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STARTER / PLOTTING CALL !

You know the drill - mutuals can like this if you want me to write you a starter :) Most likely I’m gonna message you for some plotting first! (also I promise I haven’t forgotten the 2 starters I still owe from my previous one!)

#♫ ( 𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐈'𝐌 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐑𝐘 ) : starter call #ayy hope this will gimme some motivation :)#also you can lemme know if you'd rather chat on discord #then i'll message you my name there ^^#and if you want paris just tell me :)

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❝ dreams & death were old friends of his. He knew how to navigate their dark borderland. ❞

ind. priv. selective N.ico di Angelo from PJO/HOO/TOA, featured on meinliied

#( promo tag )#i'm over here tbh :)#and since i have pjo followers i thought i'd share ^^#YES i have a type and it's descendants of hades :'))

nestascassian

You have been pussy-whipped. I often have that effect on guys.

#♫ ( 𝐀 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ) : visage #♫ ( 𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐅 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 ) : helen #♫ ( 𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐃𝐘 / 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐖𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ) : dyn. lucas & helen / ᵗʰᵉᵍᵒᵈˢᵖᵃʷⁿ #URGH THE BBIES #that staring at each other is very them :'))

“Helen?” Lucas said gently, tugging down her menu. “You don’t have to hide anything from me. You know that, right?” “S-sure”, she stammered, shaking.

“I’m not afraid of anything inside of you”, he pressed. “Good. Bad. Creepy. I know darkness and I’d never judge you for having a few drops of your own.”

hi hello this is still one of my fave lucas quotes uwu

#♫ ( 𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐈'𝐌 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐑𝐘 ) : ooc #it's also the first moment when he just casually ackowledges his powers and the darkness #and that makes me emotional :))#also hi this is my sorry that i kinda disappeared post #i'll try to be back!! bc i miss my son #and apparently my tags are gone yayy

It has come to my attention that it's Battle of Manhattan time and now I'm thinking about 16 year old pjo!Lucas fighting in it & afterwards going to the underworld for the first time, embracing his heritage to save one of his half siblings/someone he loves :)))

#;; mobile #I'M SAD #I hate that there are so many parallels to his main verse #he fights in a war far too early and he goes to the underworld to save someone :)))#okay the last part was my decision for the verse bc i'm awful :')

As a child Lucas spent many hours in the kitchen with his mother Noel. He loved just watching her work, but also helping and contributing to whatever she made for the family. They were often joined by Cassandra too and it was a joyful time full of laughter and learning, apart from the necessary. In those moments he really understood the quiet strength Noel possessed. Yes, she’s the only mortal among Scions and needs protection and yet everyone listens to her and relies on her. In Starcrossed Lucas mentioned that you need to be fast to escape from the kitchen, otherwise you’ll be stuck on dish washing duty or something similar. I think he often doesn’t actually mind being the “victim”. As he grew older, the time with his mother diminished as he had so many other responsibilities to care about and sometimes he misses these simple days. So helping out with dirty dishes etc bring back a bit of this sensation and he cherishes that.

Once he is kind of immortal post-canon and his parents are both dead eventually, Lucas sometimes sits alone and plays the guitar and it reminds of his dad and the hours they spent playing and studying together. And he cooks Noel’s favourite meals and while doing this he remembers his mum and he can almost hear her voice giving instructions. This is when he feels closest to them.

#♫ ( 𝐀 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ) : headcanon #idk it's a hc kind of day *shrugs*#i thought about this and it makes me emotional :')))#also YES i love noel

Lucas’ fight against the darkness inside him & his shadowmaster abilities are a direct metaphor for his deteriorating mental health & the depression he’s sliding into. in this essay i will -

#♫ ( 𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐈'𝐌 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐑𝐘 ) : ooc #tw: mental illness #one day i'll write a full post About this but YEAH #idk if Josephine Angelini did it intentionally but this is my Interpretation #until dreamless lucas could Keep it in and bottle it up #but it was only a matter of time until he breaks under all the pressure #(that he mostly puts on himself tbh)#Castor certainly didn't help but still i wouldn't just blame him #am i overanalyzing thi? perhaps xD

very smoll LYRICS STARTER CALL??

simply bc my motivation isn’t enough for anything else rn:’)))

#this is still a thing ^^

@thegodspawn said: “I thought I was prepared, but this is much harder than I imagined.” / STARCROSSED SENTENCE STARTERS

He swallowed hard and tried his best to bring some distance between them. But they were still dangerously close, always on the thin line between the reality of who they were and a dark desire that shouldn’t exist. “I know.” Only a murmur, as Lucas barely trusted his own voice yet. “I- I should go ...” The words trailed off and guilt suddenly ate him up at the pained expression on Helen’s face. His father had been right. He needed to be stronger, for both of their sakes. Her mission was much more important than what was happening between them and he had to keep his distance to not make this whole situation even more torturous.

