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@otobonns
I am still not over this myth.
i know everyone has been super excited for the next hit love and deepspace post from tumblr user dearestelsie rightā¦..
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Sylus is 6'5 bordering on 6'6 but tells everyone he's 6'2 because he likes the look of horror in their face as they start to second guess their own height
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Ever since we found out that, canonically, Thomas has a wife and child, Iāve been dying to see a 5 star memory involving Rafayel and MC having to emergency babysit his daughter. I got impatient and realized I could just write it myself so self-indulgent Rafayel x MC fluff š¤š¤š¤š¤
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āThomas, wait! You canāt just-ā
āRafayel, MC will be here any minute.ā Thomas paused, hand on the doorway. He spun around to face Rafayel. āLook, Ameliaās not even awake right now. Sheāll probably still be asleep by the time your miss bodyguard gets here.ā
āShe barely even knows Amelia! I donāt know if she knows how to take care of a baby!ā Rafayel protested in a hushed whisper.
āWell, she can take care of you just fine!ā Thomas retorted. Rafayel scoffed and folded his arms. āYou know I wouldnāt ask you guys to do this if I didnāt really need you to.ā Thomas sighs. He meets Rafayelās gaze. āIām not just gonna leave my wife to deal with her broken down car in the middle of nowhere herself, especially not at this time of night.ā He explains. āYou know if you and MC ever have kids, I'd do the same for you. And Amelia knows you. Youāve held her plenty of times while Iām tied up talking to a curator.ā He explains. āHell, you were one of the first to hold her, remember?ā
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Rafayel remembered very well the day he had to take over Thomasās job for him when his wife went into sudden early labor during a massive art exhibition. Despite his annoyance at having to take over the business side of the art world (even after Thomas insisted all Rafayel had to do was sit there, answer the same 5 questions over and over, and look pretty) he couldnāt ease his anxiety about Thomas. He had seen the man in stressful states before, but nothing like this. Nothing like Thomas going as white as a sheet after a phone call with his petrified wife interrupted talks of pricing one of Rafayels pieces. The way he didnāt even politely excise himself, just looked to Rafayel and stuttered out āItās Sonya. Somethingās going on with the baby.ā And in response, Rafayel uttered a sentence he had never and hasnāt since spoken to Thomas. āGo. Iāll deal with the exhibit.ā Rafayel struggled to admit it out loud ever, but under the sass and whining, he and Thomasās relationship was important to him. He spent the next hour talking business, trying desperately to get the curators out of there. Once it was over and the dust settled, Rafayel was one of the few non family members to join in on the anxiety-ridden waiting room at the hospital. It had been hours, and Sonyaās condition had been touch and go. Thomas had been popping in and out, updating everyone every few hours. Finally, after a full night in the waiting room, Thomas slowly reappeared, tears stained on his face, but a slight, exhausted smile as well.
āItās a girl.ā He exhaled. Rafayel watched as Thomas and Sonyaās family gathered around him. He breathed a sigh of relief, his heart finally able to settle. After family had gone in to see Sonya and the baby, Thomas was surprised to still see Rafayel, half asleep in the waiting room.
āYouāre still here?ā He chuckled. Rafayel was unsure how to respond, so he just shrugged.
āDo you wanna see her?ā
After greeting and congratulating Sonya, Rafayels eyes fell to the baby girl sleeping in the clear bassinet at Sonyaās side.
āHer names Amelia.ā Thomas picked her up gently and gestured toward the soft arm chair at the side of the room. Before he could protest, Rafayel found himself sitting, putting hand sanitizer on, and suddenly holding a very tiny, fragile human. He didnāt tell Thomas this, but it had been the first time in years Rafayel had ever held a baby.
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The tension from Rafayelās shoulders drops as he sighs. āI know, I know ... .Ok justā¦ā He pinches the bridge of his nose, staving off the already forming stress headache. āget back safe. And soon.ā Thomas nods and holds up his phone.
āYou know my number. Keep her breathing. Keep her away from anything flammable. Donāt let her swallow anything big and inedible. Youāve got this.ā And with that, Thomas shuts the front door of his house behind him, leaving Rafayel in the uncomfortably quiet house.
