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Maret, bulan dimana aku dilahirkan untuk menjadi seorang yang membanggakan di masa depan. Tapi, hingga sekarang sepertinya kata bangga itu tidak pernah terucap.

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still can’t believe i’m gonna meet them in real life. thanks God, it was for my early birthday gift. 🥹🫶🏻

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lollll after 2 years, i’m back.

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i hurt myself, it doesn’t hurt. i buy something what i want, but i don’t want it. i like something what i want, but i don’t like it.

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i will kill myself, if i can.

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Hi.

it’s been a longggggggg time gak curhat panjang lebar disini. i miss that. btw, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYSSSSS. senang rasanya bisa ngerayain tahun baruan walaupun dirumah aja, but i love it. and than, thank you for a possibly unimpressive 2020 because i have to carry out my graduation online. thanks to myself hehe. 

goodbye 2020, makasih buat semua kenangannya dari kenangan yang baik sampe buruk sekalipun. kayaknya 2020 lebih banyak dirumah gara-gara pendemi gini yang akhirnya aku yang introvert makin menjadi sangat introvert. tapi senang rasanya di sela-sela waktu masih bisa ke bandung buat ketemu temen kuliah walaupun gak lama tapi seneng aja. bisa travelling walaupun cuma 4 hari tapi sumpah bikin fresh banget. tapi ya gitu sedihnya pas nenek meninggal gak bisa dateng karena waktu itu corona masih hectic banget jadi mau kemana-mana juga agak was was ya sis. ditambah lagi selama ngerjain tugas akhir dirumah dan vibes rumah apalagi kamar sendiri bawaannya mau tidur aja jadi pas mau ngerjain agak niat gak niat tapi harus selesai jadi gimana ya wkwk. ditambah wisuda online HHHHHHHH I HATE IT karena gak bisa kumpul lagi buat yang terakhir kali nya padahal itu moment yang paling di tunggu-tunggu selama hidup hikd. dan sekarang aku sudha officially pengangguran selama 5 bulan. anyone, recrute me please? CANDA HAHAHAHAHAHA.

and then, welcome 2021. gila gak kerasa tiba-tiba udah 2021 tapi dari diri sendiri kayak gak ada perubahan apa-apa. i feel like 17 years old tapi harus menerima kenyataan bahwa tahun ini otw 23 hikd nangisss. tapi di umur sekarang bener-bener tertekan banget. kayak mulai ditanyain udah masukin lamaran kemana aja sampe ditanya kapan target nikah HHHHHHHHH muak banget. kadang suka kepikiran what if i never getting married? tapi gak mungkin, mama sama papa udah pengen banget tuh kayaknya gendong cucu. jadi kalau tiba-tiba nanti di jodohin sama orang pura-pura kaget aja. asli terpasrah banget selama hidup. tapi paling muak ya itu, “udah masukin lamaran dimana aja?” aduh gusti hampir tiap hari kayaknya nge-apply ke perusahaan walaupun gak semuanya tapi kayak ya Tuhan sabar aku juga udah masukin lamaran kesana sini tapi emang belum ada yang nyangkut jadi iya sabar dulu aku juga gak mau jadi beban orang tua lagi, canda beban. tapi yaudah nikmatin aja dulu pokoknya heheheehehe.

pengen bikin praying circle tapi ribet, jadinya yaudahlah berdoa semoga tahun ini bisa dapet kerja dimana aja tapi kalau bisa yang deket rumah juga alhamdulillah setidaknya bisa sambil ngurus mama papa dan selalu bersyukur apapun yang terjadi. aaminn!

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helloooooooooo!

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thanks for myself.

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as fans, we can only support and pray that you will always be happy. i hope you remain strong and passionate about it. i love you. 💚

ในฐานะแฟน ๆ เราสามารถให้การสนับสนุนและอธิษฐานขอให้คุณมีความสุขเสมอ ฉันหวังว่าคุณจะยังคงแข็งแกร่งและหลงใหลเกี่ยวกับเรื่องนี้ ผมรักคุณ. 💚

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complete. ❤️

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Mari tidak saling bertemu lagi. Anggap saja tidak ada yang pernah terjadi antara kita.

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Dari sekian banyak hal kenapa harus kamu lagi?

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Dear Wong Yukhei a.k.a Lucas,

It’s been 1000 days since your debut and i still admire you until now. Maybe you didn't have time to read this, but really inreally admire you until now. Early you know with nct, i’m really fixed on you. Let’s just say if my words are excessive, but really i’m not lying. I like it if you smile and don't forget, your voice is very good. I like when you sing! I hope you get lots of singing parts again next time. Ah, I've been admiring you for 1000 days. it's been 1000 days you've lived your life as an idol. Are you happy? I hope you are always happy. Stay like this. I hope we can meet. Ah, i just remembered that you would visit Indonesia. I hope i can come to the event and meet you. Lucas, congratulations on living your 1000 days as an idol. Continue like this until the following days. I, we all love you, always. 💚

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We're friends, with memories.

Bandung, 18/12/2019

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Seseorang bisa berubah kapanpun. Mau itu temanmu atau orang yang dekat denganmu. Kamu tidak bisa memaksakan suatu hal harus selaras dengan kamu selalu. Pasti akan ada perbedaan yang sangat terlihat. Jika kamu dengannya tidak bisa selaras, kenapa tidak berusaha untuk saling memikirkan solusinya?

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Don’t know what else to do

Guys - It’s been announced recently that the American Music Awards will be honoring me with the Artist of the Decade Award at this year’s ceremony. I’ve been planning to perform a medley of my hits throughout the decade on the show. Scott Borchetta and Scooter Braun have now said that I’m not allowed to perform my old songs on television because they claim that would be re-recording my music before I’m allowed to next year. Additionally - and this isn’t the way I had planned on telling you this news - Netflix has created a documentary about my life for the past few years. Scott and Scooter have declined the use of my older music or performance footage for this project, even though there is no mention of either of them or Big Machine Records anywhere in the film.

Scott Borchetta told my team that they’ll allow me to use my music only if I do these things: If I agree to not re-record copycat versions of my songs next year (which is something I’m both legally allowed to do and looking forward to) and also told my team that I need to stop talking about him and Scooter Braun.

I feel very strongly that sharing what is happening to me could change the awareness level for other artists and potentially help them avoid a similar fate. The message being sent to me is very clear. Basically, be a good little girl and shut up. Or you’ll be punished.

This is WRONG. Neither of these men had a hand in the writing of those songs. They did nothing to create the relationship I have with my fans. So this is where I’m asking for your help.

Please let Scott Borchetta and Scooter Braun know how you feel about this. Scooter also manages several artists who I really believe care about other artists and their work. Please ask them for help with this - I’m hoping that maybe they can talk some sense into the men who are exercising tyrannical control over someone who just wants to play the music she wrote. I’m especially asking for help from The Carlyle Group, who put up money for the sale of my music to these two men.

I just want to be able to perform MY OWN music. That’s it. I’ve tried to work this out privately through my team but have not been able to resolve anything. Right now my performance at the AMA’s, the Netflix documentary and any other recorded events I am planning to play until November of 2020 are a question mark.

I love you guys and I thought you should know what’s been going on.

Taylor

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PRETTYYYYYYY!

thank you mr. choi for upload this. 🥰