--major wip;;

multimuse indie. private selective. 18+ by eira

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ᴀ ᴡɪʟᴅ ᴇɪʀᴀ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ !!

i did quite a bit! it’s not much, i know but still i will properly edit this post for a proper pinned post, but for now, this is just gonna have to do

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this is an indie. multi-muse, private, selective, low activity account for 18+ here for fun interactions of all sorts while i’m able to get around to it. be sure to take a look at my guidelines (they’re pretty straightforward and common) and the list of muses that are available. the list is small, but that’s only because i’m taking small steps and don’t want to take a bigger bite than i can swallow. any questions, comments, or concerns - feel free to contact me on here or discord, i am always available there! rules. | muses. | discord.- eira#0571

- - - - - current strong muses     

     - nova (pokemon oc)      - ryou      - atem

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--ooc; yo. um... yeah hi. i came crawling back and hooooo boy did a lot happen between the last time i was here to now. um...things are going to change around here. again. but i have new muses that i want to throw out, and sad to say, as much as i adore my ygo muses, i have pokemon muses that are a lot stronger right now (but that won’t mean i won’t interact with ygo muses!).

so until then, expect some changes in the next few days

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cont. » Atem      ;; Anuket // @queenvowed​

     His mother’s words comforted him, at least a little, as they should. However, they only eased his worry so much. Since he was declared crowned prince, he felt there was more work given to him, as if he was the Pharaoh. Already his heart felt heavy with all the burdens of work, finding less time to simply relax and play as he did as a child.       Gentle crimson eyes looked up at his mother, grateful to be given such wisdom and comfort. He doesn’t say it often, but he has always appreciated everything she has done for him. Putting on a small smile, he wrapped his arms around his mother’s waist, resting his head upon her chest (even at this age, he wasn’t quite that tall) and listened to her heart beat for a moment. Just being in her presence was enough to calm him down, and it was moments like these he wouldn’t trade for the world.       “Thank you, mother.” He spoke gently and calmly before slowly pulling away from the hug. “I know I can always count on you to help me back on my feet if I need it, and I hope that I, too, can help you in return. I want to make you and father proud and become a good ruler like you two.”

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" i could keep you safe. " » Ryou         ;; bakura // @duel-ukiyo

     Silence hung in the air as Ryou stood there, his bangs casting a shadow over his eyes while he made no motion to move. Those words echoed within his mind, louder than anything else that he could be thinking. There was a brief moment when he felt the need to ignore the words and lock himself away for a while, but knew that couldn’t be helped.       He couldn’t simply run away from the spirit of the ring. He’s tried - multiple times. Their many reunions almost made him start believing it was fate. This was meant to be his life.            The host of the Sennen Ring. 

     True their relationship wasn’t the greatest and Ryou had wished at times that this fate would have been someone else’s; however... His gaze finally lifted up and to the golden item that sat on the coffee table. Despite all that has happened, Ryou couldn’t easily give up the Ring and the spirit inside. It was all he really grew up with, talked with, and even felt comfort from. Since the loss of the majority of his family (mentally and/or physically), he had always kept the Ring, his treasure, close to him. And when he learned of a spirit inside...      “I know.” The words came out quietly. In the meantime, he slowly reached out and rested his fingers upon the golden pendent. “You have before, right?” He forced a small smile to form on his lips, trying to convince himself that the spirit wasn’t all bad. After all, the spirit had been with him for so long with little promises like this one; what would it hurt if he trusted him on this one as well?

