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Mama had been making you tell her whenever you were going to use your diaper. At first it was humiliating, making you squat down and use your diapers in front of her while she coos praises to you. But the embarrassment left you weeks ago, it almost feels like a chore at this point. You never really understood why, but after she praises you for filling your diapers, you would hear it.
*Click*
Not too loud, but enough to be noticeable every time, coming from a little black button Mama wears around her wrist.
*Click*
The innocent sound started to work its way into your brain, now you expect to hear it any time you use your diapers.
*Click*
As you have many times before, you go to Mama to use your diapers. "Mama, I hafta-"
*Click*
In an instant your head is flooded with dopamine and your bladder lets go entirely despite your best efforts to make it stop. Mama lets out a satisfied hum as she watches the wetness indicator between your legs turn blue. All you can do is whimper as she showers you in more praise than ever~~
Diaper dorks who chug lots of water are so adorable. đ
Like, it's not embarrassing enough that you're an adult wearing pampers. You literally cannot wait to piss yourself.
You're so desperate to breathe in your own stinking perfume of stale pee. To feel the sagging weight of your "accidents" grow and grow as you intentionally flood your bladder.
Girlfriend who is so determined to get you into diapers she forcibly takes your potty training from you đ”âđ« every night she pretends to go to sleep with you only to slink out of bed, coming back with a bowl of warm water. She puts your hand in it and watches as you wet the bed helplessly.
She wakes you up in the morning to show you what youâve done and you promise her through tears itâs just a blip! âAw baby, donât worry! Iâm sure itâs just a one offâŠâ and here comes this but âbut just in case maybe you should wear a pull up tonight?â
You donât even question why she has pull ups just on hand but she talks you into it with that silver tongue of hers over the course of the day and you find yourself standing as she helps you into a pull up, sliding it up your hips as you stand there rethinking your life choices.
Rinse and repeat⊠she stands and watches as you wet your pull up, hand in the bowl again. Just as she hoped, your pull up overflows and you wet the bed anyway. This time, she wakes you up feigning concern as her lovely girlfriend is clearly a proper bedwetter now and she just must have you wear thicker padding tonight, no ifs or buts!
Again, you donât question why she has a pack of adult diapers in the wardrobe, youâre just thankful that sheâs so prepared for your accidents! Your girlfriend praises you as she tapes you, her adult partner, into a diaper! âGosh you look so cute in this! You should totally wear these all the time!â She says as she presses a quick peck to your lips and helps you up.
She does this for months until youâre a genuine bed wetter, never waking up with a dry diaper ever again. At least youâre okay during the day right? Sure⊠until she starts adding those pills to your juiceâŠ
The consistently amazing BG3 tiefling fanart inspired me to draw out how my characters' tails would emote very soon after I started playing, and I finally went through and cleaned up those sketches today. I based these primarily off of cat behavior with some liberties to account for how they look and behave in-game. I interpreted the triangular ridges on the base of the tail as spines that can raise in extremes, because it's more fun. As always, thanks to the artists at Larian for going unreasonably hard with all the bumps and ridges in unmentionable places.
These are what I picture for my Dark Urge specifically (a lot of them donât apply to how I imagine Karlach, for example) but feel free to draw from them for any tiefling characters.
If you can't read my handwriting (sorry), I transcribed it in the ALT text. More rambling about how these work for Bran under the cut.
Happy, Contented
Before Orin attacked them, this was very rare for Bran, and it is still generally fleeting. His tail will curl upward as shown when he laughs unexpectedly, but when he feels happy for longer periods of time, the curl is usually somewhat hard to notice unless you know exactly what you're looking for. It'll curl up tighter when he is touching someone he feels close to (whether platonically, romantically, or familially), but this only became truly pronounced after his urges were gone. Before that, his tail posture was often more angry or anxious looking when touching another person, especially for prolonged periods of time, and it would tick and lash frequently out of its curl before returning to it.
Agitated, Angry
This one has a lot of nuances, because pre-Orin Bran spent a lot of time being openly angry and irritated to a degree. Anger is sometimes a problem for post-Orin Bran, but he is much more inclined to repress it to avoid upsetting or scaring the party, so it is far less visible especially when it's directed at them. It usually manifests with a slightly raised base and a tick to one side or the other in response to a particularly strong or inconvenient urge, and it'd happen very frequently whenever someone came too close to them or touched them unexpectedly. This didn't go away when he got rid of his urges, but after a few years it got to the point that it was no longer as stark. This is a tell they can suppress with a lot of effort, but they aren't reliably successful, especially post-Orin.
Lashing was something he did when he was too angry to care about hiding it (even though he often could have), which happened with people he was comfortable around, primarily Gortash and Orin. Post-Orin, this only happens when they get so mad they can't suppress it. He may also lash and tick his tail back and forth on purpose when trying to be intimidating because it tends to trigger a conscious feeling of being hunted in most people, especially while he is also threatening them verbally and via Thamaturgy/Druidcraft.
Fear, Shock
This is very rare for Bran; he isn't prone to panic or expressing extreme fear in anything but the most extreme circumstances. When he is that afraid, it typically shifts to agitation or anxiety fairly quickly, especially pre-Orin. It'll happen briefly in moments when they're surprised by an ambush, but they won't hold this posture for longer than a second unless they're in the middle of a flashback. They almost never experience the level of disgust that'd trigger this reaction (I literally can't think of anything that would cause that for them. Desensitization is a trip).
Coy, Aroused
This one is also nuanced because way it usually manifests is not something that's natural for Bran. Pre-Orin, they'd typically curl and flick their tail deliberately to accompany flirting, but it also tended to intimidate people with how overt it is and how it often also triggers the "being hunted" feeling. In his relationship with Gortash, both of parts of that were intentional. The motion looks very intentional too: it moves to one side and then pauses a little on the way back up rather than continuously flicking to the other side, and the whole arc is slow enough that this is immediately noticeable to anyone paying attention. Bran keeps the habit post-Orin, at which point it becomes more or less involuntary while flirting and sometimes backfires because of the intimidating element. It does get a little subtler eventually, tending to only flick to one side or back and forth a couple times before he stops it and leaves it curled.
The raised base only happens when Bran receives unexpected and welcome advances, and it is typically quite brief. The spines and base will both raise during actual foreplay or sex, but not typically outside of that. The spines raising generally doesn't last for much longer than a moment for most of that time unless something is going either very right or very wrong.
Relaxed, Calm
This is basically just the game's default/walking posture, so there's not much to add. It'll sometimes sway gently when Bran is standing still or thinking (though it's not like that when they're thinking deeply, especially not post-Orin). Bran's boredom would usually look like subtle swaying when he isn't doing the usual Tav stretch, and it would be much subtler than Karlach's style of fidgeting.
Thoughtful
The arc Bran's tail flicks along when thinking deeply is similar to the one it follows while flirting in terms of how their tail turns over, but it is more elliptical and continuous than the way it flicks when they're being coy. It is also something they do naturally/on accident as opposed to doing it on purpose, which more perceptive people are generally able to tell. Pre-Orin they usually suppress it to avoid playing their hand unless they're around Gortash, Orin, or other people they're comfortable emoting openly around, or when they're trying to scare someone deliberately.
Post-Orin they aren't usually aware enough of it to suppress it until it's already started happening, and they don't feel compelled to do that around the rest of the party. It rarely makes the others uncomfortable unless he starts doing it while looking at and talking to them (he also tends to trail off and look through them when very deep in thought, which can be very disconcerting). None of them are willing to admit it, so Bran tends to let it happen because he's too preoccupied to notice their discomfort for himself. That unease largely went away when they realized that it wasn't intentional (at least for everyone but Astarion, because he took a while to believe it).
Tired, Injured
This is a behavior that they tend to hide until they no longer can, both pre- and post-Orin, so it is a very obvious cause for concern for the party. Dipping as low as shown and dragging usually happen when their headaches and brain fog/lethargy get bad, or when they've lost quite a bit of blood. It'll start to dip subtly out of their normal posture after a long day or if they stay up past the time they'd usually fall asleep, but it doesn't happen to the degree shown in the sketch for regular tiredness. It won't bump or drag against the ground unless something is well and truly wrong.
