Why do you keep wanting to do this to me?
I have done everything wrong by continuing to cover for you.
You are manipulative but itโs crazy how you think it works for you
No one is looking for my spot
No one is checking for you
No one is to blame but you
I wish they could feel what I feel
I wish you could see the damage you are doing to me
Why the need to lie
Why the need to lie to me about them
Why the need to lie to me about it
8 years older and Iโm beginning to question it all
I could find someone younger.
Someone I can build with
Someone I can grow with
Someone I can weld myself into
I know itโs not the end for me
But an ending still
As I address your hurt and you ignore mine
I begin to arm myself. I begin to preserve myself
I am tired of mentally making excuses for you
I am tired of you not knowing the right thing to do
I am tired of you thinking youโre doing me a favor
I am tired of having to beg for attention
I am tired of you always thinking youโre right
I am tired of tilting my crown for you
I am tired of suppressing my cries for you
I am hurt
I am hurt
I am hurt
I must heal
I must heal
I must heal
I will prevail
I will prevail
I will prevail