He slowly lets out the breath he didnāt know he was holding and looks around the room. His eyes fall on the small screen of the baby monitor next to the couch. Slowly, he walks toward the monitor, incredibly aware of the sounds of his footsteps in the now, nearly empty house. Slowly, he settles himself onto the couch, facing the video feed on the baby monitor. The slightly grainy footage shows Thomasās daughter lying on her back in an empty, but comfortable looking crib. He watches for a few seconds, eyes narrowing in on the picture.
Sheās breathing, right?
Rafayel fiddles with the volume control and holds his breath, straining to hear anything resembling a sign of life. A sudden knock at the door startles a gasp out of him, his hand rushing to clutch his heart.
āRaf? Itās me.ā MCās familiar voice rings out from behind the door.
Oh thank god, itās her he sighs. He turns quickly again to the baby monitor to see that the baby has shifted positions slightly, her arms curling tighter to her sides. With a sign of life observed, Rafayel lets himself relax and walks toward the door.
āHey, I got Thomasās text!ā She exclaims as soon as the door is opened. āIām glad to see the house is still-ā her snide comment is immediately cut off by Rafayelās finger pressing against her lips ā...standingā she whispers.
āExcuse youā Rafayel chides, āThe baby is sleeping.ā
āSorry, my bad.ā she relents, a smile playing at her lips. āIf you worry Iām just gonna wake the kid up I can just head out-ā before she can finish her sentence, Rafayel scoffs and pulls her inside.
āAbsolutely not.ā he pulls her into a hug āIām glad youāre here. Trust me.ā he pulls back and cups her face in his hands, still whispering. āWhat else am I gonna offer as a human sacrifice if the baby demands blood?ā MC rolls her eyes and pushes him away.
āYou act like an almost one year old infant is going to bring about your downfall.ā She walks toward the kitchen table where Thomasās written instructions lay. Rafayel fidgets where he stands while she looks over the list. āOkay, this doesnāt seem too bad.ā She comments. āTheres formula in the pantry, clean bottles, Thomas listed all the emergency numbers. Heās got it all here for us.ā She looks back up to see Rafayel has taken his position on the couch, yet again watching the monitor closely. āRaf?ā Heās stuck watching the grainy footage, holding a pillow close to his chest. MC sighs, folding up the list to stick in her pocket and walks toward her clearly anxious boyfriend. She joins him on the couch, leaning against him to observe the footage as well. āYup. Sheās still there.ā she jokes. He turns to look at her, an uneasy look in her eyes she hasnāt seen often.
āDo youā¦know much about babies?ā he asks. āI donāt⦠I just-ā he sighs. āIāve never done this before.ā He turns back to look at the footage.
āI know enough.ā she reassures him, rubbing his arm. āI used to babysit some of the kids in my neighborhood when I was a teenager. A lot of girls did. It was a good way to get money in the summer.ā She brings her hand to his chin and turns his face to meet her gaze. āYouāve been around Amelia before, you know she loves you.ā she chuckles. āOr at least sheās very entertained by pulling your hair. Why are you so worried?ā
Rafayel sighs and leans into her, finally turning away from the monitor so they can both lie back on the couch. āI just- I donāt want to do something wrong.ā he sighs. āI always panic when I hear a baby cry. They never say whatās wrong so youāre just stuck with a loud, screaming child.ā
āYeah, 9 month olds arenāt the best communicators.ā MC nods. āBut luckily, their needs are very simple. If she wakes up crying, we just have to see if sheās hungry, fussy, or just needs a change of clothes.ā MC slips her hand into Rafayelās. āAnd if itās anything more serious, we have a working phone and access to emergency services.ā she reaches up and toussles his hair. āI promise, we donāt need to panic.ā Rafayel chuckles and pulls MCās hand away from his hair.
āHey, leave some of that for Amelia. She might need it.ā he brings her hand to his lips and places a gentle kiss on it. āThanks for being here.ā She smiles and brings her hand to the side of Rafayelās cheek, letting him nuzzle into it.
āOf course. And who knows, she might just sleep through the whole-ā Before she can finish, MC is cut off by a slight whine coming from the baby monitor. Their eyes quickly fall back to the grainy footage to see Ameliaās arms twisted up by her head, a scowl forming on her face accompanied by small whimpers that are gradually becoming louder until finally, she releases a full on cry.
āAh! No! What did we do wrong?!ā Rafayel turns to face MC, clear panic in his eyes. She chuckles.
