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Still at that “I wanna get back into writing for this blog and I think about it everyday” mindset but stuck at the “too depressed to write and when I do write it’s not the event requests” stage
I want to get back into writing again but for some reason this demon slayer event (can we still call it that? Has been.... months...) is just. blocking the write-y bits of my brain
Edit: mental + physical I llness can suck my ass :<
I need to name the event drabbles(?) from now on! I think the lack of name for them is rather turning off for readers
Then again, I’m bad at naming things 🥺
Gyūtarō x Fem!Reader~
As requested by @tomurastrashpanda! Thank you for the request and your patience with me! I’m so sorry it took so long ;;~;; i’m not sure if this is really fluffy enough so please let me know if you’d like me to rewrite it! i am sorry!
Find the event post here.
Warnings: technically none; reader is an oiran but it’s mentioned only vaguely-- there is no reference to adult themes other than the existence of the oiran profession itself
Words: 884
You. You, you, you.
Gyūtarō, by some construed and jumbled calculation, found himself enraptured with you. A human. A teeny, puny, annoyingly mortal human. How?
Through the eyes of his dear sister he saw you for the first time.
At the Oiran Dōchū, the parading of the oiran through the Entertainment District, he saw you.
Poor, distraught little you.
Your eyes were reddened, and your eyelids were puffy as mochi, your cheeks stained with dried tears and your lips trembling. You were a pitiful sight, less so revolting and more so adorable to the ugly, bloodthirsty Upper Rank Six demon. Dumbfounded by the throbbing hole in his chest, Gyūtarō fell disgusted with himself at first. After all, he still had Ume Daki to give his adoration and care. How dare he think of spending his time on a mere human?
Despite his initial impression that you were meek and pathetic, you rose the ranks of a different house. You had the beauty for it, certainly, and he was certain human men would gravitate toward that adorable, graceful flair you had about you, just as he did. You had more freedom than one would expect; freedom you would have to fight for.
Gyūtarō often found himself admiring you from a distance. You seemed so delicate on the outside, and you were far too cute to be seen with a monstrosity like himself; so, he couldn’t bear to approach you and risk rejection.
There was once you almost caught him admiring you from the street below your balcony. He was covered head to toe to conceal his marks and inhuman body. And then there was another time you succeeded.
With a sweet smile, you tilted your head at him. Bewildered, Gyūtarō pointed to his nose in question. You appeared to giggle – he heard you despite the clamour and clatter of the crowd around him thanks to his heightened senses – and beckoned him to come forward. He almost chose to flee, but decided that no, no, he would be a slave to your flair and beauty no longer. If anything, he’d kill you and let Daki consume your flesh just to be rid of this curse he couldn’t name.
But he can’t bring himself to.
“You needn’t hide from me,” you graciously yet sweetly scold, now sitting across from him in your quarters. “Please, be at comfort. Remove your coverings.”
“I’m ugly,” he finds himself saying. “You don’t want to see me.”
You had him under some spell, you must’ve! Something to make him so honest and human!
The corners of your lips upturn dearly, your eyes crinkling in response to your sweet grin. “Aren’t we all, in some ways?” you ponder.
“No! Not you!” Gyūtarō refutes without meaning to, the words blurting from his lips almost unwillingly.
You appear surprised to him, your eyes widening a little and your lips falling open slightly before your little smile returns. “What’s your name, lovely?” you ask liltingly.
“Gyūtarō.”
“Gyūtarō, why do you hide?”
Gyūtarō makes a face at you from underneath the coverings. “I’m ugly, I told you. You don’t wanna look at me.”
“Gyūtarō, why do you hide from me?” you repeat.
“I told you.”
You shake your head at him, though. “My dear, why do hide yourself from me?”
“Huh?”
You scoot closer to him, and even as he leans away, you lean toward him. “I see those eyes more often than not, my love,” you whisper, voice so sweet and kind. “They’re beautiful eyes, I think. I understand them to be quite lovely actually. What I don’t understand is why their lids hide them away so often when I gaze upon them.”
