barely coherent individual

used to be secret fnaf blog now it's just my main. enjoy. expect occasional long stints of inactivity. i'm busy. i use tumblr exclusively between 10 pm to 5 am. sleep deprivation <3

[ouroborosisshe]

heeeyyy... my blog for my fnaf stuff. not much else. mostly gonna be about my main au, which all posts about will be tagged #Silverdunes au. maybe some more canon compliant stuff sometimes. or other aus. ive been riding this fnaf hyperfixation for years at this point and might as well make a blog about it. probably wont post super frequently. [edit]: nuked my old main out of existence so this is where i live now i guess. if you found this blog thru the old one. how did you do that. will prolly change this later idk Silver dunes AU Intro Silver Dunes Au Tag other info under cut name, pronouns, etc

anyway, i'm spork, pronouns it/it's and dae/dem/daer. white, 21, USA. some sort of entity or some shit stole my fuckin gender. cant have shit in alabama. mono english speaker, working on asl i can't be bothered to check the blogs of those who follow me, just dont be a racist/transphobe/zionist/some other flavor of asshat and we're probably good '''proshippers''' or whatever the hell yall call yourselves fuck off i dont have the time of day. take that gross pedo-lite shite somewhere else.

[ouroborosisshe]

"why don't you know this? everyone learned this in school you should know this its basic information!'' not everyone got to finish school. some of us had other shit to deal with. yall's experiences are NOT universal

[ahmad-ziyad]

I will never forgive this silence that suffocates me. I begged until my words shattered and my soul grew tired. My mother is dying before my eyes, and I stand broken, powerless to save her.

Donate Here - Vetted#658

[sandcheeze13]

if anyone's able to donate, please do so. otherwise, please reblog this, so more people can help. thank you.

£5,424 Raised of £40,000

[notthwashere]

Gregory after ggy

[corruptpixel]

[diurnostarfizz]

[karcinogen]

i think people should be nicer to schizophrenics

[karcinogen]

I feel like people reblogging and spreading this post around are completely missing the original context that this was a vent post and not a general statement. I am schizophrenic. I posted this after remembering a specific time someone actively made an effort to comb through my online profiles and look for reasons to claim I'm "problematic" in order to get me banned from one of the few places i feel safe talking in because they found me mildly annoying and wanted a more valid reason to hate me. I was a minor at the time.

A lot of people are reblogging this without the addition too which frustrates me because I feel like it's really important to bring attention to the specific sort of discrimination schizophrenic people are subject to.

People will see that you're visibly mentally ill, think that you're annoying and actively look for reasons to dislike you, leading to your presence being constantly fucking monitored and judged because everyone's looking for a concrete reason to hate you. That's what this post is about. this is not a general positivity post or a statement. This is an exasperated vent from a schizophrenic person who has been pushed to his fucking brink so many times.

This doesn't just apply to schizophrenia of course- this applies to other schizospec or psychotic disorders, this applies to personality disorders (ESPECIALLY CLUSTER B.) and this spplies to DID and OSDD and other dissociative disorders. Hell this applies to any even remotely stigmatized disorder. I've seen friends with nothing up with them except for mild autism be treated like this solely because someone found them annoying.

My point is that people should really think hard about why you may find these sorts of people annoying. Just really think about if they actually did anything wrong to you other than be annoying.

[karcinogen]

Get off my post. This is not what the post is about.

All psychotic people deserve your respect regardless of if they "want" or "respond" to help or not.

I am tired.

[karcinogen]

You know what? I think this deserves to go on a reblog of the original post and not its own post.

I literally do not care how much they "resist treatment" or "don't accept help" that's still a mentally ill person and they deserve respect, NOT for you to vent about them under my post about my own fucking experiences with schizophrenia for me, another schizophrenic person, to see.

This is exactly how my fucking family talks about me. You need to realize that people can see what you fucking put in tags.

how does a point as simple as "we should be nicer to schizophrenics" make you think that replying with "Oh I only partially agree because this specific schizophrenic is a burden on my life… not you by the way op!!! you're a perfectly fine and normal schizophrenic!! it's just that this specific schizophrenic is someone who has been a burden to me and i don't think we should be nice to them" is a good idea

I really hope your younger brother finds a better support system because it clearly isn't you.

[kalpeavaris]

Vanny WIPs

when the hyperfixiation hits, it hits hard, and right now it's Vanessa Afton flavored, but in a very specific kinda way where she's slowly becoming the local Granite Falls rabies patient /aff

[blitztheowl]

Michael afton mischaracterization spectrum

[reluctanttrabbit]

heres the monthly art post Bai

[wizard-email]

I think too often people forget that “they” is as much a pronoun as any of the others, and it isn’t as neutral as you want it to be.

I accept it as a useful default (and I use it that way myself), but once a person has told you their preferences, you GOTTA stop using they/them if it’s not on the list. please. this isn’t me trying to make anyone feel bad but it’s at a point where I’m misgendered more in “inclusive” spaces than literally anywhere else

[tadrat]

i do not "add post to queue" i post and reblog 19999973 things at once and flood my mutuals feeds and they are all grateful because they love me and i am the coolest and then i dissappear for another 13.2 hours

[joeemaru]

I CANT STOP DRAWING MY SLOP!! i adore cassie liek a lot so much right now. i read escape the pizzaplex the other day and it hasn’t left my mind.. and more chica and roxy because i lauv them .. also Greg . first time drawing him i think

[beriiblast]

*insert that one Danganronpa tiktok meme*

[roadkillcryptid]

update on the art of Roxy

uhhhh I'm so scared to do the shading/rendering, idk if I like how the shading is turning out so far; I want to go for a more rendered almost painting-like vibe but that is far above my skill level atm qwq

it might be a while before this is finished, I need to practice aaahhghhgh

[kassbotics-deactivated20260220]

Cassie. 🥺. pleas she’s so precious aw

ignore that it took me a month to reply to this

[venom-princess-deactivated20250]

[uvb76fan]

This is literally how you actually improve ADHD symptoms btw