♛ Indefinite Hiatus♛

[othxllo]

Yo! It’s been awhile hasn’t it? Heh, I wasn’t supposed to be gone that long really but I just lost every inspiration I had for writing any muse and a few things led to other things and pretty soon I just forgot about tumblr.

I’d actually like to apologize for disappearing but sometimes you just can’t help it. I mostly came back today to say I’m most likely not coming back here for quite some time, putting this account onto indefinte hiatus. I’m starting school(well uni now) in a month, and through my past experiences I know I won’t be able to multitask tumblr with school. If you ever really need to contact me or really just need someone to talk with, you can reach me through my twitter or on any other link that you can find on here (except on my tumblrs because i can’t assure anyone i’ll be there)

I hope everyone has a safe and great day. Thank you and I hope to see you again in the future.

[impertinxnt-blog]

@othxllo | response to this

    “Well…” He wasn’t trying to put even more of a damper on her mood or anything, but the people in her squad definitely seemed like the type of people to go off and willingly walk into their own deaths if it meant protecting innocent people. For someone’s feelings or not, lying just wasn’t in Jules’ blood.

    But this time, his eyes wandered to her hands, clenched impossibly tight as if she could wrap her hands around the lives of her friends and keep them safe, safe, safe; her face red with—well, Jules was no good at emotions, but even he knew it was nothing good.

    The tears glimmering inside her eyes, threatening to fall.

    Mitsuba wasn’t stupid, and neither was he. Both of them knew in this kind of world, there was every possibility someone close to them had gotten lost, off-track, injured, killed. Every possibility that while they sat here, someone else was fighting desperately for their life, or for someone else’s.

    But while hope could be considered stupid, you needed it to go on.

    So he says a “Yeah,” simply. “It’s just a nightmare.”

[othxllo]

She looked down, a bit ashamed of her behavior. Sure he wasn’t that much older than her, but she had more experience. With all of that experience, she thought she would finally be a good leader(albeit she wasn’t the actual leader of the Shinoa squad). Yes, her family would be ashamed of her actions but at this point was it truly worth it.

To scream, to cry, even to feel regret, that was what made her who she was. Yet to live in a world as they were right now, was it really impossible to say that she felt more human at the thought, no, the need, the desire to keep her friends say? Was it so wrong? So wrong to want to feel human? To have emotions?

Yet, he was lying to her, wasn't he? "A nightmare,huh." Her quiet voice seemed to echo in her ears. She releases a sigh she wasn't aware she was holding in.

Her heart was beating fast, something she had barely taken note of. She guessed the supposed nightmare had shaken her more than she had thought. It was logical for someone to try and comfort another if it seemed extremely necessary.

“It’s been awhile since I had any of those. Heh, silly me. To be scared of things like bad dreams.”

Why then, did her voice crack at that last statement?

[preciousprincessyu]

       Yu smiled brightly as he shuffled the cards. He couldn’t do anything fancy like the bridge thing or flipping them together, but he could at least mix them up real well. “Of course I am sure. You have been asking me. And I am sure Mitsuru would love to see you. He asks me every once in a while when he can see his sassy aunt again. I am sure Mika wouldn’t mind the help with them.” The look on Yu’s face grew worried again as he dealt the cards. “I hope they are okay.”

[othxllo]

That worried face again. Sure, she was always one to tease, but over the years she, too, had matured (to some degree). "Believe in Mika. He'll make sure the kids aren't too scared. Or what, you don't trust him?" Of course Yuu trusted Mika, that was obvious but a little teasing about it wouldn't hurt. "Ah, how's the kiddo by the way? Too bad Mitsu-chan already had that nickname, otherwise I would have called him that."

[krullish]

Oh the irony – her eyes displayed a quick panic, still trying to calm herself down from earlier’s odd statement, but she forced herself to calm down. His laughter eased her a bit, knowing that this wasn’t all too serious of a talk; since he made a jab at her. To not make anymore signs that she was one ( a vampire. )

“ I do believe in monsters. It’s not abnormal to think that such creatures exist… ” But whether monsters are accepted in society or not is an entirely different matter. Krul leaned forward a bit. “ Why do you ask ? ”

[othxllo]

He may have laughed at his own question, as it was a preposterous idea that anyone would actually believe monsters existed, but here someone was telling him they did believe. While Youmu were some sort of monster, he could not fathom the idea that she would believe in those creatures; maybe in vampires and ghosts, but youmu, no it did not come to mind when thinking of monsters.

“Didn’t you know this city has quite the monsters lurking amongst humans? And no, they're definitely not humans. . . Or so they say." He chuckled playing it off as a rumor. Really though he wanted to see her reaction. Mentions of monsters living among you, well it sure would be a scary thought for anyone; anyone normal that is.

