black cat.

ind. sel. priv. tokyo ghoul oc penned by morphine est. april 2016.

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It's been...ages...

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from here // @investigxter

                       “ I admit that it is... Partially a selfish decision. Aogiri and the CCG... I do not wish to fight you. Harm you. I don’t think I’d be able to bring myself to do it. You’re too... Too important to me. ”

                                              a solid truth. he didn’t want to risk having to oppose, to harm, one of the people he’s come to care deeply about. he knows they’re not normal ( though for all he knows, they may be more normal than he thinks ). there’s a soft sigh as he leans into the touch, arms wrapping around the other’s chest as he settles, the realization of this being the one place he felt SAFE hitting him as a smile came onto his lips. 

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author: lostcap  /  poems used: x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x . x  * do not remove this credit , thank you.

❛ what a modern fucking tragedy you turned out to be. ❜ ❛ what do you think the stars wish for then? ❜ ❛ maybe i could have loved you in any life but ours. ❜ ❛ i used to ache for a hurricane, an earthquake. ❜ ❛ i found a catalyst for disaster in you. ❜ ❛ is this what happens when the poem ends? ❜ ❛ i found religion in betrayal. ❜ ❛ things like us only exist in dreams. ❜ ❛ you can’t give your storms to someone else. ❜ ❛ nothing lasts forever, not even the rain. ❜ ❛ it’s okay to fear. ❜ ❛ don’t claw out your own throat while waiting for someone else to scream. ❜ ❛ you are memories and moments. ❜ ❛ in some other universe you’re asleep. ❜ ❛ everyone leaves. let them. ❜ ❛ you are not a ghost.  ❜ ❛ you can’t haunt those that forget you. ❜ ❛ everything ends and it’s okay. ❜ ❛ my heart kept beating, out of sync with yours. ❜ ❛ maybe i get to have a reason for the ache you left in my chest. ❜ ❛ you exist still. ❜ ❛ we can’t remember how to be alive. ❜ ❛ the heavens burn for you and i. ❜ ❛ every star is another story, every night a different sky. ❜ ❛ we end to begin again. ❜ ❛ beyond every somewhere, we exist. ❜ ❛ the gods lie as often as men. ❜ ❛ i sit not upon a throne of bone. ❜ ❛ my kingdom wasn’t chosen. ❜ ❛ the dead of mine do not speak. ❜ ❛ history will write that you were the bravest of them all. ❜ ❛ all stars must burn. ❜ ❛ the greatest things must end. ❜ ❛ hell is just another place i guess i’ll go to keep you warm. ❜ ❛ if the monster always dies at the end of the book, why am i still alive? ❜ ❛ gods don’t care about what might have been. ❜ ❛ men shall fall and gods be forgotten. ❜ ❛ you will be remembered eternally. ❜

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     Rhodes glances up to take in the city from his perch on a roof, a cigarette hanging from his lips loosely. Fiddling with his matches, shifting so the wind wouldn’t blow out the flame to he could take two long drags. His baby blue eyes looks to the faint glow of lights in the distance, silently listening to the nightly commotions on the streets below in thought. Course he didn’t look over when he heard someone coming up. 

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                          “ Pretty, isn’t it?” 

                                   the ghoul hums, watching as the other looks down at the street. he spent a lot of time on roof tops - found them more efficient than the streets, and he chuckles softly as he perches on the ledge, rinkaku keeping him anchored in case he felt like free falling. 

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Playfully nips at the other before shuffling away, bouncing from one side and then to the other as he waited for him to respond to his playful antagonizing.

                               jumps back at him to push at him, maybe pin him and nip back. he’s missed this playful fun.

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❛ it takes more courage to suffer than to die. ❜

various starters. || accepting.|| @scngre

                           “ I can agree.” 