āNothing, babe, we didnāt do anything wrong.ā She pulls him up off the couch with her. āCome on, letās go see if she needs anything.ā Although reluctant, Rafayel lets MC lead him up the stairs to Ameliaās room. Once at the baby girlās door, MC stops and looks at Rafayel expectantly.
āWhatā¦whatās that look for?ā He asks, confused.
āShe knows you better than me.ā MC explains. āWeāll probably have better luck if youāre the first one she sees.ā
āBut you said- I- I donātā he stutters
āHey, Raf.ā MC grabs his shoulders, looking him in the eyes. āSheās not a sea monster. Sheās not gonna bite. And sheāll probably feel safer seeing you first.ā She explained. āIāll be right behind you.ā Rafayel looks at the door again, the wailing inside has only gotten louder.
āOkay. Do I justā¦ā he trails off, looking toward MC.
āJust go in, talk to her a bit, be gentle, weāll see if we can find why sheās crying.ā MC explains. She pushes open the door slightly and leads Rafayel in. Immediately, Ameliaās head turns in the direction of the door and her whining subsides. She tilts her head and murmurs a bit before returning to her previous whines. Rafayel moves toward her slowly, hands resting at the edge of her crib. Despite his nerves, his heart squeezes a bit in his chest when Amelia looks up at him, arms outstretched and hands grabbing for him. Before he realizes it, heās reached into the crib and scooped Amelia up into his arms, balancing her on his hip. āHey, little sea monkey.ā He coos. āWhatās got you all sad?ā Amelia wiggles a bit in Rafayels arms, her tiny hands grasping at his shirt. āOh good. Her hand is covered in droolā Rafayel deadpans.
āIs someone trying to eat their hands?ā MC coos at the baby. āAre you so hungry?ā she chuckles. āWe could try and give her some formula.ā she suggests.
āGood ideaā Rafayel chuckles. āBetter than her trying to eat my shirt.ā
The three make their way downstairs with Rafayel carefully holding tight to the still wiggly baby.
āThomas left instructions for making her a bottle in his note, right?ā Rafayel asks.
āYup, you just keep holding her and Iāll make one.ā MC calls back, already searching through the pantry.
āYou sure you donāt want a turn?ā Rafayel asks over the baby girls heightened whines, hiking her up higher onto his hip. āItās one heck of a work out.ā
MC scoffs. āWhat, and ruin what the two of you have?ā She looks back at the two of them, Amelia now chewing at one of Rafayels fingers. āShe loves you.ā
āShe loves the taste of me.ā he grumbles, pulling his finger away.
āA lover of seafood. Canāt blame her.ā MC smirks as she pulls the tin of formula out. Grabbing a clean bottle from next to the sink she measures the formula out and fills it with water.
āArenāt humans able to feed babies with their own milk?ā Rafayel asks. MC chuckles as she seals the bottle and begins shaking it.
āYeah, but not all motherās breastfeed and those that do can switch to formula after a few months.ā She guides Rafayel over to the couch with Amelia. āAnd in our caseā She sets the bottle on the coffee table and scoops Amelia up gently out of Rafayelās arms āIām the only one out of the two of us with the requiredā¦equipment but Ameiliaās not mine and you have to have been pregnant for your milk to come in.ā she explains.
āHuhā¦ā Rafayel watches as MC hold Amelia in her left arm and brings the bottle to the babies lips. Ameliaās whimpers immediately cease as she latches onto the bottle. He observes her in silence, pulling slightly at his now sore shoulder.
āArenāt Lemurians mammals as well?ā MC asks āOr do you guys likeā¦lay eggs?ā Rafayel chuckles.
āNo, we do not come from eggs.ā
āDo Lemurian women also breast feed?ā
āYeah, actually. I was suprised to learn that humans were similar to us in that respect.ā
āMan, I have so many questions for Talia now that I think about it.ā MC remarks as she sighs, leaning back against the couch as Amelia continues feeding.
āWhy Talia?ā Rafayel scoffs, āWhy not your Lemurian boyfriend?ā
āRaf, Iām not gonna ask you about the typical gestation period of a pregnant Lemurian woman.ā MC retorts.