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qᴜᴏᴛᴇs ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴘɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇsᴛ » Atem

" it’s all in your head. "          ;; set // @khxpresh​

     That wasn’t what he wanted to hear. Letting out a sigh, the monarch could only slump back ever so slightly that it was visible to anyone right beside him. Crimson eyes gazed forward as he tried to think of a counter response. He was sure that one of his closest priests would have given him proper advice about the visions he kept seeing at night - or at the very least, showed some concern.       ‘ “It’s all in your head.” ‘ The words kept repeating in his mind as he kept envisioning what he saw in his visions. It was his kingdom. A kingdom filled with his people that he sworn to protect. And yet, with what he had seen, there were flames and darkness consuming every corner of the land. Bodies of men, women and even children were everywhere, lifeless. The sand and ground soaked and stained with blood. All he could ever do within these vision was be forced to watch, unable to yell or scream at the horror that befell before him, let alone be able to move to try to help.       Atem closed his eyes, attempting to force those thoughts out of his mind, having enough from the nightmares he has to watch almost every night. He was sure that this could be a sign - a warning - and he wanted to do everything he could to prevent such a fate. However, whenever he brought it up, he could only feel that these visions of his were only nothing and, as stated by the priest, was all in his head.       “It just worries me...” He managed to say, though his words were hushed as he hated thinking about losing a debate that concerned his kingdom; however, with debates like this, he knew there was no reason to continue it if he saw no way of winning. Taking a deep breath, the monarch sat up straight once more into a prideful stance.      “But you’re probably right. This is probably nerves and I’m worrying over nothing. After all... “ He forced a smile on his face. “With the protection of the Gods and the Sennen Items, there shouldn’t be much to worry about.”

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qᴜᴏᴛᴇs ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴘɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇsᴛ » Atem

" i wasn’t born to be soft and quiet. "           ;; thief king // @duel-ukiyo​ 

     Due to their past, Atem naturally grew on guard and alert whenever the ‘king of thieves’ appears before him. Hands clenched up at his sides for a moment before he straightened up before the other. It became nature to be the protector of a threat, even if said threat wasn’t quite imminent. Still, it couldn’t help to be prepared than be foolish to let his guard down.

     “Funny...” His lips slowly started to form a grin, not once letting his gaze stray away from the thief. “Isn’t that the very definition of a ‘thief’?” Though feeling clever with his sly response, he knew that he had to be cautious with his words. “I would think you, as the ‘king of thieves’ would be all for being soft and quiet. I must say, however...” He crossed his arms, the grin never once faltering from his face.      “At least we know when you’re arriving to avoid any unnecessary surprises.”

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aftresources​:

𝐪𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭  \  sentence starter pack,  i.  feel free to change wording  \  pronouns as you see fit. 

i see beautiful things around you. 

the blood is flowing. 

what have i become? 

i fucked up. 

it’s all in your head. 

i’m just a walking failure. 

i hope you’ll suffer. 

i used to be nice. 

some times i think, some times i don’t. 

my mind is a mess. 

don’t let me be gone. 

power is power. 

i wasn’t born to be soft and quiet. 

i was born to make the world shatter and shake at my finger tips. 

you are the blood under my nails. 

the fire i began is eating me alive. 

i could keep you safe. 

they’re all afraid of me. 

turn that pain into power. 

all that’s left is a ghost of you. 

so much pain for someone so young. 

i had a son. 

i want to hurt them as much as they hurt me. 

here comes trouble. 

felling sad? join a cult. 

don’t bleed on my floor.

fight it, or accept it. 

fear it, or control it. 

hungry dogs are never loyal. 

i am everything you can’t control. 

the chains are broken, but are you truly free? 

i may be heartless, but you’re naive. 

who the fuck do you think you are? 

i am not who i was. 

they’re dead because of you. 

i am the monster you created.

still, i don’t feel in control some times. 

tell me what it’s like to burn. 

something isn’t right with me. 

you save everyone, but who saves you? 

we’ll never be those kids again. 

and here you are, living, despite it all. 

i’d rather be spitting blood. 

you don’t have to listen. 

you were dead, yet here you are. 

i love you just a little too much. 

they wanna see you do good. 

the devil ain’t got not sympathy for me. 

i am mine. before i am anyone else’s. 

i wanted to be the knife. 