#thegodspawn #♫ ( 𝐀 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ) : answered #♫ ( 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 / 𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 ) : v: main #*sobs in the background*

short note: i haven’t made that official so far, but in my main verse (starcrossed canon basically & post-trilogy) Lucas is singleship with @thegodspawn‘s Helen. All my other current & future verses are still very much multiship tho :)

#♫ ( 𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐈'𝐌 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐑𝐘 ) : ooc #just thought i'd put that out here #there's only one endgame & they freakin deserve it after everything #but also: come and ship with me in my other verses tbh?? ^^

parisveined

So since most of you aren’t familiar with starcrossed just quickly let me get a bit deeper into one of Lucas’ powers (that might be relevant for threads) : He’s a falsefinder, which essentially means that he can detect wether a person is lying or not. For him it’s a certain, strange tone in the other one’s voice and a feeling like something is missing, like he lost something and the urge to find it is overwhelming. In the books Helen notices a brief change in the expression on his face then, as if the lie physically hurts him. The only way to deceive him, is when someone doesn’t know the truth and whatever they tell Lucas is what they believe. So you could fed a person a lie (given that they’re unaware of that) and if they tell him, Lucas couldn’t notice.

#just rebangling :)

aelsell:

“That’s a strange thing to say”, she replied. Tilda had spend centuries walking this earth, she would not have survived, would not have escaped the timeless knights for long enough, if she allowed anyone to see through her disguise. Let him think what he believed to be true, she was far from agreeing to any such things, may they be facts or not. “I am a woman, which makes me superior, one could argue” A wicked smile appeared on her lips. He was young, healthy, not a good soul to reap. At least not now while she was still exhausted from her trip here. Tilda reached into the mist, small unseen fingertips sweeping over his features, like the cool touch of morning dew. He was far from being human, too. But she could not sense what he was either. “Why do you care?”, she gave him another question instead of an answer.

He waited for the pain, for the usual feeling of losing something that’s right on the tip of his tongue. But she didn’t lie, at least that much was certain. It seemed like she was indeed a woman and nothing else. Her remark made him snort in an approving way. After all Lucas had watched his mother all his life and marvelled at her quiet strength. Yet a moment later he caught himself and his features became untransparent once again. The mere fact that she wasn’t a monster didn’t make her appearance here less strange after all. He could feel the sensation of a touch and perhaps he would’ve shivered but suddenly the shadows started seeping out of his hands and distracted him. Shit. They still came instinctively and he could barely control them. “Because you aren’t even supposed to step on this ground. It’s protected.” Better to concentrate on the conversation, perhaps that could make it stop.

#aelsell #♫ ( 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 ) : v: pjo au #sometimes i almost forget that lucas is a falsefinder and that this is something i need to consider in threads xD

ginervaweasley

Samuel. Everything alright? Yes. How are you? Good.

#♫ ( 𝐀 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ) : visage #♫ ( 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 ) : dyn. lucas & hector #i mean the second gif is basically the scene in dreamless when they reunite *sobs*#but also:#( lucas & jason tag )#( lucas & orion tag )#I HAVE EMOTIONS

@nirgama said: "---i'm gonna fight gretchen clifford," udyati mumbles quietly, more so to herself than to lucas. "i could do it. i've been trained." there is a look of steely determination in her eyes as she cracks her knuckles. / UNPROMPTED ❤

His gaze follows Udyati’s and instantly Lucas’s features harden into an expression quite similar to hers. Perhaps he hasn’t been at this school for a very long time, but by now Lucas heared enough about the people here, Gretchen and Zach in particular. While somehow Zach makes him more uneasy, he still knows that the girl has been giving Helen hell for a long time and it’s enough to fill him with anger. His friend’s next words take him by surprise and Lucas almost wants to ask her about the training she had, but then decides to hold off on that. “What happened?”, he growls quietly.

#nirgama #♫ ( 𝐀 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ) : answered #♫ ( 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 / 𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 ) : v: main #lucas is ready to fight tbh

@thegodspawn said: “There’s nothing wrong with what you can do. There’s nothing wrong with you.” / STARCROSSED SENTENCE STARTERS

“How can you be so sure? Hell, I’m not sure.” And perhaps that was the most terrifying part. Everything still felt so new, so out of his control and therefore presented a possible danger, as long as he couldn’t master these abilites. At his point he had already injured his mother and the images would hunt Lucas forever. Enduring that again wasn’t an option. Nobody else would suffer because of him, not if he could help it. “I just ... don’t want anyone else to get hurt. Right now I’m ... a threat.” That’s why he needed to stay away from those he loved, why didn’t they understand that?

#thegodspawn #♫ ( 𝐀 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ) : answered #bc i have feels about this xD #love how this can get my melting brain to concentrate enough xD

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I was never one for pretenders, Everything I tried to be, Just wouldn’t settle in

#( music tag)#I'M SUFFERING

hi I just realized how acurate monster by i.magine dragons is for lucas, especially in Dreamless and now I’m sad :))))

#♫ ( 𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐈'𝐌 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐑𝐘 ) : ooc #BYYEEE #and if i seem dangerous would you be scared? ;'))))#pls rip my heart out now #also sorry my brain feels just ... fried today so this is all you'll get :'))

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