                                     it’s a simple answer. he doesn’t push the uchiha for an explanation, only hums his agreement again, as he stares off. he himself knew vengeance well, having killed the doves that broke his family, and while it isn’t known fact, tatsuya was very much alone, and he suffered for it. cut off from much of the world, he had little - but that was okay to him. he was alive, and that was much more than most could ask for, even he was suffering in some form.

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various starters

❛  you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep.  ❜

❛  hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice.  ❜

❛  never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive.  ❜

❛  death is the only god that comes when you call.  ❜

❛  I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me.  ❜

❛  the sun will rise and we will try again.  ❜

❛  we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes.  ❜

❛  I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating.  ❜

❛  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ❜

❛  she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword.  ❜

❛  don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying.  ❜

❛  she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening.  ❜

❛  magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is.  ❜

❛  I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down.  ❜

❛  they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws.  ❜

❛  all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red.  ❜

❛  what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself.  ❜

❛  how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch.  ❜

❛  you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you.  ❜

❛  I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire.  ❜

❛  you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now.  ❜

❛  you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous.  ❜

❛  she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin.  ❜

❛  it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave.  ❜

❛  she looks like divine absolution.  ❜

❛  I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget.  ❜

❛  be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten.  ❜

❛  you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself.  ❜

❛  I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for.  ❜

❛  never run back to what broke you.  ❜

❛  I was quite, but not blind.  ❜

❛  your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch.  ❜

❛  we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry.  ❜

❛  do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.  ❜

❛  I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut.  ❜

❛  you can miss something but not want it back.  ❜

❛  you can’t save people, you can only love them.  ❜

❛  I came, I saw, I made it awkward.  ❜

❛  we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like.  ❜

❛  you’re always one decision away from a different life.  ❜

❛  my brain has too many tabs open.  ❜

❛  I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people.  ❜

❛  there’s no ‘we’ in fries.  ❜

❛  apology accepted, trust denied.  ❜

❛  death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now.  ❜

❛  life happens. coffee helps.  ❜

❛  I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s.  ❜

❛  I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony.  ❜

❛  very early in my life it was already too late.  ❜

❛  is that a threat or are you flirting with me.  ❜

❛  was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives?  ❜

❛  I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand.  ❜

❛  I do bad things, and I do them very well.  ❜

❛  you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted.  ❜

❛  they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you.  ❜

❛  drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart.  ❜

❛  good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught.  ❜

❛  a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart.  ❜

❛  no airbag, we die like men.  ❜

❛  true evil is, above all, seductive.  ❜

❛  it takes more courage to suffer than to die.  ❜

❛  you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once.  ❜

❛  justice is vengeance in prettier packaging.  ❜

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he's kinda tired, so expect this uchiha to curl up in the other's lap, though not without pressing kisses to tatsuya's features, then several to his lips just because he liked how soft the ghoul's mouth was.

                                         he chuckles softly, yellow eyes watching as kisses are pressed to his face and features, before his lips are captured. he’s gentle - almost too gentle for what his nature is, and he hums, kissing itachi with a soft smile as he holds the other man close. he lets his eyes slip shut, lets his body relax, hands running up and down the other’s sides. This was nice, this was relaxing. This is something that he’d missed, being able to lay here, play with itachi’s hair, and shut his eyes for the few moments of peace that he often begged for.

// @scngre 

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will i ever redo my tags? maybe will i ever actually do anything? yes

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           these tend to get around, so if you could REBLOG this if you’d be interested in interacting with a recently revamped TOKYO GHOUL ORIGINAL CHARACTER, that’d be superb !! 

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      this blog is almost a year old..

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investigxter:

     AMON WAS NOT USED to such affectionate gestures, although considering how freely Tatsuya gave them, he should have been. Soft. Tatsuya’s lips were so soft. That was something that he noted easily despite how muddled his mind was. It was the only thing he could think about as the kiss lasted longer than the last. As soon as Tatsuya pulled away, he swallowed, trying to formulate some kind of thought and failing terribly. These kisses were not the first he had been given, though back then, Amon had just assumed the ghoul was affectionate and trying to show his feelings in a way that felt most comfortable to him. He wasn’t so sure now. Swallowing, he gently pressed Tatsuya closer before speaking.

