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February 12, 2021

Okay, I failed.

February 2, 2021 :

I'll be posting one entry a day, like a journal. I seriously wants to improve my writing skills in english. So bare with me, with my grammatical errors, lots of it. Hahahaha

She's alone

She's tired but she tries

She's a failure and she knows it

She cried and cries

Nobody hears

Nobody cares

She's nobody

"What's holding you back?"

"Why can't you see those red flags?"

"When you always have to wait for him to give a piece of his time?"

"When will he prioritize your calls than hers?

zeuskonaman

I wish I could still kiss you on the forehead and tell you everything will be okay. I wish I could still have you every night just to talk about everything you want. I always wish upon distant stars for you and your touch. Everything was going our way. We were happy with each other, but when I blinked, everything just fell apart. Just like that.

I wish I could have said more, but words are lost today. If only I can turn back the time, I will do it, whatever it takes.

zeuskonaman

One day of not talking to you is somehow painful. What more if you’ve had decided to let things fall apart? Is this really what life is all about? That you both grow up and drift apart with each other’s life?

Bye. Bye

May 6, 2020: One of the days that I feel worthless. That I am no worth of any attention or love. I feel like I am useless. I can't even brighten his day or put a smile on his face. Why does it appear like he's forced to chat with me? Or update me. And it feels so fvcking wrong within. Am I just pushing myself to him?

March 30, 2020:

Don't wanna sleep without this being fixed. Don't wanna close my eyes knowing that you are mad. I just don't to lose you forever.

You will never..

You will never see my posts about you..

You will never know my thoughts..

You will never see my efforts..

You will never notice how much I try..

You will never appreciate me..

Magbebente tres nako wala parin akong silbi. Hahahahaha