Cosmic Giggles

The universe is silly and ambivalent at best

[marci1900]

[sifresiniunutandavinci-deactiva]

[thinspo--dreamer]

Ok but this is prob my favourite

[delicate--discrepancies]

delicate–discrepancies

[otherselfinanotherreality-blog]

I look at people I know online and feel really lonely and unaccomplished. I’m 25 and everyone I know is married and has kids like is there something wrong with me? I need to lose weight - I really think that’s a big issue for me.

[maliciosaz]

[otherselfinanotherreality-blog]

Day 4 - 5:24pm

I’m so sick today :( I’m running a fever and I haven’t eaten all day besides a slice of orange. I don’t feel well at all.

[otherselfinanotherreality-blog]

Day 3 - 4:20 pm

I had an amazing birthday last night! So many of my friends pulled through to see me and tell me how loved I am and my heart is so full ♥️ I got a bunch of presents and an ice cream cake as well as get to make some new friends and everyone was really understanding about my vocal surgery and still included me despite not being able to speak.

Still sticking with my goals- I didn’t eat today until 2:30 and I didn’t even eat that much. I have a couple more hours of eating time and then I’m catching the Nashville Symphony tonight at 8 pm. My grandpa had sent me money for Christmas and I bought tickets for it. I’ve never been before and the theme tonight is the Cosmos 🥰

I’m just blown away by how beautiful the universe is and how love is abundant and overflowing in all areas of my life if only I would look to see it in the dark moments of my mind.

Bad times don’t last always my friends.

Here’s to being 25 whole years old - or as I like to say - Level 25 😉

[ana-elisabeta]

[lotusawareshare]

Daily Affirmations

I am receiving guidance and inspiration from the Universe.

I am growing into my highest self.

I am a powerfully creative being.

[otherselfinanotherreality-blog]

Day 2 - 4:56 a.m.

Last night I went to sleep around 9 and I’m just now waking up. I stuck with my intermittent fasting yesterday. I only ate from 2-6pm and had healthy, organic fats. Today will be a little tough to reach 2pm though since I woke up so early and it might be wise to go until 12 pm and stop eating at 4 pm so I don’t suffer too terribly. I will see how I’m holding up around that time and decide. I may try to get an exercise in today before I eat to depleat my glycogen storages faster.

My throat is hurting a good bit this morning. I had that surgery on my vocal chords to remove a cyst on the 8th so I’m not allowed to speak until the 16th. It’s starting to wear on me a little bit but it’ll be over soon enough. About to take some Tylenol and drink water.

I gotta clean my house today for sure. Clothes and just junk is everywhere.

I had this strange dream that I had horns on my head. I had to keep them neat and filed down or people would attack me for being a monster. Strange dream to have on my birthday 🎂 I’m a Capricorn so I think that’s where it came from. I looked up dream meanings about having horns. Apparently it’s connected to intellictuality and spiritual power. I’m taking it as a good sign.

I’m 25 years old. Officially. I definitely feel 25 as of lately. It’s so strange to think about when I was a teenager and how much different I am and how much my life has changed. It so much better than I could’ve ever imagined. I have everything I could ever want and I’m in school and I have amazing friends. Some days, I forget this and become sad or disheartened. I have to remember how much God loves me and how he has blessed me. I’m overflowing with blessing and I must make it worth it all. Some how and some way. One of the ways to show my appreciation is to simply take care of myself and the things I’ve been given. I want for nothing. Something very few people will get to experience. I will do my very best to make it worth it.

I love the universe and everything in it.

The universe is abundant and giving.

Love permiates every demension.

Love is in everything.

I am surrounded by positive energy constantly.

[otherselfinanotherreality-blog]

First meal of the day! 2 Organic eggs, spinach, tomatoes, steak, and bell peppers with half an avocado and three strawberries. Also, (not pictured) I had black coffee with a tsp of hemp butter to help with inflammation and add some extra fat 🥰

[livinglowercarb]

[remainblessed]

Get your daily dose of encouragement!!!!!!!

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[otherselfinanotherreality-blog]

Day 1

I’m not counting yesterday because I didn’t do anything really so today is day one. I’m only drinking water and lots of it also starting my keto diet with intermittent fasting. I have my first meal at 2pm and I stop eating for the day at 6pm.

I just remembered that my birthday is tomorrow and my friend is getting me an ice cream cake. I’ll have a slice but that will be all I eat that day besides drinking water.

I need to develop a healthier relationship with my food. It’s not going to murder me to have a slice of cake on my birthday. I’ll be 25 years old and 220 pounds. It’s actually my crush that is getting me the cake so.

I’m actually pretty sure that a reason why he didn’t want to date me was because of my weight.

There’s another guy that I’m really into as well, named Johnny. He’s soo handsome and very down-to-earth. I don’t see him again until April 19th at this festival called Tipper and Friends. I want to be healthier by then. That leaves me with plenty of time to do what I need to do to at least get down 20 pounds- AT LEAST.

School also starts back on the 15th - I’ll be off vocal rest and the college gym will open up to me. Going to start rising early to get a swim in as well as lifting weights in the A.M.

I’ll do a picture update and weight update every week for the next 12 weeks to help me keep track of the changes and motivate me to keep going.

My goal is to reach 125 Ib. That will be 95 pounds lost in total.

I will do it this time. This time is real. I am going to achieve my goals. In my mind, I am already there. This is a process and I’m starting on the path to health.

I’m so ready to be happy with my body again.

Actually now that I type that, I realize that talking about my body that way is a micro aggression against myself and is a negative way to look at this journey.

I love myself enough to treat myself right.

Eating right.

Exercising.

Meditating.

Drinking water.

I love myself enough to do these simple things.

[africant]