     ❝You made Aogiri angry? What did you do to earn their ire?❞

               “ Ah... I dispatched some of the ghouls in their higher ranks...” 

         He GIGGLES, but it’s not something sick and twisted, it’s SOFT and sweet, and he feels the slightest bit ashamed at the fact that he had done what he did. But the way Amon asks, the way he pulls him closer, he gives the slightest of hums as he nuzzles into the other’s neck, keeping himself pressed as close as ever. Amon NEVER smelled like food to him, he smelled... Like home.

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investigxter:

     TATSUYA ALWAYS REMINDED HIM of a feline with his mannerisms even without the mask in place, and the soft purrs he was met with were an even greater indication of that fact. Lips curled into a rather easy smile as his amusement grew at that thought. The term ‘cute’ was one he wasn’t sure he’d ever use for a ghoul of all things, even more so for a dangerous kakuja like this man; however, he was cute. Perhaps without meaning to, though that just made him more endearing to the investigator. The small kisses surprised him, whatever words he was about to speak gone once more the moment a chaste kiss was pressed against his lips. Cheeks were quick to turn a bright pink as he tried not to stutter.

     ❝I-I’m—y-yes, same to you as well.❞ Hesitant almost, he lifted his hand to gently cup the other’s cheek. ❝And it is a pleasant surprise. I’m glad to see that you’re doing so well. I admit to being worried.❞

            His eyes meet Amon’s again, moving to kiss him gently. This time, he lingered a bit longer, not hiding as a hand curls onto Amon’s. His blush deepens, body humming as he feels the way Amon’s fits against his. He knows that this may not even be a thing - but he’d be lying if he said he didn’t want to do that for a very long time, and now that he had, well, he held little regret. He gives the slightest of hum as he lets himself relax into Amon.

                      “ Aw, were you? I have to admit, I was worried about you as well... I am glad to see you well. I was merely hiding out. Aogiri isn’t all that fond of me anymore, for reasons outside of this.” 

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investigxter:

     FINGERS WENT TO OPEN the box in question, although he stopped the moment he caught a glimpse of that familiar tuft of white hair and those golden eyes he had come to adore. He nearly jumped, mouth slightly agape even as Tatsuya approached and placed a sweet kiss upon his cheek. He had thought the ghoul had left already…although then again, now that he really thought about it, the ink upon the note was still fairly wet. As an investigator, it was something he should have taken notice of though his emotions had made it hard to focus on such minor details. Opening his mouth to say something, words caught themselves within his throat before he reached forward and wrapped his arms around Tatsuya, burying his cheek into the softness of his hair.

     ❝I’m glad too. It’s so good to see you again.❞

            Fingers curl into shirt fabric and he nuzzles lose, a soft purring beginning in his chest as he gives the lightest of kisses against the man’s chest.  It had been so long, and he MISSED Amon, so much, and he can’t help himself, he hadn’t ever been able to SHOW this affection when they had last seen each other, and so he takes the opportunity now, a chaste kiss against lips, before shoving his face right back into the investigators chest, face burning red at the fact that HE HAD ACTUALLY JUST DONE THAT. 

             “Surprise... Happy Valentines...” 

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them vtines feels // @investigxter

            Oh it’d been LONG since he padded into the apartment, humming softly as he feels his way around again. He has no idea if Amon received his gift, or if he’s opened it yet, but there was SOMETHING that kept him from leaving the other man’s apartment. His ears twitch when he hears the other enter, and he freezes at first, letting the other shuffle through the box before white hair pokes it’s way into the other room, following the soft padding of footsteps as there’s a small kiss planted to his cheek.

           “Something kept me from leaving... I don’t know what, but... I am glad.” 

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