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ᴀ ᴡɪʟᴅ ᴇɪʀᴀ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ !!

my mood to write certain muses are all over the place and i also keep forgetting about some muses from some webtoons and such that i’ve been reading heyo everyone, just writing out bios for all my muses before working out verses and such. if you want to interact with any available character, just feel free to send me anything - starters, memes, anything. my responses might be slow because i’m working on these bios and trying to make myself from being lightheaded ahaha

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ᴀ ᴡɪʟᴅ ᴇɪʀᴀ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ !!

um... hey there. long time no see. i feel bad that every time i come on here, i say that i’ll do my best to be more active. but um... yeah, i’m not going to say that (as much as i really want to). i’m more active on discord for roleplays than i would be here, especially since a good chunk of my week is pretty much work (ah, the essential worker life at a retail job) and every other week is pretty much time spent with the significant other. so uh...  i’m here to work on my blog. relearn everything about tumblr (though i see so much has changed, so now i feel like a newbie again). my muses are going to be very sporadic, and sometimes nonexistent. i do have some oc’s that i am going to try to introduce (some dnd and ffxiv).  in the meantime, i hope all is well. i hope i can get back into writing as i use to before, and again, i’m really sorry for being so scarce for so long.

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kaibacxrps​:

The priest fell silent as the pharaoh took his time to answer to his words, he had in his hands a papyrus scroll, which was being read by him for Atem.

“It may not fix the situation, but it might be enough to buy you some time… I tend to do something similar, when I’m taming a wild dog, your highness.”

Set’s voice trailed off as he cleared his throat, so he could resume reading the report for his king. His hands carefully handled the scroll, and gingerly closed it when he finished reading the last sentence.

     Allowing the priest to finish his readings, he instead thought on his words unsatisfied with the response. Something about how he said it felt wrong, and though he may be right, it wasn’t something Atem liked.       “So we’re treating them like wild animals..” The words were muttered, but only loud enough for his priest to hear. He wanted it to be clear that he was uncomfortable with the idea, even if it might be possibly the right one. “They’ll only be loyal if they get what they want...” A sigh of defeat left his lips, leaning back against his throne while closing his eyes. “That path will always lead to disaster and I despise that for my people. For my kingdom.”      Opening his eyes again, he glossed over the throne room, watching his priests and their servants, the latter having his attention more. “And that makes me wonder... aren’t we also in the wrong? To treat them as such for their loyalty so we could use them for our purposes?” That thought hadn’t meant to leave his lips, but he had been so lost within his thinking, he talked without realizing it. 

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redeyeschaosdragon​:

Jou snickered. “Yeah he’s- well himself. That part hasn’t changed. He finally accepted you weren’t coming back.” He hummed. “Though i’m sure he’s distracted himself with paperwork.” He admitted. 

He turned away and motioned him into the shop, though before he could Atem’s question hit his ears and he paused. “Nothing happened Atem.. What I meant by that was, you don’t know how you got back.” Thinking back, he tilted his head this way and that. “There’s nothing particularly…. Interesting going on between the friend group. As far as I’m aware everything’s fine…..” 

“Just relax. Everything’s alright. Come sit with me while I work on this.” he offered, once again tilting his head in an offer and taking his hands out of his pockets. He couldn’t help but think that it was odd to hear Atem again, though it was very welcome right now. “I could use the company.” He grinned, well if he could avoid actually telling him for awhile, that would be fine. He did have work to do.

“The most interesting thing that happened after you left was…. Again Tea going to America.” he commented, feeling around for his tools- he’d dropped them quickly upon hearing Atem’s footsteps.. So they had to be around here somewhere… “So things have been really quiet around here.” 

“Glad to have you back buddy. Or is this like…. A vacation from…?” He trailed off, not quite willing to say it himself. “Or…?”