[othxllo]

funny story for you guys, or cute even, even tho i havent been here a lot lol

Sunday was Day 3 of Anime Expo and i was in my Shinoa cosplay. i was following after my sisters at the exhibit hall looking for stuff to buy and out of nowhere i hear “Shinoa!” I turn and there was a Mika walking by(well behind and off to the side) looking at me and so in return I shout back “Mika!” with my arm out stretched (they kinda did too) and i regret not taking a picture with them. However in the end I did take a picture with another Mika I found later that day

[ellenwitch]

※Permission was granted by the artist to upload their works

CeNanGam | 柊シノア(ver.Assassin’s Creed)

[othxllo]

krullish replied to your post:waves, yo sorry i’ve pretty much have disappeared....

// wb !!! & congrats on graduating x33 I CAN’T WAIT TO MEET YOU AT AX STILL AHHHHH

ahhhh, thank!!! i can’t wait either !!

[zennou]

We were wrong.

[othxllo]

waves, yo sorry i’ve pretty much have disappeared. i don’t mean too buuuut it happens... it’s not that i’ve lost interest or anything, just i guess i have lost my excitement toward being here. Happy Monday though!

i guess you could say that i really have no excuse? if anyone actually cared. i didn’t have much time before due to school and i wanted to actually focus a little more on my studies but now that that’s done and over, graduated last tuesday actually, i guess i have more free time? of course, i’m still having to deal with deadlines and such for school but it won’t be as time consuming.

I am however, also about to begin constructing props for anime expo which is in july. and though it’s nothing special, i’m in charge of both my sister’s cosplay and mine, i’m hoping it won’t be too time consuming either but i have a short attention span.

to anyone who took the time and actually read through, thank you! even if we don’t talk much, thank you for still being here. which brings me to my last point. I’m going to be heavily editing a lot of things and such around both this blog and osorsanguinis, or at least thats what’s i’m hoping for.

Anyways, its still monday here, so uh Happy Monday??

[sukerokus]

mitsuba requested by @cheyenneswirl

[krullish]

She was looking forward to that cake, honestly. Twirling her little spoon around, letting it move in a clockwise rotation on the table was something that allowed her to feel less awkward. “ It shouldn’t be too long. ” It better not be too long. She could feel warmth to her cheeks at the mention of another date. Pouting furiously now. “ No, I do not. I just got here anway! ” Geez.. like I’d want to go on a date with somebody!

[othxllo]

Maybe he’d give her some information. He found her reactions adorable, but he’d probably teased her too much at this point. He chuckled as he noticed the reddened cheeks. With a smile still plastered on his face, he asked, “Do you believe in monsters?”

Sure, it’d just be easier to tell her a lie but he had to be careful with the lies he told. He wasn’t aware if she was part of another allied family or not but precautions never hurt anyone. Maybe that was the best question.

[preciousprincessyu]

       Yu shrugged. Why not teacher her how to play. Mika had taught him well enough when they were kids, and they still played it once in a while. “Sure, but when the storm passes would you mind coming with me to the house. The kids don’t do well in storms. Mitsuru gets unsettled, and the loud noises are sure to upset the twins.”

[othxllo]

He was inviting her over? Sure she wasn’t on the friendliest terms with Mika (most of the time he could probably tolerate her, probably), but she supposed it would be nice to see the kids. “You don’t mind me going with you? I don’t mind, I think seeing the kids could be a good change of pace but are you sure?”

[anchenflower]

“I’m not going to be the weak link anymore!!”

[thelockwolf]

met doing laundry at 2am college au

accidentally knocked on the wrong dorm room college au

picked up the wrong book when we bumped into each other college au

hey exchange student why don’t you can come to mine for thanksgiving?? college au

did i mention college au

walked in on you in the shower college au

drunkenly hooked up but you’re dating my roommate who already hates me college au

the always-partying kid falls for the always-studying kid college au

heard a scream and thought you were getting killed but it was just a spider college au

i really hate you but you have the highest grades in class and i need help college au

(◕‿◕✿) cOLLEGE AU (◕‿◕✿)

[othxllo]

“it’s not that i care but you look like you could use someone to talk with or you know. . . . h-hang out with” because her awkwardness will forever show.

[eleventynine]

★ Owari no Seraph Characters + Planet Symbolism  ↳ (insp.)

[othxllo]

“someone just came over and asked if i wanted a cake, complimentary of the house and left me with a giant piece of strawberry shortcake. Not that I don’t love cake but someone want to help me finish it?”