I’ve been off my anxiety meds for 3 weeks now and I’ve felt more depressed then ever. The feeling of not wanting to be alive is coming back and everyone just keeps telling me how I should be happy how I should feel a certain way. I talk about how I feel and it turns to a speech. I can’t catch a break and I’m slowly feeling myself fall apart. I know this is suppose to be a happy time but I want nothing more then to just be numb and feel nothing. I have no control of anything going on and I feel so unheard.
















