I 💚 Body Horror

“Hello world!” // Call me Moth or Annie // g/t enjoyer // fandom horder // I like when characters go through the worst time imaginable, it’s okay because they get a lolipop after// I draw and write sometimes, new to posting on tumblr, definitely wont be frequent // my art style might change very violently, im very sorry about that 🫩 // still new to tumblr, i beg of you to forgive my incompetence

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Hi hi! Hello! I am Annie.

I like to draw, and may post writing some time around or whatnot. i hope you like my art! also please talk to me BE NOT AFRAID bro, tumblr users are allergic to commenting for a reason i cant really figure out yet, so you can communicate through inbox and/or tags (this is me begging i get very happy to see notifications i promise)

general things that warrent a dni… dont be a bad person… maga, terfs, any of the ‘philes’ that are bad (pedo and zoo and necro whatever the fuck), anti-furry, therian haters, racist and rape apologists, “pro-life”, trump supporters, homophobes and transphobes, if you use ai or condone ai of any damn kind get the fuck away from me, and yeah thats it just be a good person lol

They/Them pronouns are fine, im bi, and i have unmediated ADHD that dictates every goddamn aspect of my life

be cringe do gay or dont its fine

Interests—

MANNNNNN WHERE DO I BEGINNNNNNN. AHAHAHHAHHA

tropes i like.

-i really like g/t. all of it. I love merfolk, sizeshifters, and giants, and tinies, but mainly giants. ESPECIALLY of the angsty variety. I’m good with hurt/comfort. not so much for pure fluff though! for the vore aspect of g/t, I don’t find comfort in it, not do I care for it as a kink (at all). But it being a catalyst for fearplay angst though…

is the bold working to attract attention to the things i favor?

-I love monsters. creatures, werewolves, aliens, monsters disguised as humans (doppelgängers basically), body horror, fear play (not the kink kind, the angst kind), robots, horror regarding identity and the loss of it, speculative biology, transformation/metamorphosis horror, and how this works with the concept of love (no bold this time around, because i adore all these things equally and violently).

-These things have stemmed from childhood special interest of mine since i was little that ive never gotten over, and they have since branched out into a bunch of different tropes. I could gush for hours. I want to gush for hours.

-These interests mainly applies to angst or hurt/comfort, but i definitely don’t mind fluff. I like pretty things! I like cute things! But! My philosophy goes as follows: “they can’t be happy if they haven’t suffered first”. and if you like any of these things, TELL ME. TALK TO ME. BE WEIRD ABOUT IT. OC STUFF WITH THESE TROPES. TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT THESE THINGS. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE.

-I dont mind people being sexually-attracted to what i listed or whatnot, but I have my limits, If you care about these things for the sole purpose of fetish, then please dni! (sorry if it sounds pretentious, I just really care about these things!)

Music—

I like alot. I’ll listen to almost Everything! But here are some artists! (in no particular order)

Pleasentries, Atsuover, Nastyona, Kikuo, CupcakKe, JTMusic, The Stupendium, And One, SR3L, nelward, River Boy, Jackson 5, Johnny Ghosst, Fazobeats, TV Girl, Stolen Babies, vivivivivi, Mother Mother, Lemon Demon, Glass Animals, Emezie, Pent Up Pup, Ken Ashcorp, Tom Cardy, System of a Down, Richard Cheese, Oliver Vegas, BR1NG BRAIN SOUND INDUSTRIES, Olivier Vegas, Girls Rutials, Jack Stauber, Ham Sandwich, Sodikken, Rio Romeo, Cosmo Sheldrake, and Hydraa.

I can’t possibly make that easy to read, and putting them in bullet points will make this post already way too long.

Fandoms—

The main ones are as follows (in no order at all)

-The Mandela Catalogue

-Hlvrai or Hl2vrai (its wonderful that i can say that with a ‘2’ now)

-The Quarry

-Eddsworld

-Team Fortress 2

-Animorphs (I’m on book 15)

-Cult of the Lamb

-Little Nightmares 1&2

-Splatoon (I’ve only played 3)

-The Stanley Parable

-Pluribus

-Slay the Princess

-Militsioner

-No, im not a human

-Still Wakes the Deep

-Rainworld

-Legend of Zelda

-Aphmau (older content)

-Doki Doki Literature Club

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oh shit oh fuck

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art dump

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Some doodles that i did for mermay, today, in the same hour, because i FORGOT THAT IT WAS MAY. I think tomorrow is when i’ll follow a promp list and make actual good art so thats nice!

