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Manifesting that I’m able to do both services of Plastics and a little bit of neuro. I just want to be happy going to work.

And that the OR director of nursing is retires really soon if that means I can get 10s or 12 hour shifts 😩🙏🏼

Novice?

I had the time to admire where I’ve been at throughout this whole OR training process. As much as I may not feel as fully confident, the confidence is building up and coming through. Made it through 4/6 specialities and I’m currently in Ortho, which seems kinda intense but I’m making progress. But not really a fan.

I’ve noticed that lately through each service, my expectations have been high and I’ve in turn been very hard on myself. But I was able to talk with someone who is newer than me and part of the brand new group of “periop 101s” and it gave me insight of my progress which gave me relief and the reassurance that I’m doing just fine despite what I think.

Another thing that the new periop had told was her fear of not meeting the expectations of everyone in the OR, in which I said “anyone who decides to measure you up already and feels like you’re not up to par has forgotten how it’s like to be new.”

I was talking to her, but at the same time gave myself this advice 💌

Like anywhere, there are some aggy ass nurses that should SERIOUSLY CONSIDER RETIRING with their bitter ass.

But there a some who are actually nice individuals and want you to succeed.

Starting something new that I’ve been wanting to do for a while, which is just venting out my feelings as a New OR nurse during these times.

I have been in there since the Fall of 2020 and let me TELL YOU....this transitional phase into it has been QUITE a ride.

So I’m just gonna come on here and vent my thoughts about it, like a journal, for my own sake and mental stability.

I been feeling so moody lately

I would really enjoy and appreciate a love poem of some sort 🥺

I decided to be back here just so I can post my rants

I feel that my friends barely go on here so why not