āHey, I-ā Rafayel stops himself. āYou know what, fair enough.ā he relents. Ameliaās body has become much more relaxed as MC pulls the now empty bottle from her lips. Amelia yawned in response, stretching her arms out stiffly. MC lifts Amelia up and sits her on her lap. Ameliaās eyes blink blearily toward Rafayel, a low whine starting back up in the back of her throat. Her hands reach out toward him, her little fists reaching out to try and grab him.
āOh, someone wants Uncle Fishyā MC giggles, handing the child back over to Rafayel. Despite his still lingering anxiety, Rafayelās lips pull into a small smile as he carries Amelia over to his lap. Carefully supporting her head, he bounces her slightly on his leg.
āFeeling better, sea monkey?ā He asks. Amelia mumbles and coos in response, reaching up and grabbing a handful of Rafayelās hair. āGah- hey!ā he whines. MC chuckles before reaching over to unclasp Ameliaās tiny fist.
āShe really likes you.ā MC comments. āLook at her smileā
āI guess sheās got good taste.ā He responds. Amelia sighs heavily, her eyes beginning to droop again. Almost instinctually, Rafayel immediately lays back, letting Amelia rest her head on his chest. A silence settles over them with only the sound of Ameliaās tiny breaths becoming steadier.
āSee? Not so hard.ā MC whispers. āYouāre a natural.ā Rafayel looks over at her, a quiet smile pulling at his lips.
āDonāt jinx it. She could still burst into flames somehow.ā he whispers.
āBabies arenāt as fragile as you think.ā MC comments āItās obviously good to be careful with them, but they can handle a lot.ā MC runs a finger through Ameliaās soft curls, admiring the now, nearly asleep baby.
āWell we make a pretty good team, so that helps.ā Rafayel whispers. He leans down and kisses MC lightly on the temple. āHey, I think sheās asleep!ā he whispers.
āYeah, Iād say soOkay, little one letās see if we can get you back in your crib.ā She whispers. She stands and gestures for Rafayel to follow.
āBut sheās already asleep!ā He protests, his hand moving protectively over her back.
āTrust me, babe. Itās a lot better for everyone if we can transfer her back to her crib.ā Rafayel sighs and stands up slowly, careful not to jostle the sleeping baby.
Back in Ameliaās room, Rafayel gently sets her down, holding his breath. Amelia squirms slightly, but ultimately settles. Before he can pull away, Ameliaās hand grasps onto Rafayels pinky finger. Wordlessly, he looks up at MC.
āSheās trapped you.ā She whispers. āWeāre stuck here, I guess.ā She joins him next to the crib, leaning against Rafayelās arm.
āEither that or weāre gonna have to amputate.ā he sighs. āSheās got a death grip on it.ā
āHow will you continue to paint?ā MC muses
āMaybe sheāll show me mercy.ā he laughs āCan I please have my finger back so I can keep my hand and your dad can keep his job?ā
He moves his pinky finger slightly, testing the waters. Amelia sighs and relaxes her hands, freeing Rafayel from his confines. Silently, he looks back at MC who gestures for him to follow quietly. Carefully, they both sneak out of the dark bedroom and close the door softly behind them.
āSee?ā Rafayel whispered. āTold you we had nothing to worry about.ā
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A few hours later, Thomas braces himself before opening the door to his house, unsure of what heād find. Upon entering his home, however, he finds Rafayel and MC asleep on the couch, curled up next to the baby monitor.
Headcanons: The LADS guys as Dadās at their daughters Parent Teacher Conferences. (Coming from someone who is a teacher and is well versed in the types of parents at these conferences)
Sylus:
- The poor teacher is petrified of him but heās honestly just chilling. Genuinely wanted to write this bc I can just imagine his 6ā5ā self sitting in the middle of a first grade classroom.
- He actually asks a ton of questions. About the curriculum, how his daughterās doing, which classmates sheās close to, even though he doesnāt need to because the teacher has definitely seen Mephisto outside with all of them at recess just watching. Heās instinctually trying to make sure the teacher has her āstory straightā
- I hate to say it but Sylus would 100% be the āMy daughter?ā¦that doesnāt sound like her.ā If she got into trouble ever even though it always sounds like something sheād do. Either that or heās relatively unphased and needs to be reminded by MC how terrifying his daughter can be.
- His daughter would be the type to be a subtley terrifying child. A very normal, nice little girl who knows A LOT about different calibers of guns and a fascination with crows. Her art would beā¦interesting.
