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[wholesome-animal-images]

[peaceoftina]

i’ve come a long way and i still have a ways to go 🙇🏽‍♀️

[aidashakur]

[thoughtkick]

“The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long.”

— Unknown

[dumblr]

pardon the mess, building a self.

[thoughtkick]

“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.”

— Unknown

[aidashakur]

[thepersonalquotes]

[victorious-virgo]

Maaaaan if this ain’t the mf'n TRUTH!!! 💯

[parably]

My darling girl,

I don’t know exactly how you’re doing this from the rainbow bridge, but it means everything to me.

Love always,

Mama

[likmfmanee]

on soouulllll

[aidashakur]

[thoughtkick]

“She doesn’t want to hear that she is flawless. She wants to hear that she is loved regardless of her flaws.”

— charmingwinds

[parably]

Breakdown time ayyyyooooo.

[parably]

For five years you slept in the same spot with me every night.

The amount of space around me feels so vast.

The lack of weight and feeling you breathe and so comfortably sleep between my legs feels so hollow.

I don’t know how to sleep without you my love…

It feels so empty like a massive sink hole where you should be right now and you’re not.

It all feels like I’m floating away because feeling you breathe provided so much security and comfort and you’re gone now… I can’t feel you breathing, and I don’t know how to soothe myself. As long as I had you, I knew somehow, some way, I would always be okay.

I would never have been “ready” for you to gain your angel wings, and I’m glad you’re no longer suffering.

But now I don’t know if everything is going to ever be okay.

[parably]

My darling girl,

I told you mommy will be okay.

And I will.

But I am looking at my dad’s kitchen,

Unable to recall where things are located.

As if it’s the first time I’ve ever been in it.

I set things down often already and have a hard time figuring out where I put them in general.

But spinning in circles and not being able to even retrace my steps per my usual tactic because I cannot recall where I was just moments ago. Not even minutes but moments.

I have been here once before, and knew the lapses in memory would start soon. They sure have.

I hear my voice and follow the conversation somehow but as soon as one conversation concludes it’s erased from my memory.

Here comes the shitshow.

Rest in peace Blossom. We will meet again some day.

[thoughtkick]

“Take chances, make mistakes. That’s how you grow. Pain nourishes you courage. You have to fail in order to practice being brave.”

— Mary Tyler Moore

[seaphine]