Oh. Oh, he was smitten with you, wasn’t he? The mere fact that your pulse still beat in his ears said so. If it wasn’t you, if it hadn’t been you challenging him in such a way, those lips would have been sliced off and the eyes gouged out. But no, it was you, and so they weren’t.
“You’ve come here. You must have some desire to reveal yourself.”
In due time, maybe, he’d reveal himself in his entirety to you. He was a naughty demon, after all, and you were the naïve human. Bit by bit, he decides, he’ll show himself to you, taking away bit by bit his disguise. For you. And you only.
And so he starts now, in this moment. He removes the hood of his cloak whilst leaving the face covering.
Your eyes widen in shock for a moment, for a moment long enough to allow Gyūtarō to look way from you. But then your smile is back, even sweeter than before, and he senses it. You crawl even closer still toward him, stopping with your knees against his.
“May I?” you ask innocently.
“What?”
With a giggle at his cluelessness, you slowly reach – so as to not question his guard – to cup his covered face with your palms, then pulling his forehead towards you and placing a gentle peck to his forehead.
You retreat and he stares at you in awe. And so you do it again. And once more. Gyūtarō even finds himself leaning into your touch.
You smile at him, rubbing at what little of his cheeks are exposed.
“Perhaps we ought to have tea?”
hello.
I am so happy i found your blog, i love what you write. I spent an entire one and a half hours re-reading the blue hour AU over and over, because it’s literally great. Its great how much effort you put into it, its not common for me to find something like this on tumblr, which, the effort totally paid off and i love this goddamn series(I’m not sure what to call it,,). I’ll also take this opportunity to say,
wtf i just love your jjk stuff💀💀 like dude i just found my new favorite blog oml
sorry if this is like, weird🥲🥲 i just dont find alot of blogs i like on tumblr and i just love your stuff man.
hi!! so, i've read this ask, roughly, a dozen times because it makes me so happy!! thank you so, so much <3 thank you for enjoying blue hour. so much :>
also no! not weird at all. i really appreciate your feedback!! and encourage you to send more like this to writers. we appreciate asks/comments like this dearly <3
i'm so happy you enjoy blue hour. and my blog so much; it means a lot. please know that i intend to continue blue hour. even if updates a re slow ;;;; i am sorry for that
I JJUST READ ALL OF YOUR BNHA JJK FICS IN ONE GO. I love all of it so much 😭❤️ you're really talented 👏👏
waa, thank you so much ;;v;; i'm so happy you enjoyed them! i'm sorry i've been so inactive and unable to give you more content :<
Rengoku x Reader Birthday Surprise!
As requested by anoni! I enjoyed writing this, even though it got much longer than I wanted, haha.
Find the event post here.
Words: 1379
Weeks.
You’ve been preparing for this moment, for weeks.
For weeks you’ve been covertly purchasing ingredients, trying various recipes gathered from old ladies around town, practicing the method of tea brewing (and finding quality leaves), and subsequently failing at it all until you succeeded. It was little Senjurō’s idea, but the weight of actually making it happen fell on you, not only as an adult but a freer person in general; the boy’s father kept him under his thumb at all times, and so Senjurō had little realm to roam, save for an approved visit on occasion to your humble abode—escorted by your beloved, of course.
You hear that very man outside, laughing and making merry with customers and being friendly with the innkeep for which you worked. Kyōjurō was always welcome at your place of work; there was never a soul that came through which didn’t get along with him, and your boss, the owner and inkeep, didn’t mind his lingering around – that is, unless he distracted you from your duties, which tended to happen on occasion.
Grinning at Senjurō, you nod at the boy, who is as nervous as he is excited and thrilled to bits. He wanted very much to do this for his big brother, to make the occasion special to showcase just how special Kyōjurō himself is. His grin is wider than yours.
You can hear your love ask about your whereabouts, wondering if you were stuck in the stuffy kitchen that you called your place of work.
He approaches the shoji door, before you see it slide to the side and reveal Kyōjurō himself.
