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there’s nothing more embarrassing then not being able to go as deep as you used to like I’ve been doing this shit for five years and I’m still bad at it?

#tw shblr #made of styro #like I’ve been doing it on and off but still #this post was inspired by one last relapse before my finals end

guys help do i get a nip piercing yes or no HELP

#body piercing #like id do it next week after my more stressful final presentations #but im scareddddddddd

Bleached my hair for the first time and I’ve showered like six times today I am so exhausted and my hair is uneven 😵‍💫 I was lucky today bc I got back to the dorms around 1ish, now it’s almost 10 and my roommate still isn’t back so I had ample time to bleach and clean up without her in the background

Ahhhhh tmr I need to re-bleach the left side of my head bc I can really see my original hair color… and then I can dye it :33 though im sure it’ll be equally exhausting. I just hope the end result looks good and that I have enough dye. Ig I’ll focus closer to my roots and then if I don’t have enough for my ends I’ll just cut them lloll god I am so exhausted why are showers so exhausting jesusss goodnight

#otterbs rambling #hair dye saga

i think the closest i get to self acceptance is whenever my profs let me have an extension. there is literally no better high

#the panic and dread of speeding through an assignment #or going painfully slowly because you can’t understand anything #and then sending a last minute email as a Hail Mary just for them to say sure! don’t worry about it.#like oh really okay well i just came #otterbs rambling

redstonedust

took out the trash today so my house bins are all empty im basically a #new person #life reset #i can achieve anything

#I feel this way every time I clean #dusting and sweeping has transformed me

Why is dying hair so stressful. I spent the past two hours trying to remove black box from my hair and now my hair is a quite yellow brown ahhhhh I need to bleach it tomorrow I can do this

#otterbs rambling #idk #I’m scaredddd

it is 6am why is my roommate’s fuckass boyfriend here hello????????? like we don’t have separate bedrooms and he’s just like here??? I’m trying to relax and I feel strange that some random is in my space before the sun has even risen?

#otterbs rambling #i hate my roommate #she never actually cleans anything it’s always me doing it #I don’t use our kitchen #she does and I had to clean it because it was bothering me sooooo bad #She never replaces or takes out the trash #even though the trash bags are put in a place WHERE SHE CAN SEE THEM #and she always leaves her clothes in the washing machine for days on end #oh my god I hate her habits #I’m pavloved to get pissed anytime I smell her fuckass magenta bath n body works spray #I can hear her nails clicking against her phone as she texts someone like donttt pmo #sorry I’m easily irritated #like girl can you sweep??? just once a week im BEGGING

I need everyone to die right now like now now now I cannot emphasize this enough oh my god

wait I lowkey need to blog more omg I forgot all the stuff i was blogging ab who knew this shit was just like low-stakes journaling :3333

Also I’m planning on dying my hair soon but idk what styleee I have like two hair dyes and bleach so possibilities are endless (the hair dyes are both purple lol) but!! yeah!!!

#otterbs rambling

my cuts never get infected because I’m pure of heart and full of whimsy

#tw shblr #made of styro #<- I miss this subreddit so bad #was so peak back in 2020/2021 when everyone was online and miserable

nothing more devastating than the transition of your parents asking you if you've been going out and making friends in university before asking you only about classes and grades instead because you won't tell them anything else lol

hi dash today is my birthday and im sad and confused and i dunno whats wrong with me. i think it's because my roommate and dad asked me if i was gonna go out for my birthday and that made me really self conscious and then when my dad called me today he said he was worried about me not having enough clothes so he bought me some and now im crying because what do you mean my parents wanna make sure im taken care of what what what anyway i think im gonna go play stardew valley and bingewatch merlin until im sleepy goodnight dash maybe i will come back later

#otterbs rambling #idk #vent #birthdayyyyy

spent way too much time trying to break open my stupid lego themed sharpener and because i'm failing i'm just writing crazy smutty jjk x reader oneshots for tumblr dot com

#self h@rm #tw shblr #sh things #idk #maybe participating in kinktober will fix me #ignore the fact that it takes me 2 weeks to write a thousand words #idk idk idk #otterbs rambling #i dont wanna go back to uni i miss late june early july

otterb

I posted a drabble on here like a few days ago and like one of my fav blogs liked it and reblogged it gggdhdhhgggrrrrrrr im foaming at the mouth guys hehehehehe ohhhh my godddd i have no one to talk to about this AHHHHH HAHAHAHHA

otterb

im actually rolling on the floor kicking my feet hehehehehhehe oh myye goddddd heeheheeeeee heeeeee

otterb

guys im still geeking out idk etiquette on here super well and like idk if its rude or annoying to comment on that kinda thing or to thank blogs for rbing ahhhhhh. i literally have no one to talk to about this

like im drafting the text to my friend rn asking like

hypothetically if i wrote sfw omegaverse x reader fics on tumblr would you still find value in me as an individual or would that be too low heheheheehehheheheehehehhe

i know that 100 notes on a post might not actually be a lot?? but to me it feels crazy like woaw at least 90 people saw it and clicked buttons on it bc they thought it was worthy... ack

otterb

I posted a drabble on here like a few days ago and like one of my fav blogs liked it and reblogged it gggdhdhhgggrrrrrrr im foaming at the mouth guys hehehehehe ohhhh my godddd i have no one to talk to about this AHHHHH HAHAHAHHA

otterb

im actually rolling on the floor kicking my feet hehehehehhehe oh myye goddddd heeheheeeeee heeeeee

I posted a drabble on here like a few days ago and like one of my fav blogs liked it and reblogged it gggdhdhhgggrrrrrrr im foaming at the mouth guys hehehehehe ohhhh my godddd i have no one to talk to about this AHHHHH HAHAHAHHA

#otterbs rambling

madrcar

I fucking hate situationships

#situationship #feel like my past relationship was just a really convoluted situationship #kms

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