i'm going to be taking a well needed break from social media for a while, deleting all of the apps off my phone and such. things are so chaotic right now that i feel as if i've lost a bit of myself a while ago and social media is just a toxic distraction for me right now. so until i am comfortable with my own existence again and things have settled down, i just need time for myself; time to ground myself again and get my head on straight, gain closure regarding past traumas, find healthy coping mechanisms instead of being self destructive, FINALLY move out with the love of my life and live our lives happily together, all of that. i need to stop pretending i am okay when i'm not. i need to reconnect with myself, i feel so distant and lost and i don't know how much more i can take honestly. i hope everyone has a wonderful rest of their summer, please stay safe and i'll be back.
kal
