This time around, it’s different. I started this whole journey 14/02/2018, and I have spent the past 8 years developing as both an artist and a human to get to this point. I hope you understand that I never stopped, and I won’t.. But while I’m so grateful for the entire Sextape series, this final installation truly is the end of an era.
This project started from a traumatic experience, and I’m healed. I did this not only to spin the narrative of revenge p*rn and going “bad viral” - but because I know I’m not the first, and I unfortunately won’t be the last have something like that happen to me. I just did it to prove to myself and others that life goes on, and you can thrive despite the emotional blackmail, the negative comments, the weirdos, the blogs and forums - shout out all the ViP2 Users (and for real though, because it’s actually you who made *this magic* happen).
As an adult, I actually understand why I went through it all now. Because if not me, then who? I am fortunate enough to always have has so much love poured into me that I can find strength to just get on with it. From the bullying to the blackmail, I’m just proud to have made something so beautiful from a shitty situation. From a picture with a BBC to the literal BBC, it’s the turn around story of a true champion 🥲😂
I’m done going this story over and over because it’s had enough of my energy, I’ve separated myself from that horrific incident and that horrific man child who did it. 4Play is my gift to the people who’ve supported the Sextapes 1-3, and is the evolution of that. I’ll always make sexy music, but it’s not all I do, and I feel like the past few years I’ve shown that. Thank you all so much for riding with me so far. 14/02/26 💜
