''and I died that day too
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''and I died that day too
I dream about apologies that I will never hear and that will completely be my demise.
Calling my mother is like playing Russian roulette. I never know if she's gonna be normal or destroy me emotionally again. It took a lot of time to train her into a better parent. But it's never 100% guarantee that she won't go back to her old ways. 🫠
my mom when she has to go without victimizing herself for one second:
fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘you have always been a performer, never just a person.’