me :)

Introverted girl who is always panicked

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i've rewatched some videos from yesterday and i need to highlight some moments now that i am calmer

state the obvious, argentina was playing too fucking dirty.

wtf. cubarsi literally flew and enzo fernandez still protested???

and i don't exactly remember when, but i'm pretty sure someone grabbed lamine yamal when he was trying to throw-in?? i don't remember when, i haven't seen the video again so now i feel crazy lol

omg. after the match argentina players just fucking hit gavi and eric garcia. specially paredes. they can't just fucking get away with it, FIFA has to do something about it. as i said during the match, they might as well kill them, they won't even be shown a yellow card.

they're upset because they know we deserved to win. no really we were dominating all the time, just look at the stats, we were amazing and it shows

messi trying to get cucurella expelled was exactly like when 7yo are like "teacher teacher he said a bad word". no fucking difference

ALSO donald trump tried to be in the center of he picture lmfao. and rodri was like "pls sir get tf out of here. respectfully". and i think merino did THE dance. and borja iglesias kinda ignored him. i totally support my team

argentina players were disrespectful while spain was raising the cup but whatever

WE. FUCKING. WON

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FUCK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH SPAIN WON

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SPAIN IS GOING TO WIN!!!!!!!

TRUST ME GUYS

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hey so. My mom's friends visited her today, i ate with them, and we're spanish so they obviously talked about football. But it didn't stop at "hey i hope spain wins". No. They talked about footballers, like zidane or cr7, and they eventually talked about haaland. I heard women in like their 50s singing the haaland song. My mom started talking about the crush she's had on Figo since she was younger. It was an interesting meal

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dreams update! okay i don't remember a lot lol. i think i was going to a school trip to the cinema or something but there was a lot of security checks, like when u go to the airport. So we were at the cinema with some other guys and my friend and suddenly the teacher was my father. soo we had to decide which film should we watch. and there was a room with ancient architecture or something, we wanted to see that but suddenly the doors closed. so we entered to a random room where we watched fucking bojack horseman. And then we went out and my friend sent me a messahe saying she didn't come to the trip because she couldn't make it on time.

Okay i know it's shitty but it's the only dream i've had lately and this is kinda my dream diary so pls ignore this if you are not me

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when armin asked if thats what it felt like for mikasa😭😭😭AND😭THEN😭HE😭APOLOGIZED😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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NORMALMENTE PUBLICO EN INGLÉS PERO ESTOY ESPAÑA HA GANADO ASÍ QUE ME LA PELA

ESPAÑA ESTÁ EN LA FINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL JODER ESTOY MUY CONTENTA.

No voy a mentir, antes me pensaba q íbamos a perder jaja es que Francia me daba mucho miedo. Pero luego empezamos a jugar y madre míaaa. QUÉ PARTIDAZO. Hacíamos con Francia lo que queríamos. Solo tuve un poco de miedo en la primera parte. El penalti fue muuy tonto, literalmente es que no vieron a lamine. pero bueno, un penalti es un penalti y oyarzabal los tira genial. Hemos estado geniaaaal. qué defensa. qué pases. qué comunicación entre jugadores. qué equipazo. Unai simón nos ha dado dos ataques al corazón pero bueno. Y cómo olvidarnos de Pedro Porro, el mvp del partido, qué golazo ha metidoooo

Me cuesta un montón creer que estamos en la final. Es que en serio GANAMOS UN PARTIDO MÁS Y GANAMOS EL MUNDIAL. Mañana se decide contra quién jugamos la final, como sea argentina no me va a hacer ninguna gracia, que ya llevan varias acusaciones de partidos comprados y la final no me la chafan

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i want to say i'm a death note the musical fan before it becomes popular after being performed at west end. my friends think it's weird, they don't know it yet but it will become popular and i will be an og fan while they will be jelous

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life update even though nobody cares!! i'm changing high schools!!! i have some friends at the one i'm changing to. so one of them got me a role as ensemble at the death note muscial. sooo i'm in two musicals (heathers and death note) because of her (she is playing heather chandler and L).

