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i only feel clean when i’m starving

whenever i’m full i get this weird dirty feeling that can’t be scrubbed off in the shower

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get to know me!

🩵 I prefer keeping my name a secret, so call me j!

🩵 I created a new blog since my old one could have been found by my friends

🩵 I’m 18 and a raging lesbian!

🩵 she/her

🩵 I absolutely love pirates of the caribbean, the maze runner, agggtm books and fnaf!

🩵 I have adhd and luckily the meds suppress my appetite BUT I don’t get them during the summer so that’s just bs

I won’t be sharing my cw for now since I’m so fat and scared of the scale, but below you’ll find my other stats.

My blog will contain mentions of ed’s, including my own, so if my content bothers you or makes you uncomfortable, BLOCK DON’T REPORT.

gw: 105

ugw: 95

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how I feel constantly

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Heyy! I had to create a new blog since my old one was too recognizable soo welcome!

I’ve been recovered for over two years… Which I’ve spent gaining weight and not exercising as much. Believe me, I’m extremely disappointed in myself. I am now nearly overweight and I look absolutely disgusting. How could I let this happen? No one will love me if I keep this up.

I must lose the weight again now and even more on top of that. I want to lose it in silence, but I also need people to notice. I’ve always dreamed of being so thin that my bones look like they’re about to snap when I move.