- āShe drew a picture of a crow carrying away one of her classmates. She said he needed to be punished.ā *Sylus turns to his daughter* ā is that that Brody kid? Is that why you asked to bring Mephisto with you to school?ā *she nods* āSweetheart, weāve talked about using Mephisto to enact revenge. Only daddy gets to do that.ā
Xavier: (his is short idk how to write for him)
- Loves PTC time because he loves to be let into that part of his daughterās world. He also likes to double check that the name card next to his daughterās desk does not belong to Charlieās kid. (Charlieās son is in Xavierās daughters class bc I said so)
- Would be the kind of parent to just kinda nod along to the meeting. Heās responsive and attentive but doesnāt really have many questions. Pretty quiet meeting.
- Does NOT know how to talk to teachers lol. MC would 100% do most of the talking unless he had an opportunity to gloat about his daughter. Heās proud of everything she does.
Rafayel
- HATES Parent Teacher Conferences but he goes only because he loves to look at his daughterās art on the wall that sheās done over the school year.
- Sheād be the kind of kid whoās SO excited and proud to show him her desk and her cubby and her folder (which sheās drawn all over) so he goes every time because she gets so excited about it.
-His kid would be the daydreamer type. She wouldnāt get in trouble but sheād definitely be a bit whiny and pouty. Definitely the āI donāt wannaaaaaā kid.
- āYou can be upset that we have to do math right now but you still have to do it.ā Is 100% something a teacher would have to say to Rafayels daughter.
-Heād be SUCH a defensive parent initially. He doesnāt like humans and he takes any sort of concern from the teacher as an insult. INITIALLY. Heād notice though how much his daughter LOVED her teacher and he eventually realize that the teacher still adores his daughter but just cannot have her drawing on other kids arms.
-āhumans insist on stifling creativity.ā Heād still mutter
-Heād turn into a bit of a helicopter parent, emailing the teacher to make sure his daughter was using her listening ears today.
Zayne
-The PERFECT PTC parent for real. Zayne would include his child in the meeting every time, including them in the conversation instead of letting them wander around the room.
-The teacher would ask a question and Zayne would sometimes look at his daughter as if to see what input she has first.
-Zayne knows EVERYTHING about how his child is doing. He may be busy at work but heās practicing those weekly spelling words with his daughter at least a few times a week.
-He likes to be aware of what is coming up in the year so heās a constant emailing kinda parent. His daughterās teacher would get 2am emails from him while heās at work bc he had a question about an upcoming book report.
-His child is very self sufficient but really struggles to ask for help. If she doesnāt know something, she feels like itās the end of the world.
Caleb
- Caleb LOVES parent teacher conferences. Heād be a very involved and animated dad so heās walking around the room with his daughter on his shoulders as she shows him around her classroom.
-He insists she run and play while he talks with her teacher. Heād definitely be a helicopter dad- mainly out of instinct from caring for MC all those years. Heās always concerned about his daughter meeting benchmark scores and wanting to know if sheās participating in class
- Heād constantly ask what they could be doing at home to make sure sheās not falling behind.
-Calebās daughter would be SO smart but definitely a little over-zealous and disruptive.
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WHAT IS THIS SLUTTY POSE WHAT THE HELL he's absolutely doing it on purpose too
THE ROLLED UP SLEVES, THE LEG SPREAD, THE WAY HE IS FIDDLING WITH THE NECKLACE, THE LOOSE TIEā UGHHHG IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH RN
oh and don't even get me STARTED on the bulge in his pants during that one part of the trailer (the only reason im not posting it is bc Tumblr grounded me for my last Xavier posts š LET ME SPEAK MY TRUTH š¢ā¼ļø)
shout out to them for being giant #malewives
For Caleb's birthday. I put stickers and doodled lots of hearts on his photo ā¤ļø
Past Caleb blowing up, losing his arm, nearly dying, only to get experimented on dozens of times : Is it... Is it worth it?
Future Caleb, balls deep in Mc: Holy shit dude you have NO idea
ty gideon for the free 10 pull (pls kick Caleb's ass if he doesn't come home)
Freak for Freak
āDonāt try to tough it out. If it hurts, just say it. You can even curse if you want to.ā
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my baby my babyyyy or however it goes
I had fun drawing him, you can see the love i put here.