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What is Nodding Out like?

Do you ever wake up in the morning, and one of your parents is talking to you, and although you’re responsive, you’re still half asleep and barely paying attention? That’s what nodding out is like, except a million times better. For me, time stood still. Life continued on around me, and I could tell it was, but I was stuck in my own little bubble of content-ness. I felt like hours would pass, but in reality it would only be minutes. My body would tingle, and nothing could bring me down. I was on cloud nine; my own little personal Heaven.

And then…then the climax would end. I would still be “half awake” but I would start to itch. Disappointment would sink in as I realized it was ending. Then I would wake up some more…and fuck, the itchiness was awful. All my false happiness was swept away, and all the dark emotions came back. Except this time, they seemed to be worse.

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I miss her.

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I hate how I have to be high to be truly happy.

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Fuck the world

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There’s something wrong. On the inside.. And I just can’t make it go away. Please, make it go away.

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No, you won’t get addicted the first time you use a drug, but all wildfires start some where small and gradually build up. It spreads so fast, you don’t even notice the damage done and then you realize, there’s something about sobriety that just doesn’t appeal to you anymore. So you continue to let the fire burn every tree you once planted in your mind that was so full of life, now just the ashy grey remains containing your only peace of mind.

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