     Was he just worrying too much that little things concern him which confuse him with simple curiosity? Forcing himself to relax his shoulders, he nodded his head, accepting the offer to enter the shop. There was no point in refusing as he was sure he would be convinced to stay anyways.      “Ah... Well, I am glad that everything is going well. And maybe it’s not a bad thing that things are not full of too many exciting things?” He hoped. Their time together were filled with many types of adventures, many of them he wished they didn’t have to live through just because of him. Oh if they could hear his thoughts right now, they would be scolding him for thinking such things - he ran his fingers through his hair as such an image appeared within his mind.      “Honestly, I’m not too sure what the gods have in their plans for my return.” That conversation felt a bit too comfortable for him to have, but perhaps it was because it had been what he was thinking for a while now and to finally voice them out loud without anyone thinking him strange was nice. “I didn’t think that I would be given this chance to come back, especially after I was given the option to pass through the gate.” Lowering his gaze, he leaned back against a wall nearby, crossing his arms and letting his fingers thrum against his upper arms in thought.       “So what about you? You’ve told me about the others, but not much about yourself on how you’ve been and what you have been up to?” A change in topic for the time being to let his thoughts settle - nothing wrong with a little distraction. “What are you working on right now?”

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qᴜᴏᴛᴇs ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴘɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇsᴛ » Atem

" you save everyone, but who saves you? "            ;; mana // @mahoushojoumonster​

     Things have been stressful as of late. Wars to avoid, crimes needing justice, and his people needing protection. Everything that a Pharaoh was trained to do and more. He could not allow to bring his people down as they worshipped him and saw him as a god.      “It is my duty to save everyone.” He simply stated, keeping his gaze forward as looking over at her would surely break his composure. Of course he trusted her and listened to her advice when it was needed; but right now, he needed to show her and the world that he was up to the task. “A Pharaoh makes sacrifices for their people, even if that means death. I must have faith in my gods, just as my people have their faith within me. “Otherwise...”

     “What is the purpose of having a Pharaoh?” He let out a sigh, relaxing his shoulders that had tensed up. It was moments like these that he was grateful for having dear friends at his side during this time, allowing him to be himself to a point. Opening his eyes, he finally turned to face her with a small smile. “I grew up knowing that I would be carrying the burdens of my people, accepting it even as I wish to ensure the safety and the happiness for them. And I’m happy to sacrifice my own safety and happiness if that means for them to have it.”

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ᴍᴜɴ's ᴀsᴋ﹕ʀᴘ ᴇᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴ » mun

Is there someone you admire on here?           ;; @redeyeschaosdragon​

i use to have a lot of people on here that i admired. i’m honestly not sure if they’re around anymore since a lot of people have come and gone. i haven’t really kept track on who is truly around anymore. but i think honestly, nowadays, i admire quite a lot of people who keep going, not because they don’t want to make their roleplay partners sad, but because they want to continue writing and do what they love. i think that’s the point where i am now after roleplaying for so long: you just tend to see everyone on equal grounds. we’re all here to have fun and explore each other’s writing as well as their portrayals. i love that so much. admittedly, i use to not care for duplicates because one, back in the myspace days, maybe people would have their ‘groups’ with a single character each (one ryou, one kaiba, one bakura, etc.), and two, i was so afraid that i would constantly compare myself to that person’s portrayal which might cause me to shut down and be harsh to that writer. looking at that now, it wasn’t fair. now, i’m not saying that everyone shouldn’t act like this. you should do what makes you feel comfortable and what will work for you. i’m just saying that how i did it was wrong considering how much i did want to interact with others.  all in all, i admire a lot of people here.

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redeyeschaosdragon​:

Slight worry went though Jounouchi as well when Atem stayed quiet. Which prompted him to ask, “Are you actually here…. Or…..?” He… Still wasn’t quite too sure. He’d had voices of people call out to him before while he was working in the garage. Jumped through portals to other realities….. And yet…. None of it felt real.