anyway it will be really weird to be in another high school. i'm gonna miss my favorite teachers sososo much. my history teacher and my math teacher are the best. and i'm also gonna miss my friends omg. IT'S NOT FAIR. i've spent mosst of my life without having real friends at school. and now i finally got them but not anymore because we'll never be toguether in a classroom again. we're going to talk to each other for the rest of our lives because our trio will never stop being the best <3

also i will have to wake up early af so wish me luck lol

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I headcanon that the reason L doesn't have a british accent is because he didn't talk nor listen to the other kids at the orphanage as he was too busy with his little cases (becoming the best detective and stopping ww3 from happening). so when he became a proper detective and actually had to talk to people, they were from other countries since he was already known internationally

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wrote a really shitty fic instead of studying. i love procrastinating and i really have to write more. writing is kinda becoming the cure for everything bad in my life. No really i love writing i have a lot of ideas but most of them are too long or too complex so i end up writing the shitty short and easy ideas

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armin arlert in ep36 minute 17 (18??) is fucking diabolical.

how the fuck does no one talk about this moment? as a society, we need to start a cult to this scene. last night i was talking to my friend who has watched aot before me and he didn't remember this. how the fuck do you not remember the COLDEST ARMIN SCENE. it almost gave me a heart attack the first time i watched it. even eren, the genocidal guy, was terrified. omg he's also talking about annie, the girl he likes. i love armin and his brutal manipulation, gaslighting and ragebaiting he's like a son to me. no really when he locks in he is a fucking menace but everyone thinks he's innocent. i mean, he is innocent but he can also not be. in that moment he looks terrifying because he has to be that to get eren back, but the moment it works he comes back to normal like he hasn't make all of us shit the bed and for the rest of the battle he continues being a cutie. wtf. he is my favorite for a very good reason

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watched spain beating belgium and getting to semi-finals with my best friend. Life is good. I love merino he's like rodrygo goes in that one champions.

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i am back in spain after my trip to london!!! I went with my dad, my sister and my cousin and we had a GREAT time.

we stayed at an apartment lol and i am a fan of the underground. the city i live in is kinda small so i never travel by it, but when i'm in bigger places i love to do it.

Oh and also my dad kept getting lost because he asked chat gpt which underground should he take (yes, i already told him not to do that) he is very lucky to have us with him. likeee there was this time where he went to whatever place alone. and he got lost. then my sister, my cousin and i went with him and guess what! WE GOT LOST. Because he put the wrong place on google maps after having gone to that place two hours earlier. so i googled a bit and somehow i got them there on time lol. okay yeah maybe i am just a little bit upset about it lol i need to chill

besides of the usual stuff (seeing monuments, the big ben, walking, chinatown, etc) i did other things! for instance i ate at mc donalds three days on a row. and saw museums. OH and in one of the museums i put vr glasses on and there was this astronomical tour or whatever where i saw constellations, stars, planets, exoplanets and other stuff i fucking ADORE SO MUCH as the nerd i am. oh and my dad forced into taking photos of myself and i hate it so much.

and also tried desperately to see leslie odom jr but fucking couldn't so please somebody kill me because i threw away my shot and hamilton died after that. okay that's enough of me being dramatic it actually wasn't that bad, i got to see the other actors and took photos of them.

the day i got there was the 4th of july which was the day morocco defeated canada. and that night we made the mistake of walking on the center. because the moroccan went fucking insane. like bro you defeated canada okay? FUCKING CANADA. IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO DO THAT (sorry). you do not need no go out, scream, shout, throw things, honk the car horn ALL NIGHT LONG to celebrate it. i mean, spain defeated portugal and i watched and i did not went fucking crazy. btw this is NOT HATE NOR GENERALIZATION, i just think it was too much and they could have celebrated it without bothering anyone

soooo i loved the underground, the old streets are AMAZINGGG, the monuments were also really cool and i had a really great time. even though i forgot my headphones and missed mitski an awful lot and couldn't watch aot

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SPAIN WON!!!!!!!! OMG I'M SO HAPPY. I am currently not in Spain so i saw the match at a random tavern in england lol. YEEEEEEEEEEES

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I need thorfinn (post-war) from vinland saga and AM from ihnmaims to meet each other

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As a football fan whose favourite footballer is Luka modric, i would like to say a few words after croacia-portugal

NO WHAT WHY NONONONO NOOOOOOO STOP PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME PLEASE DON'T DO THISS WHYYYYY NOOOO UGHH YOU'RE KILLING ME UGHHH STOP NOOOOOOO