Hello!! :D if there are still slots left, i'd like to request dom! Shinobu x fem! Reader nsfw oneshot. Thanks and don't forget to rest and stay hydrated :>
hello! yes, there are still nsfw slots left.
please don't forget also! take care!
Do you plan on making another sequel for blue hour?
hi. yes, i do.
it's currently at 3k words right now. i've been trying to work on it here and there as i'm able, so rest assured it's in the works.
Kouchou Shinobu x GN!Reader Fluff
As requested by anoni. I enjoyed writing this!
Find the event post here.
Words: 973
“You’re a little too easy on those kiddos, y/n-san.”
You make a bashful face, rubbing the back of your neck just as bashfully. “They’re still recovering, ya know? I can’t have them overdoing it and retraumatising their wounds.”
You hadn’t thought you were going that easy on them. They’ve complained plenty, at least.
“They’re tough, though,” Shinobu’s voice rings, velvety and lilted, her eyes soft and lips upturned as usual. “If they weren’t, they wouldn’t have made it past Final Selection, yes?”
You watch them closely, a recent batch of young Mizunoto almost fresh out of training. A decent handful of them were sent to the Butterfly Mansion to rest up and recover after a low-level mission gone awry. You were there recovering from your own mission, but being of much higher rank, you were asked to aid in their training and physical rehabilitation.
“Well, I wouldn’t put it that way,” you quietly disagree. ‘Final Selection is only the beginning.’
“If you’re letting them off that easy, let them rest awhile. Take a break yourself.”
i’m alive, i think
for anyone still waiting on me for this event, please don’t give up!
i have not and i won’t give up either the event or this blog. i know i’ve been very silent lately, and i’m very sorry for that.
this is a little long and very personal, so i’ll write under a cut for anyone who doesn’t want to see something like this.
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@sukunas-play-thing you’re going to make me cry, really! <3 thank you so much for your kind words!! i am so happy to have you here <3
but please, please don’t feel pressured to support this blog or me in that way ;;v;; i would appreciate anyone’s help so, so much but i don’t want anyone feeling pressured or obligated to do anything at all!! i am owed nothing at all and would never want anyone to feel like they have to!! so please don’t feel bad!!! it’s okay, and i will be okay :>
i’m alive, i think
for anyone still waiting on me for this event, please don’t give up!
i have not and i won’t give up either the event or this blog. i know i’ve been very silent lately, and i’m very sorry for that.
this is a little long and very personal, so i’ll write under a cut for anyone who doesn’t want to see something like this.
u are literally the only reason i haven't deleted my tumblr acc yet ily
🥲 youre sweet, I am happy that you enjoy my blog so much hehe
is your 10th link of the fluffs scenarios of the event already occupied or can i ask?-
Hello there. I apologise, but the last sfw slot was just taken up.
Fear not tho!! As well as this event has done, I’ll very likely be writing for kny after it’s ended and I revamp my theme a bit :>
Hey :) I'd love to request a sfw Tengen x reader in which she has a giant crush on him but is very intimidated as well so he's usually the one to talk to her and they maybe get slowly closer to each other! Thank you so much ❤️
Hi babes! You sure can! This is cute ^^ I think Tengen is intimidating if you’ve just met him, hehe
That’s the last sfw slot btw 💙
Hi!! How are you? I saw your demon slayer mini event! Could I request something?
A Doma x Female Reader(you said your not in the manga, but he is in the second season👀) where doma just can’t hurt the reader cause he cares too much about her?
Thank you so much. If this doesn’t work then please let me know! I’ll be sure to request a character that you’ll know😊 and please take your time!❤️
Hello. I am fine. I hope you are well <3
Ah, so unfortunately I’m not sure I can properly write his character, as we get a very little snippet of his personality. If that makes sense? I am just scared that I won’t correctly write him, you know?
Thank you for your request and support regardless, though 🥺 you are sweet.
Hi. I’m... still alive ;;u;;
I still plan to continue the kny event of course.
Please know that even though I have not had the chance to write anything since the last piece, I still am thinking of this event + your requests daily and trying my best to sit down and write
Thank you for your patience. I know it has been a long while.