Though he kept his hands firmly in his pockets the silence scared him. He had to know he wasn’t just going crazy. Though he stayed silent after that particular question, he both did and didn’t want to hear the answer.

When Atem spoke up again, he nodded slightly. “I think he still works at the game shop.” He admitted, it’d been awhile since he’d seen Yugi either. “I think Tea went off to America?” He tilted his head slightly. “Yeah she went to the dance school she’d always wanted to. Though I’m not sure what Tristan’s doing.” He admitted. 

“Duke… I think started working for… His father at the mall, food court things. But I haven’t heard from him for a long while. … And Seto’s still Seto.” He let out a humorless chuckle. 

     Too lost within his own thoughts, he listened to Jounouchi’s words. He was happy to hear how everyone seem to be doing alright - being able to live their lives as they wanted to finally. No more magic, no more danger and having to save the world yet again. Their lives were finally spared by the troubles the Pharaoh seem to have brought onto them.       “Heh... I’m glad that everyone is doing well for a change. Even Kaiba.” A light chuckle, matching Jou’s, left past his lips. “I’m sure if he caught wind of me being back, he would yet again challenge me to another duel.” Ah, the memories. If he had to be honestly, though, he was surprised that Kaiba had not sought him out by now as he was sure even a stranger spotting Atem would be enough to catch his attention. Thinking about that, he’s quite glad that it was Jou who had found him first. 

     Atem suddenly froze, realizing a question that he had asked earlier. Moving his gaze upon Jou, he couldn’t help but notice that his eyes looked... off. Why was he asking if Atem was still there? Just because he didn’t respond right away, he should have been able to still see him, right? Unless...      “Jou... You asked me earlier if I had heard what happened... Please...” He wanted to know and he wasn’t going to just simply ask. “Please tell me.”

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redeyeschaosdragon​:

The silence that washed over them after Jou spoke aloud rang in his ears. He couldn’t see Atem, but he could tell it wasn’t Yugi by the way he held himself. The way that he walked sounded so familiar yet……. Fleeting…. in a way. 

But the silence, it was thick so much so that if Jou pulled out a pocket knife he could have sliced through it like butter. But he didn’t, not wanting to scare Atem with… A sudden weapon. 

His attention refocused when Atem started speaking. He waited until the former Pharaoh was done speaking to even begin where to start. …. He was dead up until today, walking past the auto shop- he would know he slammed his head into the roof of the… “Its good to hear your voice again.” He sighed and reached out to touch him, to make sure he wasn’t just hearing things. “….. So you have no idea what happened?” the blond asked, retracting his hand when he realized how awkward he looked. 

Don’t reach out to- he shoved his hands into his pockets. He hoped he didn’t look insane, talking to the air if this was a hallucination. … But he heard footsteps. “So……. You know Yugi would’ve been ecstatic to see you… Right?” While he himself was torn between smacking Atem for leaving in the first place, and hugging him for coming back… and then smacking him for not showing up earlier. 

     Watching him reach out for a moment before suddenly retracting his hand was a small detail that didn’t go unnoticed, and the question that went along with it made it that much harder for him to simply ignore. Worry started to flood his mind suddenly. Had they gone through trouble? Was it because of him somehow? Was it because he couldn’t be there to help?      Before he could even start asking, he bit his inner cheek and lowered his gaze as Yugi was brought up. His partner didn’t know he had returned, and for a while, he had cursed himself for not informing him. Now that at least one of his old friends found him, he was sure the rest will know, and the many questions and scolding he might get... all because he had thought it would have been better to keep his distance.      “Has he been well?” Of course he would be happy to see him again, but if he had been doing well off without him, especially after Yugi had proved that he could during their final duel. “Have you all been well...?” He was just as curious about the others as much as he was of Yugi - they all have been through so much because of him.

