Mumbles & Mutterings

My journey as a 20 y/o self dx bpd seeking professional help for the first time; potential triggers: emotional abuse, emotional manipulation, toxic parents, self harm, suicidal thoughts

[shutup-sheena-blog]

I don’t want to die; my subconscious and my illness may disagree, but today my voice is louder, and I will not succumb to the evils of my mind.

Taylor Jones (via shutup-sheena)

[starwarsandrec]

:-)

[greelin]

lmao @ anyone who tries to push abuse victims into forgiving their abusers b/c they’ll never be at peace if they don’t! they need to be the bigger person! like maybe you should put the “be the bigger person” spotlight on, idk, the abusers who got joy + satisfaction out of repeatedly harming another human being. abuse victims don’t owe their abusers shit and the abusers owe them.. everything, lmao

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[panic-potato-blog]

Neurotypicals: Don't let your condition bother you or affect your life in any ways! I know you have x disorder, but the symptoms shouldn't really impair your life!

DSM Diagnosis of Literally Every Disorder: The symptoms cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.

[panic-potato-blog]

Me: I feel better. I feel better than I have in a while. I hope I can keep getting better.

Me: [drops something] I can't fucking stand it anymore. I'm terrible. I deserve to die. I'm fucking worthless.

[chessys]

i wish i could be the person i want to be but im too tired

[thankyouok]

[leslieknxpe-blog]

i have the mental stability of mr crocker 

[bandaids-and-burns-blog]

@soft-grunge-silver-heels @spacedyke24-7 @panic-potato

[panic-potato-blog]

person: are you okay? you seem so tired all the time.

me: *internally dying because of the depression and suicidal thoughts*

me: oh. i just didn't get a lot of sleep last night

[inaamshaheen]

[wastexfspace-deactivated2021042]

I thought I was getting better. I honestly did. But now I’m laying in bed. Trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me and why I’m never enough.

(via nightmaxe)

[-hope-for-the-hopeless-]

[nevver]

Where to find me

[forceing-deactivated20171217]

[nevergoodbye11]

[bufotoxin-blog-deactivated20221]

i don’t get what’s so hard to understand about the idea that a person can know right from wrong without feeling the Appropriate Emotions

[bufotoxin-blog-deactivated20221]

like are you so morally bankrupt that the only thing preventing you from hurting other people is that it makes you feel bad, what