Do you know how i feel about the new reverts? I feel like i'm dealing with new birds who are learning to fly and i feel worries in my heart that they may fall. I feel i wish they know everything i have learned. My heart goes throught a mix of suspanse of worry they dont get misguided and heartwarm of happines they have accepted Islam.
Then there are moments of certainty that it's only Allah who can guide, teach, keep them firm etc and we are just means. And i surely know that none can misguide whoever Allah guide and none can guide whoever Allah leaves him in misguidance out of His absolute Justice. And whatever happens, Allah never does injustice to anyone ever.
And my heart finds the balance of peace throught concepts of Qur'an and Sunnah.
But i think it's still beautiful the instictively worries that comes out of a believer wish for guidance of others and wish for Jannah the way he wish for himself and still hoping throught this the help of Allah for himself. It's a perpetual blessing of Allah and from Him comes all the khair as the only source. He sees our intentions in our hearts and bless or humiliate us accordingly even thought it's only due to His greatest Mercy that ecompases everything that we are still enjoying His blessings and given time over and over to correct ourselves and improve otherwise if it was about our sins only, wAllahi we would have been destroyed long time ago. All praise is due to Allah the Lord of the worlds. May Allah grant us beautiful understanding of religion and beautiful ending and meeting with Him. If Allah gave you Islam, know that Allah has loved you as Islam is the only thing Allah never gives to someone He hates.
Oh and about reverts that has some years in deen and i see they are inside Islam and gained a lot of knowledge Allahumma barik and i truly feel Allah has brought them to Islam out of His love for them, has teached them and they go forth towards Him exposing munafiqeen and murtadeen and indeed they are those Allah has mentioned in Qur'an that He will bring forth people who love Allah and Allah loves them and thus replace the betraying cheap hypocrytes. I feel my hearts rest while witnessing Them in some cases my chest opens out of my love i feel fisebilillah for them.
