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Just a girl who wants to pour her heart to somewhere other than people who are close to her can hear

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she deserved the world but we couldn't even afford to eat ice cream together

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How lucky that you love doing something that benefits you, what I love to do only kills me

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does the world lose it's magic when you become one?

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even if the brain understands, the heart needs to feel it

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and maybe hiding in my own shadow was a reflection of my deep yearning to be seen

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we were watching the same sunset but you were looking at the sun while I was looking at the moon

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i bleed through my tears that's why my face is covered with marks of sorrow

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now i am more than what i've started as, heavier to carry, easier to drag on

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was i really there if my consciousness was lost in possibilities

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never ending war of trying to exist

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my feelings leaked into every place I once put my heart in

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tired of being the port, can I be the one that is floating on the ocean for once

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Under the dim light of the darkest night, corpse flower wished the care that was given to her should've been given to the dandelion, since it'd be more rewarding.

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never had a reason in me to be loved

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And if i were to have a chance to talk with god, I'd have plenty of things to complain and a couple tears to shed

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we'd also fist fight but that's another day's problem

[outofmychaos]

And if i were to have a chance to talk with god, I'd have plenty of things to complain and a couple tears to shed

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Since the only thing that can resolve pain can't be anything other than itself, i just have to keep waiting