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sw~ 189lbs cw~170lbs gw~ 150lbs

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i tried recovering but i am feeling out of control in other aspects so i will now be controlling my diet 😻

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body check

im starting to become more happt with my figure but i still need to lose 20 pounds

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day 20

i’ve never actually done any diets i just tend to eat under 700cals a day

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Day 19

omg like 2 months ago i think but that’s mainly because of quarantine

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IM 170lbs YAYYYYYYYY

somehow i’ve lost 19 pounds

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I LOST THREE POUNDSSS YAYYYYY

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my dad got new scales and now i’m scared to weigh myself 👁👄👁

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day 18

hmmm i’d say pizza and cake/brownies/cookies

[ohsolovelee]

me: *walks in kitchen for first time at 6pm*

my mom: “so are you going to eat or continue being anorexic”

me: 👁👄👁 HOW OBLIVIOUS

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Day 17

urmmm idk im not underweight so i feel like i don’t yet cos if i really had an ed i would be skinny by now.

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i hate how much i compare myself to people. like as soon as someone loses weight i immediately want to lose more. i hate how much my mind competes with others :(

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Day 16

i’ve litterally always been trying to lose weight. the last time i was happt with my body was probably when i was like 6.

[shadowgirlthe]

It starts when

they comment on babies

with their lips pursed,

"Oh, so chubby?"

and ends when a lost soul

starves, binges, purges and weeps

their way to death.

Don't ask how it started

when you planted the seed

at our soft feet when we were

just.

babies.

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Day 15

yes i am vegetarian and it made me lose 15lbs so we stan

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how do y’all get away with not eating i eat under 1200cals and my dad be like “anorexic😡”

[mortafairie]

🖤🖤🖤

[nothingtastebetterthan]

i don’t want to always be the friend that ruins photos.

I wont be. 

I cant be.