foolish

don't save me if you see me drowning, just observe

[wiltking]

so you're telling me the fifa world cup is all men? its all men's teams? and so is the superbowl? and all the sports teams that states are known for and make copious amounts of merch for are also men's teams? and only 5 women have ever entered formula one since its inception in 1950 and only two of them were able to compete? and this is normal? its acceptable?

[pakgya]

bit hes be bitches

[pinkstarlightcomputer]

Hyunjoo Choe From: Dream on the Table 45X37cm Acrylic on canvas 2008

[pakgya]

[pakgya]

[vhoremtdie]

i wish i was more than i am today.

i wish i had some dreams

like i did years ago.

this fucking apathy is making me want to choke

on my own spit

or maybe on blood.

i can’t cry. i can’t feel.

i can’t draw a full breath. can i just breathe?

i feel like throwing up.

i’m nineteen soon, yet feel like i’m nine. or ninety. or whatever age you want me to be.

do i want to be? i think no one needs my permission anyway.

my permission for anything.

[pakgya]

me 2

[pakgya]

i wanna die

[girlmostlikely]

Ever since I was a little girl I dreamed of everything being okay

[veryluckyclovers]

[pakgya]

Yay!

Another day! Another rant!

https://pakgya.blogspot.com/2026/02/turning-so-old-so-fucking-old.html?m=1

[wandererinthestacks]

I have found both freedom and safety in my madness;

the freedom of loneliness and the safety from being understood, for those who understand us enslave something in us.

Kahlil Gibran, The Madman

[pakgya]

there was a feeling i trusted.

then i edited it.

then i optimized it.

then i watched it become legible to strangers.

and somehow that made it less true.

[petaltexturedskies]

So long as you write what you wish to write, that is all that matters; and whether it matters for ages or only for hours, nobody can say. But to sacrifice a hair of the head of your vision, a shade of its colour, in deference to some Headmaster with a silver pot in his hand or to some professor with a measuring-rod up his sleeve, is the most abject treachery, and the sacrifice of wealth and chastity which used to be said to be the greatest of human disasters, a mere flea-bite in comparison.

Virginia Woolf, A Room of One’s Own

[pakgya]

DSA can kill itself

[glassfrogforest]

[pakgya]

for others money goes and takes more away

[pakgya]

money comes and money goes only for rich ppl

[pakgya]

life needs to be escaped already by me