Paper!!! :D

he/they/it ● epic streamer man • art by @MijntjeDraws on TWT

[paperm00nstv]

WELCOME TO MY BLOG :D

I'm Paper (aka Luke)! I'm a trans male streamer and content creator

I'm a 2002 baby, from Scotland who has (diagnosed) Tourette's, and suspected to have a Dissociative Disorder that causes plurality, Autism, ADHD and BPD (awaiting assessments)!

I stream a huge variety of games (primarily whatever I'm hyperfixated on at that current point in time) and am always open to suggestions on what to play! I make videos on youtube, which are a mixture of gaming and whatever else I wanna film (i.e. book discussions, discussions about OSDDDID/Tourette's/Autism, and anything else you can think of!) I also have a blog specifically dedicated to talking about my disabilities and conditions, you can find me talking about them a lot over on @chronicallypaper I have an OC called c!Paper who I show's story primarily via minecraft, you can find me talking about him (and talk about him yourself if you want me to see it) via #cpaper, I also have both a personal tag, for where you can find all my ramblings, about whatever (#paper.txt) and a tag for system related stuff (#moonsystem.txt) which will be used both here and on the disability acc! No DNIs that I can think of, just DONT BE A DICK!

Thanks for checking me out!!

[paperm00nstv]

Call for help

hi guys,

last week, my partner found a stray kitten with a ruptured left eye, and an infected right eye. We're now raising funds to help this kitten, whom we've named Bowie, get the necessary things he needs to live with us.

Sharing and donating would mean the world!

Donate to Help Us Give Kitten Bowie A New Life, organized by Luke Buyers

Hi, I’m Luke. Recently, my partner Hartley found a kitten from a stray cat he… Luke Buyers needs your support for Help Us Give Kitte

[paperm00nstv]

OH!!! ALSO!!!!

since having dipped from here I (in no particular order):

- got into a healthy relationship

- got top surgery

- got back into collecting physical media

- got back into playing music

- got back into writing

- started taking care of myself

- cut out some (one) toxic family

all that is to say; i was severely depressed from, like, the start of my second year in secondary (~12 years old?) and thought i’d never get better, in fact i accepted that i was likely going to die heavily depressed and rotting in my bed. but i finally got therapy, and i’ve never been happier. sure, i still have rough days, but life gets better

[paperm00nstv]

returned to tumblr to say that i’ve been gettin into handheld retro consoles recently

[thewatcher727]

Writing Description Notes:

Updated 9th September 2024 More writing tips, review tips & writing description notes

Facial Expressions

Masking Emotions

Smiles/Smirks/Grins

Eye Contact/Eye Movements

Blushing

Voice/Tone

Body Language/Idle Movement

Thoughts/Thinking/Focusing/Distracted

Silence

Memories

Happy/Content/Comforted

Love/Romance

Sadness/Crying/Hurt

Confidence/Determination/Hopeful

Surprised/Shocked

Guilt/Regret

Disgusted/Jealous

Uncertain/Doubtful/Worried

Anger/Rage

Laughter

Confused

Speechless/Tongue Tied

Fear/Terrified

Mental Pain

Physical Pain

Tired/Drowsy/Exhausted

Eating

Drinking

Warm/Hot

[vesselloveer]

how did time dare to pass

[mega-megan999]

[orugadraws]

Breach's announcement gave me the strength to pose him

[neo-pilled]

Common things in DID that no one likes to talk about

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

- wanting final fusion

[k1ll1ng-mys3lf]

unfriendly reminder.

No, splits are not *only* caused by severe/extreme trauma. After the disorder is formed your brain will split as it feels is needed. Someone's for stress, sometimes to lessen the load of another trauma holder ect. If you are hyperfixating or watching a show and have strong feelings about a character it's possible that new split or fragment will attach to that characters identity. Stop Fakeclaiming and bring assholes to people who split easily, often, or are fictive heavy. You are only causing harm. Stop fucking Fakeclaiming in general. YOU ARE ONLY CAUSING HARM.

-Yugi

[is-it-ableist-if]

''Is it ableist if I don't want to speak to any of my friend's alters?'' Let's start off simple: Yes, It is. But, allow me to explain why It's ableist. I feel like this type of saying coming from singlets Is a big problem that comes from misunderstanding and lack of research. Many singlets often don't know anything about how DID/OSDD works, and end up saying things like this as a result. DID/OSDD forms In childhood. If your system friend, Is, for example, 13 and FOUND OUT (important keyword here) they were a system, then they didn't just create their system right off the bat. They found out. And let's remember here that your friend wasn't a singlet before discovery, they simply found out about the disorder and their alters! They are an alter, too. There Is no 'original' personality, you have already spoken to their alters before, too. You just didn't know it, and neither did they! Saying ''I don't want to speak to your alters'' Is ableist, and very disrespectful at that. They're an alter too. They all are, and they're not any different from the host, or any alter that you have spoken to before. If you're a singlet with system friends, please do your research instanstly Instead of assuming things like this. They WILL appreciate you trying to understand them. Don't be afraid to reach out to resources or research websites. Please remember. Be respectful. And if they allow it, don't be afraid to ask questions. My system personally always appreciates questions about DID/OSDD, and we're always happy to answer. For systems, I know singlets may struggle to understand. But please give them time and resources to learn, have patience and allow them to understand you, even if it's just a little. thank you for coming to my tedtalk

[theorygenic-deactivated20250424]

Hot take, but if you have alters who classify themselves as pedophiles, zoophiles, etc, that is not something to brag about or be happy about.

That's an alter that's still a part of you, and you should probably fucking reflect on that and figure out why they're seemingly so happy about it.

[ticpunk]

Spider-Punk has Tourettes!

[chessb0r3d]

What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.

[guardian-angle22]

TK/Carlos + Touch

↳ Miscellaneous Moments from Season 4

[dingbatblr]

reminder that being against ai also means being against character.ai and not using character.ai and not interacting with character.ai

i've never talked to chatgpt i've never talked to character.ai i have no interest in talking to a chatbot even if it's fun or based on my comfort character. if we want companies to stop using ai we need to tell them we aren't going to interact with it - so don't.

don't talk to robots. full stop.

[hemipenal-system]

if you're seeing this it means you're on tumblr. there are like 600 gay people on here who will rp with you, you don't need c.ai for anything

[cottoncandywhispers]

Take two and call me in the morning. Three chances, should've seen the warning