🪼Luno🌒

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Goodnight everyone! (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤

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Pining and yearning for someone I know for a fact I cannot have. I will settle for just being friends, I will settle for less and I have to because I know it will not happen.

God do I love them...

I really shouldn't though, I mean I have every right to find actual humans attractive. My fucking husband is a plush I've had since I was a third grader- we have a third literally in our bed- not that it matters.

It's not gonna happen.

It's not a matter of putting myself out there it's like trying to put two magnets of the same face against each other. They're okay from a distance and nothing closer.

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People of the public

I am so cute

Look at me

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Tags list

NSFW: Why are you in my house?

Vent: to the looney bin

Art: Luno's scribbles

Photos: Smile for the camera

Games: I'm takin' care of buisness

(Specific series tags may be added)

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Intro post- final version 07/01/26

Hello! Hi! You may have seen me around a few times, and i will state that I have finally considered staying with a new theme coming to boot. I'm not quite out of exile yet but I'm working on it.

Tags list here identity list/deep dive here (Unavailable)

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Bleh my cursive is awful on digital

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Melatonin has been taken. And now we wait.

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Where the fuck am I???

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I have now woken up 5 times

I feel very much like water

Note to self: don't take melatonin on work days

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Melatonin has been taken. And now we wait.

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Where the fuck am I???

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Melatonin has been taken. And now we wait.

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I went on a few field trips this year, a lot of them were because I took anatomy and physiology- which is technically a college class and I think we got college credits for them (not too sure tho)

We got to see a triple bypass surgery and a cadaver lab!

They were very cool, we got to see the vein in the guys leg get cut and moved, and all the little connecting vessels and veins be cauterized before it was moved up to the heart and connected to the arteries and valves. My memories a little fuzzy to with the wording but it's still cool.

During the cadaver lab we got to see quite a few things, particularly how smoking affects the lungs, and some cancerous growths in the left colon (I think, either way it's whichever one doesn't have feeling because it doesn't need it) we also got to see a couple brains! One of them had Alzheimer's (or dementia one of the two) and the other had a brain bleed from an aneurysm. We got to see some bones and a pair of ovaries during/after menopause and they were surprisingly small for how much pain and suffering they cause.

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Miiinnnddd coonnnttttrrrooolll

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Genuinely someone needs to remove my legs

These things cause me nothing but pain and agony, I honestly believe that despite the struggle that comes with not having them my quality of life would fucking skyrocket

Every damn day there's always something and since being injured (a story I'll tell if anyone wants to hear it, I still get bad vibes from it and it literally makes my leg hurt to think about it) the pain has only gotten worse. From falling constantly and rolling my ankle all the damn time to the big knee injury this year my legs are sometimes unusable. I've got that thing where I can't run unless it's fun or I'm terrified and even then it hurts, I physically cannot control my speed anymore.

Just gone. I want them gone, get rid of the whole fuckin thing.

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Me when I eat paper:

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I see a lot of people posting stuff with radqueer tags even if the post isn't necessarily radqueer

I partially feel like I should do the same but I also like leaving things that aren't related to radqueer topics as untagged or tagged otherwise

It isn't like a bad thing, I just be noticing 👁️👁️

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Sometimes my room gets so cold I feel like I'm freezing.

I shiver a lot

Just this winter I had ice on my walls

I'm still hungry but dinner should be soon.

I don't really get three meals a day, usually two or one. I can't keep track of time so I only really eat when my stomach hurts and I feel like I'm dying

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Sometimes I've considered being a cat or a bird, maybe something agile and smart.. I don't know.

It's just a thought that sometimes feels good to imagine.

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Enjoying go gurt because there is no open summer sausage :(

I am a little bit of a picky eater, I'll try anything but I'm not going out of my way to make something out of my comfort zone