Princess

All I ever wanted was the world.

[kaliforniaface]

[parlousprincess]

Follow me on twitter @scarlettxwebb

[screaming--stars]

[phoenixryder21]

I can never find the right words to tell people what I’m thinking. Telling them I’m tired doesn’t work, but I can’t seem to vocalize that I’m mentally exhausted and sick of existing. Telling them I’m sad doesn’t work either, but I can’t explain that I’m struggling not to kill myself and that the joy in everything in my life is gone and when I wake up to the sun in my eyes, I have to struggle to get myself out of bed because most of me didn’t even want to wake up at all. I can’t tell them I’m numb because what I’m feeling is so much more complex than numb and I don’t have the vocabulary to tell them that I feel like I’m drowning and it terrifies me that I feel nothing as it’s happening, and that my insides want to scream but I can’t even find it in me to shed a tear anymore, that every single aspect of my life feels like it’s shaded in grey because someone sucked out all the colors but I can hardly even remember what colors are because I can no longer remember a time I didn’t feel like this. No, I don’t know how to say that. So I just whisper “I’m fine.”

[stay-close]

There is a terrible emptiness in me, an indifference that hurts.

— Albert Camus, The First Man

[gothigh2fly]

They say "time heals", but even now ... I know that's a lie. What people really mean is that eventually you'll get used to the pain. You'll forget who you were without it; you'll forget what you looked like without your scars.

— Claudia Gray, A Thousand Pieces of You

[depression-and-literature-deact]

Someone help me find the exit, it’s too dark in here

[lowfiver-deactivated20170326]

i’ll be like 40 w/no kids and people will say “aw i’m so sorry for you” and i’ll be like how was the fucking wiggles reunion tour asshole i went to italy last week for fun and didn’t have to hire a sitter

[tuggywuggy-deactivated20151025]

This is a very sad mentality. To think oneself more important than that of progeny is the sign of a failed human life.

[lowfiver-deactivated20170326]

so the wiggles concert wasn’t as good as you thought it would be huh

[teenscoolest]

[parlousprincess]

Message me for access to my snapchat.

[parlousprincess]

🤪 https://www.paypal.me/Haley666

[parlousprincess]

[parlousprincess]

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[rox-and-prose]

Sometimes having mental illness is like living paycheck to paycheck but with your brain

[crystalssnacks-blog]

[cat-memes-only]

[lubricates]

Friend: OMG i have the perfect guy for you, i should set you up on a blind date!

Me: