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lambmp3

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akllljoy

why can’t i be mentally chill instead of mentally ill

nbga

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renoir-boy

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I asked my mom how she dealt with my dad leaving all the time for all of his business trips And she told me it just made her miss him more I guess when you left I thought you were leaving so that you could come back and tell me how how much you missed me That you realized that you fucking love me But we’re not my mom and dad this isn’t a movie So when I called you at 4 in the morning To tell you that his mouth doesn’t taste as good as yours your girlfriend picked up And she was whispering because you’re a light sleeper Which I didn’t know because you told me that you like sleeping alone I guess what I’m trying to say is that we’re not my mom and dad and this isn’t a fucking movie I know that you won’t call in the morning

Somebody asked me what made me move on (via veincold)

hannaoliviaway

loveserum-deactivated20191021

And now my mother’s warnings are bursting out of my fucking ribs cause I shouldn’t have expected you to stay not when we’re so young not when your hands start to shake every time you’re in one place too long You told me you have an addictive personality with your bottles hidden under your bed and the cigarette smoke under your skin I guess I thought I could be an addiction that wouldn’t leave you bleeding It never occurred to me that you only get addicted to the things that keep you aching

You only ever called when you wouldn’t remember the conversation (via veincold)

yung-je3zus

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nostalgia is a liar. nothing was ever as good as you remember it to be. there’s a reason you don’t talk to that person anymore, there’s a reason you’re not part of each other’s lives. don’t trust nostalgia. grieve. reflect. move on.