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i'm probably a terrible selfish person who deserves nothing ever (as i get everything any one could ask for, loving family good grades smarts good friends everythinf else)

isn't it funny how everything works out

how i'm so terrible yet i obtain all of these things

simply because of luck

this is a hell of my own making

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that felt disrespectful

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whatever

at least she was accommodating enough to put on a long sleeved shirt

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they don't have any grey hoodies nor could it be worn to school

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im 19 but i'm 14 i"m tall but i'm short im so manythings not This but i"? Not at the same time

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hahalook ar me i'm still just pretending to be a system! at this point pretending is an understatement if a system was incorrect it really means i/you kin me/them

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it's. not really thr same

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i miss my mom

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i say whatever a lot

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there really os no way to kill myself in this house

a prison i can't even take the coward's way out

suppose it's for the best, whatevwr

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ha

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? they can speak i remember

.maybe they cant speak to me specifically

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still pissed off they won't speak to me

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walking outside gave me

somuch

ifo dont even know

whatever

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not my house not where i live just said something out loud that's not my voice but

my voice is horribke anyway.this is fine

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also not my age but ill live

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concerned, upset eith a lot of stuff that "i'm" not usually concerned ot upset about. whatevwr