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Inka’s facial markings.

Photographed by Ryan Stephens Big Cat Sanctuary, Kent, England

#photo #black

Have to pull back a bit again.

#nippy little fucker. i WILL bite back and you won’t like it!#shadowpost #night country

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#words

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#I want it. I want it. I want it so fucking badly. it feels like I’m getting kicked in the chest over and over.

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I can feel my prey drive being pinged, oopsies.

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Meter starting to twitch in the general direction of “absolutely toast.”

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IT AINT LOOKIN GOOD SO FAR CHIEF

#shadowpost #night country

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I can feel my prey drive being pinged, oopsies.

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Meter starting to twitch in the general direction of “absolutely toast.”

#uh ohhhhhhhhhh #txt #shadowpost

I can feel my prey drive being pinged, oopsies.

#chase pounce bite crush BITE.#something may or may not come of it. we shall see.#shadowpost

I hate thissssss. First night genuinely felt like sleeping on the edge of a huge canyon, just this wide open void ready to swallow me if I step wrong. And now I’ve made exact same mistake I did the first time, but even more embarrassing because it really was my fault because I wasn’t paying attention.

#I feel genuinely bad abt it :/#shadowpost

Once the month is up I might open the door just a crack.

#within reason #shadowpost

No more humans after this. No more day-people. I’ve had enough.

#txt

It can be a beautiful thing, but by God, it isn’t cheap. I feel like I’m being strangled right now. Got me by my throat and hair and ribs.

#yesterday in the car I just said out loud “get OFF of me!’ bc oh my god bitch get off of me #crunchpost #txt

This is embarrassing for me bc I knew it wasn’t the right time yet bc I was already occupied, and there were multiple points I could have backed off and at least partially closed the connection, but I didn’t, and now I’m getting fucking cooked out here.

Like I will be fine and it will pass but I will admit I seriously underestimated the amount of kick this one would have.

#in retrospect this is the oldest and most active one I’ve tangled with so yeah of course it would rlly affect me #whoopsies #going to try and really bury myself in the other one and flood this out #I do feel bad about it but it has to be done for my own well-being and I’m the hunter here #cannot be having the prey thinking they can be taking chunks out of me whenever they feel like it

A reminder: they are in my teeth, not the other way around.

#got to be a little bit firm atp #taking a break from it bc it’s rlly getting a grip on me to a miserable degree #txt #crunchpost

Shifted while driving to check on a house and was just snarling and growling and snapping at nothing going down the freeway, so yes, this certainly is a year already.

#part of it is the night country connection stressing my systems #rlly tripping the predator instincts #txt #shadowpost

Opening to it. Accepting it. Letting it radiate through me and exit me, leaving the required paths open behind it. All this is necessary and natural. It is part of the power. It is nothing to be regretted or feared.

#txt

This is part of the power, the other side of the radiance. I accept it. I understand it. I embrace it.

#txt

I feel it. I recognize it. I accept it. I understand that it is a gift, part of the wellspring of my power.

#txt

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