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ᴍᴜɴ's ᴀsᴋ﹕ʀᴘ ᴇᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴ » mun

1, 2, 3 & 4           ;; @cxb3r & @kaibacxrps

What was your first impression of the roleplay community on Tumblr? And what’s your impression of it now?

oh man, it’s been years in between with how the community is now compared to how it was back then, at least on tumblr. i have been on tumblr since 2011-ish and i think i got into the roleplay community a year or two after that? mostly by pokemon ask blogs (i had made a flaaffy one then while a couple of my friends made a wooper one). i can’t really say it was really roleplaying at that point since it was mostly just making art for the asks instead of more writing, but eh. i think overall, when i first saw roleplaying on tumblr, it was still new then in general for the site. everyone still had the default look on their blogs (no fancy coding, no icons, no fancy fonts). so simple back then. now? well, we have definitely grown as a general community (at least before tumblr took a dive). it actually amazes me how not only did we grow strong bonds, but toxic ones, too. i use to roleplay on myspace and i don’t recall too much on how toxic roleplay communities were (though i was naive altogether and had gone through a very rough spot personally). but the call-out culture? trying to be better than the next roleplayer and judging how someone else writes a character? honestly, i’m ashamed of the general community (not saying everyone does this, but i have seen it too much here than back in the day). despite the flaws, though (and i’m not counting the flaws of the site), it is still pretty good and i am actually happy to be a part of it.

Tell us about the first fandom you roleplayed in. Are you still part of it or have you moved onto others?

as mentioned before, i first started roleplaying on myspace (god, i was about 12-13 years old at the time), so of course, i’m not going to be a part of that community anymore. the only one that i still keep in touch every now and then is @millenniumpharaoh. we have been through so much, either together or individually, that honestly, i’m glad to have this lovely writer a part of my life.  but the yugioh fandom on myspace was... interesting. (of course the whole rp community was interesting). 

Who was your first muse?

ryou bakura. :D he has developed so much as a muse that i’m really proud of how he turned out. my next few muses that i also started off with was atem and yami bakura (both which took me a very long time to gain muse back when i came here to tumblr). 

How many roleplay blogs do you have?

oh god... active ones? cause it’s just the one, now. including inactive ones? way too many and i am sure a lot of them got deleted by the site (cause that’s just how tumblr is). 

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themusewhomuses​:

Mun’s Asks: RP Edition

What was your first impression of the roleplay community on Tumblr? And what’s your impression of it now?

Tell us about the first fandom you roleplayed in. Are you still part of it or have you moved onto others?

Who was your first muse? 

How many roleplay blogs do you have?

What’s your oldest roleplay blog?

What are your thoughts on the current roleplay trends on here right now?

What is the one trend you miss the most that’s no longer popular or seen as much as it was before?

Are there other websites you roleplay on that’s not on Tumblr?

How long have you been roleplaying?

Are there any fandom(s) you avoid roleplaying in?

What made you start wanting to roleplay?

Are there any characters you’re interested in wanting to roleplay as? 

Are you interested in creating an oc and roleplaying as them?

What are your thoughts on duplicates?

What’s your impression on blogs who are selective/private?

What do you expect from others when they want to roleplay?

What are your thoughts on people who goes all out on the aesthetic for their blogs? Do you think they’re have the right to express their creativity however they want?

What’s the one thing you want to try the most on your blog?

Give us a headcanon about your muse that you never shared to anyone else or wanting to explore deeper.

Is there someone you admire on here?

What is it you prefer: angst, fluff, or smut? Why?

If you could recommend at least five blogs to your followers, who would they be?

What’s the one thing you dislike about the roleplaying community on Tumblr?

Where do you draw your inspiration from?

Do you still keep in touch with your old roleplay partners?

Is there anything you can change about your skills as a roleplayer?

What songs do you listen to when wanting to get into the mood of roleplaying?

Ever had a falling out with a partner?

Which fandom(s) do you wanna roleplay in/crossover with but you’re too afraid to approach?

Other than roleplaying, what’s your favorite hobby?