i'm a monster (writer) who seeks out anarchy (making you cry)

Zay, 19, she/they. I'm an angst writer, which means I'm the peak of mental stability. I make people sad for fun (I'll also sometimes make them laugh so it's a win-win). Feel free to send me asks about my fics, fic ideas, and/or WIPS!

[juliaire]

Geese by searows / Wild Geese by Mary Oliver

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[leftoverspacedust]

Orestes - original by Euripides, translation by Anne Carson // interview with Andrew Garfield and Jesse Eisenberg // Self Control - original by Frank Ocean, cover by Cavetown // Boris Pavlikovsky and Theodore Decker in The Goldfinch (2019) // Quote by Tim Kreider // Mike Wheeler and Will Byers, Season 2 Episode 2 of Stranger Things // Line from Wild Geese by Mary Oliver // Neil Perry and Todd Anderson in Dead Poets Society // @lilyrainpoetry (im not sure on this one. correct me if I'm wrong) // Jack Wolfe as Orpheus in Hadestown // No Children - The Mountain Goats // Alex Claremont-Diaz and Henry Fox-Mounchristian-Windsor from Red, White and Royal Blue // Emma - Jane Austen // Sydney Novak from I Am Not Okay With This // Crush by Richard Siken // Mr Darcy from Pride and Prejudice (2005) // Our Beautiful Life When It's Filled With Shrieks by Christopher Citro // The Long And The Short Of It by Richard Siken

[causticcapricorn]

every song is a reminder. // © b. c., 2026 look after you - the fray | cleopatra - the lumineers | motion sickness - phoebe bridgers | i love you, i'm sorry - gracie abrams | vampire empire - big thief | glimpse of us - joji | orpheus - vincent lima | moderation - florence & the machine | kill for you - gigi perez | 505 - arctic monkeys | fine line - harry styles | i love you, i'm sorry gracie abrams | drivers licence - olivia rodrigo | heather - conan gray | 505 - arctic monkeys | mess it up - gracie abrams | supercut - lorde | andria - la dispute | i never told you what i do for a living - my chemical romance | unknown/nth - hozier | ceilings - lizzie mcalpine | lover, you should've come over - jeff buckley | TV - billie eilish | all things end - hozier ⤷ ゛listen here ˎˊ˗

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tbh why do i kind of suck at poetry

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[yuriphoria]

how many hints do i have to drop before you finally get it?

[fingers-stained-with-ink]

On Yearning and being a little “too much”

Cool About It - Boygenius // Strangers - Ethel Cain // Lover, You Should’ve Come Over - Jeff Buckley // Liability - Lorde // Bags - Clairo // drugs - Eden // cold/mess - Prateek Kuhad // Heat Waves - Glass Animals

[cherrymagik]

“I wanted to be loved so desperately that my fingers shook with it"

Wet Sand ch. 93 / Mitski, Pink in the Night / The Strokes, Call it Fate, Call it Karma / Jeanette Winterson, Written on the Body / Wet Sand ch. 94 / Louise Glück, Timor Mortis / Jocelyn Sears, Keep / Michael Cunningham, The Hours