angst, body stuff, self harm mention . . . . . . . i really hate my body ?? like my arms are so long I can't wear singlets or sleeveless dresses or thin straps bc it makes me look like a monkey and I don't have curves unless you count the curves of my ribs and it just looks so weird and pale and i have a few moles and freckles around my neck they make me feel ugly and I have scars everywhere and it looks so weird on my stomach and chest just these little white lines and they're really bad on my shoulders, wrists and thighs and ughhh i just feel horrible my hair doesn't look good my chin is too big my nose points at an odd angle one of my eyes is always slightly more open than the other I have little pimples on my nose there are massive shadows and bags under my eyes i hate myself i hate myself and my feet are so big and gross and my hands are really big and people say they're gross because my fingers are really long and skinny and I want to grow my nails but I'm so anxious I just bite them and pick them ???? and I was scratching and clawing at my face during a panic attack so now I have marks and they might scar and my lips are gross and dry and i'm just so awkward and out of place everywhere i go and i feel stupid for getting scared easily and being really emotional and i hate myself so much
