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20 nonbinary

[p3achesworld]

Disclaimer : If you're not willing to take some time reading this before following me or interacting with me, you can kindly get the fuck out of my blog :3

Hello everyone, I decided to redo a pinned post because I unfortunately had to deal with guys who didn't give a damn about reading it.

So my name is Eden, I'm 20, my pronouns are he/they. I am nonbinary and that is NON-NEGOTIABLE, if you don't like it or try to change me, you're out. I'm lowkey tired of (mainly) cis straight men not fucking understanding this and only interacting with me because they think I'm a girl (bc I'm literally not, I have a deep voice even though I may look or "act feminine" and I took testosterone so fuck your fantaisies).

Secondly, I don't send nudes, so the next people who ask me for them continuously or as a first interaction will be blocked. The same goes for sexting, in case it's not obvious I'm not a damn sex bot so fuck off if you only care about sex and not human actual interactions.

Obviously minors, bigots of any kind, fascists, queerphobes, misogynists and so on... Do not interact or you'll get blocked as well.

All of this being said (and thank you if you're still reading and respecting me this far), I'm a huge medieval nerd and supernatural stuff enjoyer. I love drawing and listening to music. I'm also planning on becoming a tattoo artist so there will probably be updates about this on this account and if y'all want to have my insta art account you can always ask it in my DMs.

So yeah have fun, I promise I don't bite (unless you want me to 😇)

[p3achesworld]

i feel so fucking alone ✌🏻 (and maybe that's cause I am in fact alone lol)

[p3achesworld]

"You were born inside your head

And that is where you'll be when you are dead"

[p3achesworld]

lowkey tired of cis (and mainly straight) women who lump me in the same category as cis men just to feel justified in spewing their bioessentialist hate. Like, maybe I’m the crazy one, but as a transmasculine person (who, on top of that, doesn’t pass), I have absolutely no social standing in the patriarchal system comparable to that of a cis straight guy (and I specify “straight” because most of these girls don’t even consider the existence of cis gay guys, bc they mainly only think about cis WHITE STRAIGHT valid men when they're saying their shit, etc...) I mean, seriously, there’s so much wrong with gender essentialism, it doesn’t contribute to any meaningful discussion and always ends up being fertile ground for transphobia and violence against minorities

These girls also completely and deliberately ignore the existence of men of color, men with disabilities, poor men, and so on. Honestly, their bio-essentialist hatred serves absolutely no purpose it’s just stupid violence redirected to someone they can harm without risking too much. And sure, I can understand the fear of men based on personal experiences, but in those cases, instead of attacking men and reducing them to just their gender, let's focus instead on dismantling patriarchy and your narrow-minded view of gender, especially when you're just being a JK Rowling 2.0

[p3achesworld]

kind of like a stray dog who thinks it's going to be adopted but keeps getting brought back because people realize puppy has been through some shit and they don't want to deal with this.

[p3achesworld]

i drew a fish guyssss

[p3achesworld]

the nurse said I had very pretty veins :3333

[p3achesworld]

istg being autistic in this fuckass world is thinking you're finally being understood and then get violently reminded that ableism still exists and people are okay with you until you start to unmask or show signs of said disability/neurodivergency

[p3achesworld]

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

[p3achesworld]

genuinely gonna start biting people, words are apparently not enough and they're too fucking selfish to care about how their actions affect others

[p3achesworld]

caught in a dilemma between wanting to take T again due to dysphoria or waiting until I can schedule and afford an appointment with a surgeon to get top surgery

(but at the same time taking T was really tiring with the injections, I don't wanna go bald even if there are solutions like finnasteride and blah blah blah, I have a hard time already having to take care of body hair so I don't want to add any extra "burden" to myself)

(the only thing that's pissing me off right now is my chest so I think my choice is made (it was already made when I was 15 tbh))

[p3achesworld]

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

[p3achesworld]

I can hear the electricity omfg..... as if the insane heat weren't enough, OF COURSE I have to hear the electricity in my apartment

[loveridden1999]

having a hometown is such a fucked up concept. i grew up here so i do not want to stay here anymore. i miss it when i am away but once i am back i realise why i wanted to go away as far as possible from it. i am familiar with every corner of this place i did not realise when it slowly changed into something unrecognisable. i would probably like to be buried here but i'd rather die than live here

[p3achesworld]

damn I guess my day is doomed with dysphoria (back to hating my chest and wishing I could rip it off lol)

[p3achesworld]

As time goes by, and based on my own experiences and what I’ve observed about what the “kinky” side of Tumblr has largely become, it’s clear that the vast majority of cishet men who get off on being rough, violent (physically, verbally,...) in bed, are generally fucking posers who use their “kink” as an excuse to be misogynistic/transphobic/etc... jerks and just plain horrible people. Just know that you’re recognizable from a mile away and that I hate you, please stay the fuck away from me.

(The very least you can do, if you’re part of the dominant class in society and you get off on this kind of stuff in bed, is to actively fight for the rights of women and other minorities, just saying)

[p3achesworld]

one of those moments late at night when I really really wish I had a dad :/

like fuck it, how can I miss something I've never had? but I also crave a relationship between child and father, and it feels like I have a knife in my chest being twisted when I see a father loving and involved in his kid's life.

and then I think about it and just realize not even my mom or my dad ever been there for me, even ever cared for me or ever protected me and it hurts so much and I still feel like that lost kid that had no one and and and

[p3achesworld]

gosh I really wish I had a best friend