Curling his tail around himself is a self-soothing behavior, so it happens in response to pain at a level he cannot ignore (and he can ignore a lot). This is for the very bad and sharply painful headaches as well as grievous injuries. Dragging and curling his tail for long periods are things the party eventually learns they need to force him to stop for whenever he can't suppress them in time.
Anxiety, Discomfort
This is something he suppresses whenever possible, but he's only good at doing it pre-Orin. Before he was attacked, Bran never let this happen unless he was too overwhelmed not to, and he would usually convert the motion into agitation after a few seconds. Post-Orin, he'll still suppress it, but he'll often get anxious and disassociate enough that he won't realize it's happening, particularly in crowds and indoors in loud or echoing spaces full of people. If they aren't completely out of it, it will usually manifest as a brief curl or sharp flinch into this posture before it smooths out into something that's more subtle, but the tip of their tail will still generally stay curled around them until they can distract themself or get away from whatever triggered it.
This is also something that happens post-Orin when Bran feels guilt, which they were previously more or less numb to. Except with regards to specific people they cared for enough to grieve, they were resigned to their role and their urges, so the remorse they felt for killing was minimal and much easier to repress or convert to a more manageable emotion. Other than his worst bouts of self-loathing, I can't think of much of anything that'd trigger this reaction for disgust.
Look it's not my fault that the universe made girls crying while dripping with their own blood and wearing fear piss soaked diapers the most adorable possible thing to ever exist... now do you want to be fucking cute or not?
Caring for other littles is so easy. You see their softness, their healing, their individuality. You can make anyone feel valued â any shape, size, color, or gender â because their worth is obvious to you.
But the second you try to be little yourself, everything gets harder.
Selfâcriticism gets loud.
You donât feel âcute enough.â
You donât feel deserving.
Letting someone else care for you feels almost impossible.
Itâs not because youâre unworthy.
Itâs because receiving care means trusting your own needs â and thatâs the part no one taught you.
You can hold others with compassion.
Learning to hold yourself the same way is the real work.
for the past few days i've been writing up ideas for a pathfinder mini-campaign where all the characters are made littles by enchanted plushies that also give them the powers of different classes, while also trying to homebrew some mechanics.
so far the most fleshed out concepts i have are:
a barbarian who revolves around tantruming, swings around a big plushie as a bludgeoning weapon, and starts to take penalties to AC if they tantrum long enough as they wear themselves out. still a work in progress, there's a lot to be done, so the bonuses will be worked out later. they have to roll will saves to calm down, and certain comfort items like an enchanted binky or magic bottle that produces and preserves warm milk once per day will assist with this, since there will likely be a lot of saves involving emotions considering they're all a bunch of babies
justice/redemption champion (pf equivalent of paladin) whose tenets revolve around always being on your best behavior, listening to grownups or the person in charge, and never breaking a pinky promise. once per (however long), the champion has a bonus to a roll to fulfill a pinky promise. alternatively: an unholy cause champion who's just a huge brat
a spell/magic item/to-be-assigned subclass that allows one to temporarily return to their mature mindset (bonuses to mental stats), but they begin taking mental damage if a save is failed due to the existential dread caused by the constant reminder that this maturity is temporary and they'll soon return to being as babyish as their compatriots
mechanical stuff is still extremely rudimentary, i have a lot of cute flavoring ideas though that might be mechanically changed later on. such as:
bag of holding that is a kangaroo stuffie's pouch or diaper bag
sorcerer whose attack magic is the breath of a dragon plushie
cleric who gives out appy slices instead of doing healing magic
druid whose shapeshifting is just kigurumi pajamas
summoner whose eilodon is a big plushie
dex classes have pullups for better maneuverability
i'm super excited to keep working on all of this so i had to infodump about it :3
Here is the full archive of DiaperedXtreme's Tumblr page just before it was deleted. He kindly allowed me to share it with the community, and you are welcome to use any of the content however you like.
