fact). 

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22nd of May 2013

Me and my friend are at the bottom of a grass hill. There are several hills of grass topped with a fast food restaurants. I want to go in to apply for a job. But, as I climbed to the top of the hill there is an uneasy atmosphere. I go back down the hill, now at the other side I am unsure of what to do with myself... *can't remember how this dream transitioned* ...I am now in a hall scattered with people I vaguely recognise. I walk through the crowd into a smaller area with a lower roof than the hall. This is the entrance to a bathroom from a primary school I went to in 2001. I was 5 years old when I last remember seeing this bathroom (*note.1). Anyways, I am older now walking through the entrance of this grey concrete walled bathroom that is usually closed with a black, rusted metal gate. As you walk in there is a wall, and you can walk around either side to reach rows of toilet stalls. The left side is blocked with old chairs, drawers and desk. I think to myself, I can't believe this stuff is still here, exactly as they were 10 years ago. (In real life there was no stuff blocking that side) 

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18th of May 2013

First Dream- I met a boy who was much younger than me and he had a romantic agenda. It seemed normal though, everyone accepted it and so had I. After I had only just met the boy we were in a helicopter with my mum and a few other people I knew, we were flying around a green mountain top and the helicopter falls. I'm 100% alright but the others tumble out on the ground as tiny birds (each a different colour). I can fit all 5-6 of them in the palm of my hand. They were really cute. I couldn't show anyone or they'd take them away from me.. I was outside the door of a classroom at that point. The teacher inside notices me so I run.  Second Dream- We barricade ourselves in our own home. I'm not sure what has occurred but people were out in the streets banging on other peoples windows, specifically a house down my street. All I know is that everyone is running out of food (except randomly my friend's family, who I know in real life that stock up emergency food). We need to get food for our family so we head out from the safety of our home and head to Mt Magnet(an actual place), where my dad in my dream was already there. We get to the place my mum, brother and I to see tables of food like rows of market stalls. With scarce amounts food, food that look damaged and everything is overpriced. We scatter to try and get the best of it but don't get much... everything is chaotic.

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Fragments of dreams

Recent

Elevator (huge, old, dangerous, creepy), Staircase, Lost, Basement car park  In search of family. 16th of May 2013 Escape, Tears, Car, Him (Serious, High tensions, Caring)

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15th of May 2013

The body of two dead dogs lay in a backyard, home to a playful, smart but childish Border Collie. How did they get there? We had just recently installed a side gate with a lock... The next day... More dead dog bodies. I know for a fact that my dog has nothing to do with it. I go out to investigate and I see a brown Pit Bull that has a nasty snarl. My first thoughts is to get my dog inside without the Pit Bull following. I run to save myself from the brown beast, I scramble up a dividing fence. The Pit Bull jumps over the fence that's nearly two metres high. I realise that I need to get to my dog fast so I jump down ready to kick the beast in the face if I have to I grab my dog and dash inside and close the glass door. The beast bashes into the glass after I go through. *****I sense the actual owner of the beast, she is in front of her garage door somewhere across town. She knows her dogs gone missing. She has long black hair and is Asian. *****In a few moments two 4WD cars appear in front of our house. The lady with long black hair comes running and crying in search of her dog only to find her brown beast laying dead on my back yard lawn... (It had died on its own) The lady was sobbing for the lost and saying that the beast had a tumor in it's stomach. I wondered if she knew her beast had been murdering other dogs....