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Militsioner fans. if everything was set in the ocean, would the law be a kraken, an oarfish, or a shark of some kind. I have questions and i want answers

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Been busy with college (finals week) but I want this blog to have a pulse.

Me and my friend Stone had two ideas for Mer-Militsioner based on our own versions of him, a Kraken and a subspecies of the Leviathan.

No designs yet, just the general idea.

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That’s really awesome to hear! I’ve had an idea for a Merfolk-au for a good while now, and was planning on writing something to post on ao3 for it for a bit, I just haven’t got story beats down and such.

Ideas of what the Militsioner would be were circling around my head, and I believe all three of them fit! But for story and symbolism sake, I probably would’ve went the Kraken route. It just makes a lot of sense to me. He would have several tentacles, granting him more reach to catch any mis-behaving mer (you) on the run, and I know that would be VERY fun to write.

If I made him a megalodon, what is it… something about loan sharks or whatever… I know he isn’t a loan shark, but whats one more thing away from canon?

And for an oarfish? I mean COME ON! To me, it’s the one fish that looks like what he’d look like if he were a fish! It’d look too cool!

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OH SHIT ITS MERMAY

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Militsioner fans. if everything was set in the ocean, would the law be a kraken, an oarfish, or a shark of some kind. I have questions and i want answers

[thinking-outside-the-giftbox18]

Been busy with college (finals week) but I want this blog to have a pulse.

Me and my friend Stone had two ideas for Mer-Militsioner based on our own versions of him, a Kraken and a subspecies of the Leviathan.

No designs yet, just the general idea.

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That’s really awesome to hear! I’ve had an idea for a Merfolk-au for a good while now, and was planning on writing something to post on ao3 for it for a bit, I just haven’t got story beats down and such.

Ideas of what the Militsioner would be were circling around my head, and I believe all three of them fit! But for story and symbolism sake, I probably would’ve went the Kraken route. It just makes a lot of sense to me. He would have several tentacles, granting him more reach to catch any mis-behaving mer (you) on the run, and I know that would be VERY fun to write.

If I made him a megalodon, what is it… something about loan sharks or whatever… I know he isn’t a loan shark, but whats one more thing away from canon?

And for an oarfish? I mean COME ON! To me, it’s the one fish that looks like what he’d look like if he were a fish! It’d look too cool!

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Militsioner fans. if everything was set in the ocean, would the law be a kraken, an oarfish, or a shark of some kind. I have questions and i want answers

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this was made for timtom so im not expecting muchhhh

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does tumblr fuck with concept art or nah

These characters do already exist within my sketchbooks and procreate folders, but I wanted to focus on clothes instead (which im abysmal at). Idk how to get people to care about my art quite yet but im having fun anyway :D

if you’d like, you can ask questions about literally anything (i wrote down a list of stuff i like on my pinned intro post), or just tell me how your days been! i dont bite, im more scared people will bite me!

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someone take the pen away from me

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chrispirinha (gif ver under the cut)

+ gordon and stain too cuz why not

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fun fact! if you ever wanna draw some scoutcest and need some poses? go on pinterest, and look up lesbians. or lesbian poses. it works like a damn charm. if anyone else tries it, please show me, it’d be really funny

this is a magma i did with some friends a bit of months ago, id show the artwork of others (the sketch in red isnt mine) but they gotta find my tumblr first. is when i was sad and penless at the time, so i drew with my fingers. i don’t think it looks too crazy though, otherwise i wouldn’t be posting it for others to see 😭

im not tagging chistopher waterguy. but we will acknowledge his presence maybe

heres the picture i used for the headache drawing

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i dont wanna go home anymore.

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I tried to imagine a human xar and it gave me a headache

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they’re both having fun

as soon as i saw this scene with the sunset, with those goofy poses they were doing, i knew that i had to draw this. even with my inability to color good, or make backgrounds, or anything that isn’t sketching living things… it was just too good. and surprisingly kinda emotional! I love these two’s dynamic alreadyyyy. im gonna run them through a hydraulic press and watch them pop. I don’t normally finish peices so taking my time with something and slowing down was a nice change of pace :D

also fuck gordons fuckass hevsuit. rendering it was ok but actually drawing it was a goddamn nightmare that im glad im done with

ALSO ALSO im aware that they were on a rock pillar whatever the fuck but. yknow. yknow. yeah. ykn

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holiday cheer: 71%

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yknow i really like the loading screens they’re a nice break in between stuff