Panicky Poetry

Place for poems, rants, and short stories. Borderline Personality Disorder. Bisexual

[theforgottenfreefaller]

“TMS feels like a wood pecker pecking away at the depression, Well that is what I hope the tapping is doing. Cause it is tap tap tapping on my skull, Teaching my brain to tap dance again after forgetting how to dance.”

— A.G. 

[myreticentvale-deactivated20231]

Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide. 

[maddisonkennedy-deactivated2017]

Couldn’t scroll

[thy-devil-princess-deactivated2]

I don’t give a fuck if this doesn’t suit your ‘theme’ have a heart and reblog.

[leonardospoetry]

You can’t save someone  out of their own lives.

[panickypoetry]

I wonder how my old therapists are doing with their tear soaked Ikea couches.

[beamergirll11]

Me depressed.

Therapist: Try these pills they do have some side effects but they are minor.

The side effects: You may have flashbacks of wars you weren’t apart of.

[javeriah-sohail]

Society VS Me

They cut my wings

And told me to fly high...

They imprisoned me inside a cage

And told me to wait for the dawn...

They adorned my path with glooms

And told me to hold the beacon of hope.

They crippled my life by manacles

And forbade me to become a slave...

They made my soul vulnerable

And taught me to be invincible!

They elicited me to dream big recklessly

And slapped my fantasy hard by reality.

They made my heart a place of scary scars

And told me to forget the frightening fears...

Now, there's a graveyard inside me

Because I am a person living in a society.

_JS. 9:03

[javeriah-sohail]

ENGLISH LANGUAGE

I have a packet full of ABC jelly

I wonder do the languages have belly?

English is funny but isn't it silly?

where 'CHEMIST' is Billy and the red one is 'CHILLI'

And I couldn't find why feminine of FOX is VIXEN

Yes! This is a mystery too that 'OX' in group is 'OXEN'

But uncle GEOFFREY didn't make plural of BOX as BOXEN

And why I write HAWKS and CLOCKS but 'L' is silent in chalks?

Alice is in wonderland but I got scammed

Wizard of Oz isn't coming. Oh my bad!

I had GREAT EXPECTATIONS but OLIVER TWIST didn't understand

He is in HARD TIMES if he doesn't watch English ad

English is a language spoken world wide

But why can't I write GUIDE as GIDE?

Shakespeare has FABLES, FICTIONS and TALES tied

But I can't be an English deft, no matter how much I tried.

Disclaimer: İ don't write on such topics but it was a kiddos home work I did😂💀

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© @ceveria

[javeriah-sohail]

When he went, he really drenched her soul away with him, leaving her with the many billions pieces of her broken heart...

_JS

[panickypoetry]

He's a door matt

You cant walk over him

He gives reluctant welcome

To those who come from outside

Cleaning my mess

Keeping the thoughts out

He's my door matt

[panickypoetry]

I wish I could forget her without losing myself.

He knows I dream of her and tries to help.

He gives love that I begged her for.

It's almost been four.

Years go by without her.

I learned so much from her.

A stranger once more.

Stealing kisses in my dreams.

[panickypoetry]

[panickypoetry]

Why do I crave the mind

destruction, when I

have the kind?

[remanence-of-love]

[panickypoetry]

I love him. Oh God, I miss her.

[panickypoetry]

Mourning the family I never had

Abusive mother absent dad

I don't know why I'm sad

I should be used to it by now

It should be different now

No it shall never change

Broken family multiple frames

Empty liquor bottles on the stage

Come see the shit show

People act as the audience shutters

As the director loses control

I can't control its wrong

If I do I become my mom

[javeriah-sohail]

He came to her grave with the letter she wrote many years back...

"I thought love is easy after finding the right person to love but it becomes more complicated. As complicated as cosmos. After loving, there comes a point where you have to leave them. After leaving, you cannot forget them, hate them or abandon them. They stay in your memories. I had always believed I could hate you after knowing all your flaws but I couldn't hate you.

I loved you even after abandoning you, I tried to hate you so many times but I couldn't...

At that time, I realized opposite for "loving" is not "hating" but "leaving".

On the contrary,when I thought of leaving you ... It was easier than hating. So I left!!

Your love.

He knelt crying beside her grave, taking her name, whimpering, crying but she wasn't there anymore to listen.

Her soul was gone. She left his soul alone to wander in this world. He was alone.

But they were still living in the same universe.

[snippets of my own thoughts]. _JS

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[panickypoetry]

My psychiatrist: Latuda is making you gain weight.

Me: What do we do about that?

MP: Do you want to be a little chubby and alive or skinny and unalive?

Me: I always did like having a large ass