While I'm largely a lurker, I will post/reblog a variety of content, but I mainly post about attack on titan, especially ReiEre (Reiner and Eren) and resident evil, especially Chreon (Chris x Leon). other fandoms include final fantasy xiv, dragon age, mass effect, other animes, other video games, etc.
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All the sketches I drew in 2024 inspired by my fic "i want more of the things that i'd die for" because while I am a slow writer, I'm a (somewhat) unrestricted artist.
Hello! I really miss your story "I want more of the things that I'd die for" Can we have any spoilers for the next chapter? I hope I don't bother you, if so just ignore me
Hello! Thank you so much for reading and missing my story! I miss it too and no worries at all! Thanks for reaching out and I’m so sorry for the delay! As for spoilers (hidden below, in case I have followers who don’t want to see spoilers) …
While I’m hesitant to post any excerpts as I keep finding myself rewriting a lot of the current chapter, what I can share is that the “misunderstanding” tag that I mentioned I added back in the author’s notes of chapter 4 will come into play in its fullest force at some point in the next chapter. Additionally, I know we left off on a cliff hanger with Eren’s heat, but I feel the need to clarify that smut will not be happening in the next chapter, sadly. Don’t worry, Eren and Reiner will still continue to bond and learn about each other regardless.
Thank you so much for your patience waiting on the next chapter! Hopefully, I can focus more on writing it in November and continue the story!
How does one pay thee? Is it Cashapp? Paypal? Letters? Zelle? Venmo? Google Pay? Apple Pay?
For one measly chapter, thy is willing to offer money. How much is thee willing to accept?
Hello! I greatly appreciate thy most generous offer! — However, I’m not taking any money for my writing! I can make a call out post to see if anyone I know is taking writing/fic commissions though, if you’d like!
While I also don’t necessarily take requests, if it’s anything related to my current fandoms/writing interests, I’m willing to hear your idea if you don’t mind the potentials that I may not answer it or I most likely wont get to it any time soon. (Feel free to send me two asks if you chose to anonymously elaborate but want me to keep your idea on a designated separate ask that can stay private and unanswered)
Hi again! Sorry if this is like really soon but unfortunately I have more questions. Oh and yes thank you for responding it was much appreciated and yes I was referring to your current fic sorry for not clarifying.
How far along is this taking place in s4? To clarify: How close are we to getting to the part where the attack on Liberio happens?
Are Marco and Erwin okay? Are they in a coma?
Will there be more flashback scenes?
When did Eren gain his titan abilities? If he got it at 15 right, then that wouldn’t make sense because his dad would have died a long time ago because they only last 13 years so it would have had to happen when he was like 12. Does that mean that he’s going to die even sooner theoretically because he would be older? I’m really just asking when he would have gotten the ability. Would it have been the same time as the original? Sorry if this is like an obvious answer I’m just confused.
Hello there again! No worries for more questions! Thank you for taking an interest in my fic and being so curious. Apologies for how confusing my writing has been so far too!
Just like last time, in case no one else wants to be spoiled on anything, the answers will be placed under the “read more” section!
How close are we to the attack on Liberio?— About over half a year, 6-8 months til then! Now, how narratively quick we’ll get there remains to be seen.
Are Marco and Erwin okay and in a coma?— Yes, they are okay! Well, as okay as they can be after I decided I wanted them to survive their survive their canon designated death events. The last thing that Eren knows of them is that they’re both in a coma.
Will there be more flashback scenes?— Only a few more past expositions! I say past exposition since I wouldn’t consider the way I’ve been bringing up the past in my fic as full on flashback scenes!
When did Eren get his titan abilities and all that it entails?— LMAO, there’s a reason I mentioned in my first chapter's author's notes how things happen at breakneck speeds and to not ask for logistics. But that’s ok! Now that you brought it up, you are actually very correct. My dates and age ranges are both all over the place and incredibly hand waved to suit this fic’s present plot. As you can tell, this is my first fic and I’m a very amateur writer(forgive me). I’m so sorry for all the confusion!
Yes, Eren would be 12 when he inherited Grisha’s titan and everything in the series start with Bert kicking in Wall Maria’s gate. That would also mean the kids had to wait 3 years instead of the canon’s 2 years before joining the training corps at 15. Then the training corps would last the 3 years still and Eren graduates at 18. The curse of Ymir is still working like in canon with its 13 years lifespan.
hey, i have a couple questions i was wondering if you could answer.
will eren and reiner have more kids, will anyone of them get seriously hurt, and is it toxic?
Hello there! I think your questions are in regard to my current Reiner/Eren fic "i want more of the things that i'd die for" ? If so, thank you so much for asking and I'll be happy to answer them to the best of my abilities! I will add a "Read more" section to this answer in case anyone else doesn’t want to be spoiled on anything!
Feel free to reach out again if you have anymore questions!
Will Eren and Reiner have more kids?— They will, but at that point, the fic/story will be 99% complete.
Will any one of them get seriously hurt?— Whether it’s Eren and Reiner’s child or the warrior candidate kids, the answer is still no. No kids will get seriously hurt in this story — at least, not physically. As for emotional distress, (ie. Gabi’s canon character growth that will be more of a background event in this fic) they won’t get hurt in a way that they can’t heal through with their loved ones.
Is it toxic?— By "it" do you mean Eren and Reiner's relationship with each other? Their relationship individually/together with their kid(s)? Their character actions? The whole fic?
Either way, no — at least, I don't think so. I sadly don't have a beta reader for a second opinion on how things are coming across. Ultimately, our main and side relationships are not written with the intent to be toxic or to showcase toxicity. Only one pair will be implied to be toxic and that is Goddess Ymir and King Fritz's relationship that reflects canon.
To further elaborate on the last question, Eren and Reiner's situation and immediate environment are incredibly complicated scenarios to navigate through with reasonable past history and present worries that influences their actions in a way that I hope comes off as reasonable and flawed and not toxic. My main themes with this fic is healing and bonding for the most part. Unfortunately, this fic is still set in the Attack on Titan universe and all that entails (Season 4 Openings play distantly in the background).