river

idk what i’m doing - 27

[vldkeith]

keith + smirk 

[cupigthebread]

Girlfriendss

[slvx0]

Happy holidays!! I participated in a secret Santa hosted by @klance-daydreams and I was assigned to @axeleton !! Love your art dude I hope you enjoy this piece!! I tried to incorpórate your favorite color‼️🫶

[slvx0]

Due to unforeseen circumstances I am now also @losermothman ‘s secret Santa!! Hope you enjoy!! :D

[badsongpetey]

My retake on that scene in s7 when Lance and Veronica are almost killed. There’s NO WAY Lance would just give up like he did, and there’s no way that as the paladin who’d unlocked 3 Bayard forms already, he wouldn’t be able to magic up a bigger gun when he needed it. Red would be so proud of her paladin.

[heynhay]

wahoo!! Words cannot describe how thrilled i was to be assigned the talented, show-stopping @jupiters-junipers as my kl secret santa giftee. hope you like it B)

[slvx0]

Post season 8 klance sketches!!

[paiohaktnmcakl]

also still true

3/22/24

it’s so hard to be self-aware and know exactly what i need

but i don’t live with people who accept me when i communicate those needs

[paiohaktnmcakl]

i feel this in my bones

day in and day out

3/22/24

living for yourself is so difficult when everyone needs you to live for them

being yourself is so difficult when everyone expects you to be someone else

boundaries are so difficult to set when everyone benefits from you not having them

i wish i could be myself

[paiohaktnmcakl]

BAHAHAHA this one’s crazy

but also crazy bc shit like this happens

at least twice a week

3/14/24

haven’t blogged in a while

life has just been SO INSANE in terms of

work

home life

social life

mentally

sexually

and any time i have for myself never works out

for example today

i had this plan in motion from the start of the week

sister was gonna be out with gma

mom at work

other sister w bf

house? CLEAR

was supposed to have hours to myself

the plan?

naked jack of sesh

(a rare occurrence for me)

bc xyz

point is the cards had aligned for today

or so i had thought

my plan (what happened):

wake up and a sesh

(sister had bf plans so took my shower time)

go back to sleep so don’t have to wait around

wake up and a sesh

(sister still hasn’t left w gma yet, have to wait)

open crib! jack off sesh time

(cant find my good vibrator anywhere

have trouble finding the perf content to get me off)

finally am in the throes of my sesh

FEELIN GOOD

(not even 30 mins after they left, sister and gma enter the house)

BEG my sister to stay downstairs w gma bc at the very least i can just finish the sesh quickly

i achieve the big O

(vastly shorter than i was hoping for)

sit in bliss for a hot sec

(sisters on her way home w bf to hang in house)

shower while belting my heart out

(cant bc i’m self conscious w ppl in the house)

(and then a shit ton of minor stuff ensued after that)

and I KNOW this is actually all very minor stuff

just so frustrating to continue to live in a place where i CANNOT plan how my days go

[paiohaktnmcakl]

CRAZY bc this is so relevant to me today

9/13/23

i’ve always heard that your 20s are for discovering and learning about yourself

learning your sexuality

figuring out your gender

diagnosing mental health stuff

i feel like i can’t do ANY of that

well sort of

like i feel like i’ve learned half of myself

therefore i only am

half of myself

half a personality, half a gender, half a literal person

and i cant learn more about myself in this environment

i can no longer grow as long as i live in this house

i feel so fucking stuck and stunted and trapped

i just want to have the freedom to learn who i am

but i cant do that while living here, living with these ppl

bc it goes one of a couple ways

i am a muted version of myself, someone who doesn’t challenge anything or anyone

i let ppl see parts of who i am and they don’t like it, get annoyed at it, find disgust in it, get mad that i ask for accommodations, or even that i exist in the first place

i get really mean or nasty bc i’m so frustrated with life and how i’m forced to live it in this house and i get so overstimulated and overwhelmed that i take it out on everyone around me

THIS IS NOT PRODUCTIVE TO ANYONE

THIS IS NOT SUSTAINABLE FOR ANYONE

I. NEED. TO. MOVE. OUT.

but i cant bc i don’t have enough money

and family obligation is a BITCH

[paiohaktnmcakl]

9/12/23

sometimes i’m mean

idk why i just can been REAL snarky sometimes

def stems from me being sensorially overloaded

but i def can also just be mean

and fuck i hate it when i end up being mean to people i’m close to

bc i’m also kind of a ghost

and have a hard time holding relationships (friends/romantic)

so the ppl that i still have in my life i LOVE SO DAMN MUCH

when i end up being mean to them FUCK i feel so guilty and so sad i hurt them

and i’m so bad at apologizing too so….

god i suck

[paiohaktnmcakl]

really overwhelmed w life rn

so much going on

had a really horrible

overwhelming

overstimulating day

had a panic attack

and now i’m just

numb

so thought i’d post some of my old drafts

to

idk

be seen?

we’ll see

[slvx0]

Klance at a party‼️

[tykevalentina]

’…he can’t breathe—’

comic based on @laallomri beautiful fanfic

[jiveyuncle]

My love letter to a fic that stole my heart!

Some choppy moments from a scene that had me grinning ear to ear the whole way though! I absolutely loved every moment of this story and highly recommend it 💕💕

My Soul Has Your Claim, My Soul Is In Flames by @queen-of-voltronian

Summary:

Does anyone know Lance is in love with Keith? Of course not. And Lance would very much like to keep it that way, thank you! Keith already doesn't want anything to do with him ever since coming back from that space whale; the last thing Lance needs on top of his crumbling self-worth and shaky standing in the team is a rejection that shatters his heart in pieces, too. But now, Lance got himself in a bit of a pickle. Which is fine, because Lance has a plan to get out of it! A wonderful, brilliant, masterful, completely fool-proof plan. His team won't look at him like he's more incompetent than they already do, he won't have to spend the rest of his life trapped on some alien planet, and Keith will never find out just how head over heels he is for him. It's a win-win-win situation. Of course, with Keith, things are never quite so simple, and Lance's plan soon causes a domino effect that changes the entire course of his life.   Or:   Maybe Lance should have been a little more specific when he said he'd do anything to get home. Because now... "You must bestow a kiss on the one your soul most desires." ...Fuck.

[badsongpetey]

Keith's back - no way Lance didn't get his hug